A/N: This is just an idea that has been floating around in my head for a while. It's kind of far-fetched, but I often wonder if Pam gets ever jealous of Sookie. This is my first story, so please be kind. Hope you enjoy!
Pam loves being a vampire. She has eternal youth and beauty and she is free to do whatever she wants, whomever she wants. She will never have to get married or raise a bunch of brats or get fat. While some vampires resent their makers for turning them, like Bill, Pam adores Eric. He saved her from a monotonous life and gave her a never-ending adventure. Pam thinks she might just be the happiest vampire out there.
Pam and Eric, they love each other. You wouldn't always think it from the way they pick on each other, but it's there. He shows it in the way he orders her around and she shows it with her relentless teasing. She is completely devoted to him in every way, even if it means she has to wear leather and be surrounded by sniveling fangbangers most nights.
Although Pam enjoyed her time away from Eric- she never had to share any of the numerous delectable women she came across with him- she was very pleased when he called her back. She had missed her arrogant, annoying maker terribly. She does get sick of only getting to play with the girls after he's had his way with them, but it's a small price to pay for being back with him again.
When Sookie Stackhouse walked into Fangtasia the first time, Pam was tickled pink (her favorite color). So much more material to tease her master with. She likes Sookie: the telepathic barmaid is quite the firecracker. The things she says are quite amusing (and Eric's reaction to a lot of them is even more so!) and life is never dull with her around. But the more involved Eric becomes with her, the more discontent Pam finds herself becoming. She hates seeing her master become so vulnerable. Sookie is his weakness; Pam has never known Eric to have any weaknesses. It's quite unbecoming of him, letting a human rule his life, no matter how delightful that human can be.
She's wracked with jealousy, such a human emotion. This isn't how it's supposed to be. Pam has been the only woman in Eric's life for centuries. The only important one anyway. She was the only person he ever gave his blood to in all his thousand years on this earth and now, in such a short amount of time, he is bonded to another woman in a way that Pam could never be. She likes Sookie, but she hates her too. Since she came along, Eric's only jobs for her involve protecting Sookie and...protecting Sookie. She's a glorified bodyguard now, and his need for her diminishes more and more each day. Sometimes, she thinks he wouldn't even mind if she was gone. He has a new blonde to love now.
Pam is careful to make her jealousy come across as being attributed to lust through the bond. She does find Sookie mouthwatering, so it isn't too far-fetched. If Eric thinks her jealousy is suspicious at all, he doesn't read much into it. The way he looks at Sookie makes Pam's cold, dead heart ache. She wishes he would look at her like that, but that is not the way their relationship works. The only looks he gives her are ones of mild annoyance and slight affection and she tries her hardest to remain impassive and imperturbable. The time when he lusted after Pam has long since passed; they haven't had sex in decades. She isn't sure why it hurts her so much; she prefers women anyway.
She can't wait for the day that Sookie finally succumbs to the perils of human frailty so that the Pam and Eric show can be back on. Her maker will have need for her again then. Her biggest fear used to be that J. Crew would go out of business and she wouldn't be able to buy her her favorite twin sets anymore. Now, it's that Eric will get his wish and Sookie will let him turn her. If that happens, Pam thinks it will hurt too much. She'll ask to be released.
Despite all this, despite all the rejection and pain, Pam can't decide who she is more jealous of: Sookie, for stealing her master's affections, or Eric for finding meaning in this tedious existence of theirs. Pam thinks she will be alone forever, and that stings more than anything.