for those of you who like this story so far here is another Chapter for your enjoyment. this chapter has more language then the first two so let me know what you think.
Disclaimer: i do not own twilight.
Chapter 3: The Fight
Oh shit…what do I do now. I could always hope on my horse and ride away but knowing emmett he would follow right behind me. I just decided that mayb now was the best time to tell him the truth and get it over with.
"Look I know I should have told you the minute I found out I was pregnant but you had headed off to college before I ever got to see you again the week after it happened I went to the doctors and got checked out. Uncle Carlisle said I was 8 days pregnant and that I had to tell my parents first. The minute I told them they kicked me out and I came out here." I started to cry. He looked angry but even more upset.
"Why didn't you tell me I would have came and got you and the twins the minute you got kicked out."
"I didn't tell you for two reasons. One you were having the time of your life in college according to Edward cause of football and being popular you had girls all over you I couldn't let you give that up and secondly I was 15! I was scared and the only family I had were the whitlocks they adopted me after the Dwyers kicked me out. Mom said that I could use swan as my last name since it was grandma's so I did."
"I was 18 and would have been here in a heartbeat if you would have told me. I cant believe you kept this from me for 11 years bella that is eleven years I will never get to have with my kids. I can never forgive you for this. Your nothing but a selfish bitch who didn't care about anyone else at the time. For all I care you can go to hell!" emmett yelled before going back inside. I got off the porch and saddled up my horse. I hopped on and rode down my favorite trail that led to a peaceful river. The only sounds being herd where of flowing water and my tears. I don't remember how long I was there for but eventually someone sat beside me. When I looked up I was met by Edward and jasper and you guessed it Emmett. I got up and walked closer to emmett before slapping him across the face and running away. Jasper caught me and held me in his arms as I struggled. Emmett walked up to me and looked me right in the eye.
"What the fuck was that about!" he asked.
"That was for calling me a selfish bitch and saying I didn't care about anyone else at the time. Cause im telling you right now there is no way in hell that is true. All I thought about was you and how you would be pissed off. I didn't tell you cause I wanted you to get the education I knew I could never get due to the fact I was pregnant. Why do you think I work nights as a fuckin waitress at a fuckin getelmans bar! I don't regret having those two kids cause they are my life but it's the only job I could get that allows me to pay their way threw school! So im the selfish one? I gave up my college education so you could live your life and I could spend every fuckin day living in misery because those kids look like you fuckin do so don't you come out here and tell me im a fuckin bitch when you the mother fuckin asshole who accuses me of not caring bout anyone but myself!" I yelled at him. Im so glad my kids aren't around to hear this.
"wait Emmett said what to you?" Jasper asked.
"he called me a selfish bitch for not telling him about the twins sooner." I explained to him and Edward. They turned to him with anger in their eyes and I stepped in front of them. They looked at mme with a strange look.
"Don't. he's not worth hurting. I'm just gunna say one thing. Emmett if you hate me so much and wont forgive me for one simple mistake why don't you just stay out of my life for good." I told him sternly.
A look of hurt crossed his face as I walked past him. I knew how he was feeling because after all this time I realized that I truly do love him. I hopped on my horse and rode back to the house. As soon as I arrived I tied up my horse and ran inside to my room. I closed the door and fell on my bed crying. Why should I even care what HE thinks anyway? Its not like he cares about me. I herd my door open and my bed shift.
"Hey momma you okay?" Gio asked me.
"Yeah baby ill be fine why don't you go downstairs and enjoy the rest of your party ill be down intime for cake" he nodded and gave me a hug before heading back downstairs. I waited twenty minutes before heading back down the stairs to get the cake ready. I decided that I would give them two gifts. The id bracelets that I had engraved for them and I also decided I would tell them that emmett was their dad. I just hope they don't hate me for it. When it was time to bring in the cake I lit the candles and walked out to the back yard.
"Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear gio and alex, happy birthday to you." we all sang together the blew out the candles and made a wish.
"Okay now I have two gifts for you. The first gift is you id bracelets I had them engraved with your baby pictures and the secondly I think its time for you to know that your father is Emmett McCarthy. Im sorry I didn't tell you sooner." I went back inside and out to the barn to be with my horse. I felt someone come up from behind me and when I turned around I saw none other then….
Note* ill update as soon as i possibly can!
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