Chapter 12
Sam still was on the grass but, this time, he was sitting down. He was staring into the horizon thoughtfully and melancholically. No matter what he did, he didn't manage to not to think about Dean anymore. He didn't want to though. He didn't want to because every thought about his older brother and lover hurt him. It was like a stab in his heart. Sometimes the pain was so much he couldn't breath for a moment.
It was infortunate to say that but it was because of the pain he felt every time he thought about his brother he knew how much he loved him. In fact, he was pretty sure if Dean excused himself and told hime he wished he hadn't cheated on him, he would probably forgive him. Every time they fought since they were together, some words, some caresses and one kiss were enough to forgive. He couldn't stay mad at his brother, not when the latter tried to make it up. That's why he agreed to leave with Gabriel. He didn't want to pardon his lover and for the moment he couldn't bear to see him, especially if he was with Castiel.
A noise resounded and he jolted surprised. He knew it was Gabriel. He was the only one who could come here. He felt Gabriel sit beside him but he continued to stare to the horizon. Since he was here, the archangel always was here for him. With his own ways, he tried to comfort him and to make him forget about his relationship with Dean and what had happened a bit before their meeting. He was so grateful for that because sometimes it worked.
"Hi Sam," Gabriel said cheerfully.
"Hi," Sam answered softly. No other words were exchanged for a moment. But Gabriel was talkative by nature. He couldn't be quiet for a long moment.
"What are you thinking about ?" San turned his head to look at the angel.
"Something I'd like to not to think about." Gabriel then understood and sighed. He hoped Sam would forget little by little the man who hurt him but he knew it would take time, especially with Sam. The young hunter was so sensitive.
"Sam…" Gabriel began but Sam interrupted him.
"I know, Gabe, with time, I won't think about him...or them anymore but now just thinking about that is painful and…" Sam didn't finish his sentence and Gabriel didn't incite him to continue. For a long moment, the silence reigned.
I know it's short but I didn't have inspiration.