A/N : hey Readers I come back! :D please don't stop review, because I want to be a better author for you all. Sorry for the wrong grammars, and if you want to tell me something wrong with this fic, please tell me in your reviews or PM but please don't use bad words, I don't want to make people go bad.

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You're The Way I Feel

Chapter 1, The Pain's Getting Too Much

(Normal POV)

Tenten walks to the training ground sleepily. "Ohayou, Tenten-chan." Someone calls her from behind. She looks around and sees a cute and timid girl. "Hi, Hinata, what are you doing in this early time?" Hinata smiles slightly and answers, "I'm done from my morning training ad going to the shopping district." Then Hinata waves good-byes, leaves Tenten alone again.

"Your smiles can cheer up my days, even it's just for me, not for you"

` Tenten sees Neji meditating in the cave. She blushes slightly at the view of shirtless Neji. 'He's so damn sexy!' she thinks in her mind. "Tenten, why are you losing your guard?" a cold voice says behind her. "I'm sorry, Neji. I have many thoughts lately," Tenten smiles at him. "It's not like you," Neji says and walks to the training ground and then Tenten follows.

"It's been so long since I met you. It's been so long since I feel in love with you. It's been too long since the pain started"

Her heart bats so fast and some sweats go down from her face. 'It's always been like this,' she sighs and leans down. "Neji, come on, I'm really tired," she says, giving up. Her partner comes and raises an eyebrow. "Is something wrong with you, Tenten?" he asks. They always train for hours until they're both tired and really out of chakra, and Tenten doesn't mind. Then, for now, they only train for a hour and Tenten already gives up. "It's nothing Neji, I just feel tired, don't worry," she says, trying to get up. "I'll walk you home," Neji says, always being a gentleman. Then, they walk in silent.

"Because no one understand me like you do, and no one will except you"

Tenten leans on her bed and starts daydreaming. 'It's been so long since I fell in love with him, how can I suppose to tell him? I don't want to lose our friendship' she sighs. When Neji told her to be a weapon mistress, she started to train with weapons harder and she spent more time with practice, even she fell asleep with a kunai beside her. 'I remember how we got closer,' she giggles at the memories.

(Flashback)

Tenten looked around to see her teammate, Lee, and their teacher was hugging and crying happily. Her cold teammate looked bored. They both were 12 and got used to the behavior of Lee and their sensei after weeks of training and simple missions. "Tenten, let's train," he said and activated his byakugan.

After hours of training, they both got exhausted and leaned down under a tree. "Neji, are you hungry? I bring some meals, I will come back soon," Tenten said and leaved him alone. 'She always know when I get hungry, how?' he thought for a while and meditated.

Then, a box of bento was put near him. "Here," she said. He muttered 'thank you' in a deep and low voice.

"You're my motivation to get stronger, you're my inspiration to what I've done in my life"

(Tenten POV)

He ate the meal I gave him faster than usual. I giggled at him and he looked at me with a raising brow. "If you're hungry, just tell me," I smiled at him and he stood up. I was afraid that he's mad at me. But then he said, "You should be more confident with you weapon throwing," I stood there, couldn't say anything else.

(End of Flashback)

Tenten smiles at the memories. Since then, both of them started to communicate with their training and got closer, even they will know something's wrong with each other just based on their body language. 'I won't need anything else if he's there for me,' she smiles and pulled out a photo from her drawer. She smiled at the younger her, Neji and Lee with their teacher.

'It's been 10 years since I knew him back at the academy, when we were 9, and since then, I've always been loving him deeply. This feeling never ends, even after 10 years, then the pain,' she sweep her tears-want-to-be. 'I must be stronger! I'm not a weak little girl anymore!' she put the photo at the drawer again and leans on the bed.

"The pain's getting too much, but he won't know. It's better to stay this way," she sighs. The pain for loving him is getting too much after years. She can't tell him about this feeling because she knows he will refuse her. "You're not a love sick puppy, Tenten! You're a grown-up woman! Don't be so stupid!" she yells to herself, giving herself courage to move on. Then she sleeps to get out the thoughts from her mind.

"Move on is only a word that I keep saying, but I know, you'll always be in my heart, no one else,"

The next morning, she walks to the same street every day, to the training grounds, with 2 bentos, one for her and one for her cold teammate. 'I hope he will like the bento today, I made this early in the morning,' she smiles at the thought of her cold teammate that waiting for the bento.

In the training ground, Tenten sees Neji that is walking to her. "Tenten, I don't feel like training," he says. "WHAT?" Tenten shouts, "Are you okay, Neji? It's feel like it's not you, because I know you don't skip training, even for once," Tenten says, confused with his changes. "I'm okay, don't worry," he says to her with low voices. Tenten still shocks and can't believe that genius skips training, because 'Neji' and 'skip training' don't go perfectly.

"Tenten, will you accompany me with a walk and a little shopping?" Neji looks at her eyes, and Tenten just stood there, in silent, with a gasp.

A/N : Then, Then, how was it? I feel excited by writing this story. The italics words are not songs, I made it to encourage the feelings. How was it? I will like if you compliment this, but I will like it better if you correct my wrongs, I can feel spirit from that! Okay, good bye! See you at the next chapter and keep review!