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Chapter Two –Forget the World

Addison woke in her bedroom in Mere's attic and groaned. She pulled on sweats and waited by the window until she saw Meredith's car pull out with George and Meredith in it.

She shuffled through the house ignoring Izzie who looked set upon flooding the kitchen with muffins and got ready for her day. She set off for work, still in her sweats, and upon arrival at the hospital she made her way straight to the Chief's office, telling him she needed the day off for drinking.

As she walked out of his office, she passed Arizona.

"Addison, have you seen Meredith?"

Addison glanced up "No." she said thickly,

She walked away and stepped into an elevator. It moved down one floor, then the doors opened and Meredith walked in.

"What are you wearing?" Meredith asked with her eyebrows raised,

Addison blushed, "Clothes."

Meredith walked in a little closer, "That's my Dartmouth shirt."

"Meredith…"

Meredith stepped away with a sigh, "We need to talk about it don't we?"

Addison nodded, "But not today." She said, "Today I'm going to do some drinking."

"Addie."

"You can't stop me; I broke up with my perfect planning boyfriend last night and I..."

"You broke up with Finn?"

"I did." Meredith failed to hide her soft smile; Addison ignored it though, choosing instead to say, "Your girlfriend is looking for you."

The doors opened again and Meredith walked off without another word.

* * *

At lunch that day Meredith walked through the cafeteria, she had just got back from checking on Izzie (who wasn't actually home) and she needed to find Arizona.

"Meredith!" Meredith turned and saw the blonde wheel over to her, "I have been looking for you all day."

"Yea." Meredith nodded, "I was busy, patients and Izzie…"

Arizona nodded and led Meredith through the hospital into an empty stair well, "Meredith… what exactly happened at prom?"

"Zona…" Meredith whispered,

"You slept with her?"

Meredith nodded, "Arizona I'm sor-"

"No. Don't apologise."

"Ok."

They paused, "I didn't mean to hurt you Zona, and I really am sorry if I have." Meredith spoke quickly,

Zona glared at her, "I'll see you later, Meredith." She walked away and tears formed in her eyes, "Damn it." She whispered under her breath,

* * *

After that day Meredith was exhausted, but she had to go to Joe's to find Addison. If she was right, her favourite red-head would still be there drinking beers and martinis. When she entered the bar she found she was right. Addison sat at a table in front of a basket of muffins that she ate from steadily as she cried to Bailey through mouthfuls.

Meredith walked up behind them and heard the end of Addison's ramblings.

"I am desirable, Amanda."

"Miranda."

"Right." Addison looked at Joe who was collecting the empty glasses from the table, "Joe, I'm desirable right?"

"You're always desirable." Meredith spoke; Addison jumped and turned around,

"Meredith…" She whispered tearily, "You came."

Meredith smiled faintly, "Come on Addison, you need to get home now."

Addison smiled and jumped down from her stool; she stumbled over her feet and fell into Meredith, who helped set her upright and walked her outside to the Jeep.

"I love you Meredith." Addison told her once they started driving, "I'm in love with you, and I screwed up, because I broke you and then I screwed you at prom like some skanky teenager, and I broke up with my almost perfect boyfriend, with his plans, and your girlfriend asked me questions about you."

She started to cry, "We're never going to be happy are we? I lost my chance with you haven't I Meredith?"

Meredith sighed slightly, "I love you Addison." She told her softly,

They arrived home and Meredith patiently helped Addison to the house and up the stairs, into Meredith bedroom. She led her into the en suite and started the bath.

Addison looked at her oddly as Meredith the pulled the Dartmouth shirt and the sweatpants from her body.

"Meredith…"

"It's just a bath." Meredith said as she knelt down to slowly pull Addison's peach coloured panties to the floor.

Addison nodded and shivered, suddenly cold after having all her clothes stripped off. Meredith stopped the running water and started to pull off her own clothes. When they were both undressed Meredith helped steady Addie as she stepped into the tub and sat in the water before Meredith got in herself.

She reached for the new bottle of berry scented soap and squirted some in her small hands. Addison moaned slightly as Meredith rubbed the cool gel over her back, but gasped as Mere's hands moved to her breasts.

"Meredith." She whimpered,

Meredith didn't react; she just continued to bathe them both.

After twenty minutes Meredith stepped out of the bath and dried herself with a towel before wrapping her small body in a dressing gown. There was a knock at Meredith's bedroom door and she looked over at Addie who still sat in the bath.

"I'll be back in a minute." She murmured, securing her dressing gown.

At her bedroom door stood Arizona, Meredith paused, "I thought you were George." She stepped aside and they walked into the room. Meredith sat on her bed but Arizona stayed standing.

"I'm not proud of what I did Zona… Being a cheater, I hate that I did that to you. You deserve better than that." She paused and Arizona looked at her, "I am sorry… sorry about the avoiding, about prom… I'm sorry I did that."

Arizona moved and sat next to Meredith on the bed, "I know." She whispered,

"We're over." Stated Meredith,

"Yea, we are."

A door opened and Meredith shut her eyes as Arizona looked over to the en suite door, Addison stood wrapped in a towel her body still dripping with water.

"Oh."

Arizona stood, "Goodbye Meredith." She left and Addison walked over to Meredith who still had her eyes shut.

"We broke up."

Addison nodded. Silently they got dressed into old shirts and sweat pants then climbed into Meredith's bed. Addison wrapped her arms around Meredith's form and they drifted off into a half sleep.

"I love you Addison." Meredith mumbled.

"Mmm." Addie smiled, "I'm glad you broke up with Arizona."

"I'm glad you broke up with Finn." Countered Meredith,

Addison nuzzled Meredith's neck and pressed a soft kiss there, "I love you too, Meredith."

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