A/N: Once again, thank you very much to everyone who reviewed :D. Sorry for taking so long-again, but school is terrible, and it's not exactly the school part. See I like this guy, and he's a freshman and I'm a sophomore, and we're friends, but he has a girlfriend, and-ookay then! Sorry about that! I'll try to put my personal problems aside, and review faster. So as an I'm sorry present, here's a much longer chappie of Teenage World!
Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing :[
((But if I did Zac Efron would be mine! Muahahahah!-lol))
Oh and I don't own the song "We belong together" either . . .
Previously on Teenage World:
Sharpay was already at the door, but suddenly she turned around and gave Troy a soft kiss on the lips.
Right now she wanted Ryan Evans. And I'll do anything it takes to make him mine. [Kelsi
She had finally realized that she loved Ryan, and Gabriella had to go and mess it all up!
I guess it's a good thing that mom finally found herself a boyfriend. [Gabriella
Gabriella's mom had recently started seeing someone, and she was so caught up with him, that she didn't notice Gabriella's current state.
KelC: Did anything happen between u & Ryan?
XxGabbyxX: Ok. Promise-no, swear to me that u won't tell any1!
KelC: Wow. Dn't worry. I swear I wont tell any1. Ur secret is safe with me.
At least until I find a way to use it to my advantage . . . [Kelsi
Troy was inside a dark hall all alone. In the distance he saw a bright light, and began walking towards it.
There was a trail of blood on the floor.
He followed it, and saw a girl in white a white dress surrounded by a pool of blood on the floor.
The girl, was Sharpay. And she was dead.
"No! Sharpay! NOOOOOOOOOO!" Troy woke up from his nightmare.
He suddenly felt really scared. He quickly reached for his cell phone and dialed her number.
Troy: I'm going to go get you. You can stay with me.
To be continued . . .
SummerSummerSummer
Chapter 5: We belong together
Sunday, August 26th 2007
3:53 AM
Troy's house
The rest of the drive was silent. Troy was beginning to worry that Sharpay regretted coming home with him. He really wanted to ask her, but decided not to. He was relived when they arrived at his house. Troy got out first and then opened the door for Sharpay.
She stood looking at his house while Troy got her things.
The last time she had been here, she was 10 years old. It was during the last days of summer, around the time it was now, and they were about to enter their first year of middle school. That had been the worst day of her life.
((flashback))
Summer had just started, and Troy was getting sent to where he always spent his summers-camp. Every year, Troy's parents would send him to Skylake. Skylake was a coed, sleep-away summer camp in Yosemite California. Troy had been going since 1st grade, and he loved it, because he would always go with his best friend Chad.
This year however, was a bit different. Chad was going to England instead of going to Skylake. Troy was really upset and didn't want to go to camp anymore, but his parents had already paid, so he had to go.
As for Sharpay, she had never been to summer camp before. This year her parents thought it would be a good idea for her to try it, so they signed her up. They chose a camp in California called Skylake. Sharpay really didn't want to go-she wasn't exactly an outdoorsy type of girl. Ryan got lucky. He was supposed to go too, but he got really sick just before, so she had to go by herself. She was really scared, first of all, she had never been to camp before. Secondly, she didn't know anyone! This was really bad.
When she arrived at Skylake, she got the surprise of her life. She did know someone! And that someone was none other than Troy Bolton. Troy noticed her too. He didn't know weather to feel relieved, or worried. He was glad to have someone familiar, but it was a girl-and she was Sharpay Evans!
To make a long story short, Troy and Sharpay got close in camp-really close. At first they stayed together because they didn't know anyone else. Then they started to become friends. After that everything changed between them.
Troy and Sharpay had been in all the same classes since kindergarten. They talked occasionally, but to Troy, Sharpay was just another girl in the class. That was before, now he saw her just as Sharpay. The coolest, nicest, prettiest girl he had ever seen in his life.
It started out with sneaking out at night to see each other, walks on the lake, looking at the stars, just being around each other so much. Troy started to see Sharpay in a completely different way. He didn't know exactly what it was, he was only eleven for crying out loud (he had turned 11 at camp)! He didn't know what to do. Every time he saw her he felt the urge to kiss her, but he had never kissed a girl. Well, technically he had kissed Sharpay before, but that was more like a peck, and it was right after he promised to marry her. But that was in kindergarten, and it didn't really count. This time he wanted to kiss her, and kiss her for real. The only problem was that he didn't know if she felt the same way. Whatever this feeling was. Love? He didn't know what it meant really, but he was sure this was it. Yes, he was in love with Sharpay Evans.
Ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh
ohh ohh ohh
ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh
sweet love
yeah [yeah
What he didn't know, was that Sharpay felt the exact same way. She always wanted to see him, and when she couldn't, she spent all her time daydreaming about him. Troy was her first real crush-he had even promised to marry her! Well, that was in kindergarten, but a promise was a promise. And during the time they had spent together, she had fallen in love with the sandy-haired, blue-eyed boy. Even though she was only ten (10 and ¾!), she knew that she loved him. After all, girls do mature faster than boys.
Then it finally happened. It was during one of their nighttime escapades to the lake. They were walking under the moonlight, talking about how much fun they were having, when Troy turned around suddenly, and crashed his lips onto Sharpays mouth. She just kind of stood there in shock, but then kissed him back, and let herself fall into his arms. They kissed for a while (not very well, but hey they were only kids), and then sat by the lake cuddling under the starry sky.
The rest of camp was basically the same, except now they were a couple. Although now they snuck out even more frequently, because they couldn't get enough of each other.
They continued that way until the end of camp. The last night of camp Troy gave Sharpay a very special present. He gave her a necklace with a "T" on it, for Troy. He told her that he wanted to let the world know that she was his, and that his heart belonged only to her (A/N: Yes, the same necklace he gave to Gabriella in HSM2. Don't worry, I know where I'm going with this) They rode together all the way home to Albuquerque, and then promised to keep seeing each other during the rest of the summer.
No one ever found out about their relationship. They kept it a secret, because their parents would surely disapprove. Besides, who ever heard of a 10 and 11 year old going out? (A/N: yeah right, at that age everyone starts going out-even earlier! lol) Their parents just thought they were friends, so they allowed them to see each other whenever they wanted to.
And they decided that they would let their friends find out at school. Well, that was mostly Sharpay. Troy was a little uneasy about telling his friends, he wasn't sure how they would react. Especially because he hadn't seen any of his friends, because he had been too busy being with Sharpay. Not that he minded. He really loved Sharpay, and was willing to do anything for her.
About a week before school started, Chad finally came back form England. It just so happened that Sharpay was over at Troy's house. They were alone, because Mrs. Bolton had to go get a few things from the store. They were taking full advantage of their alone time. They were out in Troy's backyard, just talking, and kissing, and kissing, and basically just a lot of kissing (they had gotten better with so much practice). They were in the middle of a kiss, when the doorbell rang. "I'll go get it, just wait for me here okay?" said Troy. "Kay" said a smiling Sharpay.
Troy opened the door, thinking it was probably his mom, but was surprised to see Chad instead. "Troy!" "Chad!" They both smiled and did one of those weird handshake things. Troy was glad that his best friend had finally come back.
Sharpay was getting a little worried about Troy. He had gone to answer the door like ten minutes ago! Maybe it just his mom, and he's helping her with the groceries, she thought to herself. "Maybe I should go see." Sharpay got up and headed inside.
"Troy? Was that your mom? I was-oh, hi Chad." Sharpay had just walked in on Troy and Chad talking in the kitchen.
Chad was surprised, to say the least. "What is she doing here? You're not actually friends with her are you?" He said, obviously referring to Sharpay.
Troy was panicking, so he said the first thing he could come up with. "Of course not! Plus she's not here-I mean she is here, but she's not here with me. She just came over to drop something off." He felt really bad, and planned to make it up to her later, but he just wasn't ready to spill.
Sharpay stood there in shock. She couldn't believe what she was hearing! How could he! Suddenly tears started spilling from her eyes, and she quickly ripped off the necklace Troy had given her, and threw it at him. "Here! You can have it back! I'm not yours anymore, we're over!" and then she ran out the door.
"What?!" Chad wasn't exactly the brightest, but he did get what was going on. Troy couldn't believe what was happening. How could he be so stupid! He just let go of the girl of his dreams! The girl he loved! He lost Sharpay, his sweet, beautiful Sharpay.
I didn't mean
it when I said
I didn't love you so
I should have held on
tight
I never should have let you go
I didn't know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
All his life he had been told the same thing; boys don't cry. But right now he didn't care. Troy fell to his knees and started crying. A lot. Chad felt bad. Troy had never once cried in front of anyone, and here he was, crying like a baby because of Sharpay Evans. Although it was mostly his fault.
((End flashback))
That was the last time Sharpay had been to Troy's house. She had not thought of that day in a long time, mostly because it hurt too much to remember it. Troy had been her first love, and then he broke her heart. Even though it had happened 7 years ago, it seemed to her like it was only yesterday. A single tear streamed down her cheek, and then another, and another until she fell to the ground sobbing desperately.
I could not
fathom
I would ever be without your love
never imagined I'd
be sitting
Here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause
I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I'd never
felt
Troy had gone to leave her things inside, and when he came back for her, he found her on the floor crying her eyes out. He instantly went to her side and took her into his arms. "What's wrong? What happened?" he said in the gentlest voice he could. It broke his heart to see her cry. He had only seen it twice before, and every time he saw her do it, he felt like he could cry with her. He had to force himself not to, because it probably wouldn't make her feel any better.
Troy held her tight while she continued to cry. She really didn't want to tell him that she was crying because she remembered the last time she was here, but he seemed to be genuinely concerned about her. "I-I was remembering the last time I was here, and I-" Sharpay went limp in his arms.
"Sharpay? Sharpay?!" Troy shook her, desperately trying to get her to regain consciousness. He looked at her face and suddenly saw her once again dead and covered in blood. "NO!" He picked her up and rushed into the house.
The feeling
that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have
your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh
what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here
cause baby
He laid her on the couch, and frantically tried to think of what to do. He tried to calm down, and remember what he had learned in health class about fainting.
He quickly laid his head on her chest to check her breathing. She was breathing a little slowly, but she seemed to be okay. Troy was relieved, that he didn't have to call 911. He carefully shifted her onto her side, and sat down on the floor next to her. He began to gently caress her face, taking in all of her beauty.
A few minutes later, Sharpay began to regain consciousness. Her eyes slowly fluttered open, and smiled when she saw Troy beside her.
"Hey" he said softly, taking her hand into his own.
"Hey" she said faintly. He smiled back at her, and stroked her arm affectionately.
"Are you ok? First you were crying, and then you just fainted. I'm worried about you Shar. Tell me what's wrong." Troy looked very serious, Sharpay could tell that he wasn't going to let her get away with it.
Her eyes began to glaze over, and her voice cracked a little. "It's just that coming back here, I-I remembered what happened that summer, and-"
"Oh Sharpay, I'm so sorry. I was only 11 and I freaked out. You have no idea how bad I felt when I saw you cry. Everyday I wish I could take it back. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." Tears began to fall from Troy's eyes as he spoke.
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back
baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean
on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till
the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't
nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together
To see a man cry, really cry like Troy was doing now, was one of the most heart wrenching things she had ever seen. Suddenly she felt bad. For not answering his calls, for ignoring him, for not accepting his apologies, and most of all, for telling him that she hated him.
"I'm sorry." It was almost a whisper, but Troy heard it nonetheless. "What?" he said looking confused.
"I'm sorry." She repeated this time louder. "I'm sorry for not letting you explain, and for ignoring you, and for saying that I hated you. I forgive you Troy, and I hope you can forgive me."
She never ceased to amaze him. Here she was, apologizing to him, when everything was his fault in the first place. "There's nothing to forgive you for. Everything was my fault, not yours."
"No it's not. I should have let you explain, and I shouldn't have said everything I said. Just please say you'll forgive me?" she pleaded him.
He stood on his knees and pulled her to him. "Of course I forgive you."
"Thank you." She said softly.
Sunday, August 26th 2007
4:20 AM
Gabriella's house
Gabriella tossed and turned in her bed, still not able to fall asleep. As hard as she tried, she just couldn't get the thoughts of Ryan out of her head.
I can't sleep
at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me "If You Think You're Lonely Now"
Wait
a minute this is too deep [too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin' to catch a break
And then I hear
Babyface
"I Only Think Of You" and it's breakin' my
heart
I'm tryin' to keep it together but I'm falling apart
She tried to push the thoughts away, but nothing worked. She kept imagining him on top of her, kissing her lips, and caressing her skin. Her hands in his soft blonde hair, gazing into his bright blue eyes. The feeling of him inside her, just remembering it was driving her crazy. Oh how I wish he was here, she thought. Wait what?! No, no, no! This is so wrong! I'm Troy's girlfriend! I can't want to have sex with another guy! No matter how good it was!
She really didn't know what to do. Stay with whatever loyalty she had left to her boyfriend, or give in to her sexual needs? She sat up, and tried to clear her mind. Since when have I wanted to have sex so badly? And how come I only want to do it with Ryan? "Ugh!" she threw her hands up in the air, and let herself crash backwards onto her pillow. She just lay there for a while, trying to decide whether to be loyal or be a cheating slut. She almost wished that she could talk to her mom about this, but she knew if she did, that her mother would kill her. Then bring her back to life, just so she could kill her again! She wouldn't be able to get away with this for very long, Mr. Perfect or no Mr. Perfect. Her mom was smitten, not stupid. Well, I had to get my brains somewhere.
So far she hadn't really minded being a teenager, but that was until just about now when she discovered how awful wanting sex, but not being able to do it was. She hadn't even once thought of having sex with Troy-or anyone for that matter. A week ago, if anyone would have merely suggested it, she probably would have had a heart attack. Sex before marriage? That was completely unthinkable in her family. But she was pretty sure her mom forgot about that too. Not that she told her that she was doing it with her boyfriend. Gabriella and her mom never talked about sex.
Well, if mom can do it . . . She got up, grabbed her phone off her nightstand, and quickly dialed Ryan's number. Gabriella was pacing around in circles, he isn't answering! then he finally picked up.
Ryan: ((yawn)) Hullo?
Gabriella: Ry, its me Gabby.
Ryan: Hey Gabby. What's up?
Gabriella: I'm not really sure how to put this, but I, uh. I want to, um-
Ryan: Yes?
Gabriella: You know what, this is just too awkward to say on the phone. Could you please come over? Like now?
Ryan: Oh. About that, I'm kind of over at my Aunt's house right now. Sorry.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Nooooooooooooooooo! I don't think I can stand another second of this torture! And this happens, just when I pick cheating slut!
Gabriella: Could you hold on a sec?
Ryan: Okay . . .
Gabriella put her phone on mute, grabbed her pillow and screamed in it. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" That made her feel a little better. She set the pillow down, and grabbed her phone. She put the sound back on, and took a deep breath before talking.
I'm feeling
all out of my element
I'm Throwing things, crying tryin'
To
figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this
song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you,
need you back in my life baby
Gabriella: Sorry.
Ryan: Are you ok Gabbs? You sound a little stressed.
Gabriella: Uh, no actually. That's why I needed you to come.
Ryan: Okay it sounds pretty important. I'll be there like in an hour. Oh, but what about your mom?
Gabriella was so happy, she thought she might scream again. She resisted the urge though.
Gabriella: Oh, she's not here. She left like 8 hours ago to go see her man. And I'm guessing she wont be coming back.
Ryan: Ohh. I get it. Okay well I'll be there in an half hour.
Gabriella: Half an hour?
Ryan: My Aunt doesn't live across the street you know.
Gabriella: Yeah, of course. Tottally.
Ryan: Okay then . . . See you soon.
Gabriella: Bye.
Ryan: Bye.
"Yes!" Gabriella got on her bed and started jumping up and down. "Oops. I'm going to have to fix that . . ." She meant the bed, but now that she thought about it she had to fix everything! "Oh my god!" she quickly fixed the bed up, and rushed to her drawer to find more suitable attire. "Found it!" She pulled out the gift Sharpay had gotten her for her 17th birthday. She had gotten it, because she knew Gabriella would never wear it. Well there's no time like the present.
Sharpay had gotten her a very nice, very lacy, cream silk nightgown, with matching lingerie. She remembered being really embarrassed when she opened it. But she didn't have anything else that sexy, so it would just have to do. Next she went into the bathroom and curled her short hair a bit, and sprayed some perfume on herself. For makeup, she decided to just put on some mascara and blush-otherwise she would look way overdone. When she was done, she looked like a very natural, subtle sexy. Just because what she was going to do was slutty, didn't mean she had to look like it. Plus, she knew Ryan wouldn't go for a hooker.
Sunday, August 26th 2007
4:05 AM
Kelsi's room
Kelsi was still furious with Gabriella. Their conversation had left her so mad that now she couldn't sleep. They had talked for a while, and Gabriella told her how she thought she might have feelings for Ryan, and blah, blah, blah her problems. All the time she just wanted to strangle her. She even described things! Like how unbelievably different Ryan looks when he's naked, and how strong Ryan is, how big his-well you get the point.
A lot of the reason Kelsi was so mad, was because she wanted Ryan's first time to be with her. They trusted each other with everything, so in one of their talks Ryan had told her that he was still a virgin. Ever since then, she had fantasized about her and Ryan. Back then she knew that she liked Ryan, but now that she knew that she loved him, this was even worse. Why can't Gabriella just fuck her own boyfriend!
Kelsi, contraire to popular belief, was not a virgin. Her first time wasn't even with Jason. Or the guy before him. Or the guy before them. Nope, her first time was with the guy before them. See she wasn't a slut, she was just gullible. A guy would tell her that he loved her, and she would put out for him. But all of them, minus Jason, had turned out to be complete jerks who only wanted sex, and then would leave her.
Jason, for some reason, hadn't left her after the first time they had sex. Or the second, or the third, or the fourth, or the thirty-fifth time. The point is, that he got what he wanted, which was sex, but he didn't leave her. He told her that she loved her, and it looked like he actually meant it. Kelsi was almost sure that Jason really loved her. And that's why she pitied him. Because while she spent her time chasing after Ryan, he spent his time loving her. But like she said before, she couldn't leave him. She refused to go back to being no one. Therefore she had to keep him happy, and sex always seemed to do the trick
But Gabriella. Gabriella had the most popular guy at school for a boyfriend, and she just had to have Ryan. Ryan was a virgin! And his first time was supposed to be for her! That was something he would never get back, and all because Gabriella stole it from him. That was why she was so mad. That's why she wanted revenge on Gabriella, because she tainted her perfect Ryan. But most of all, because Ryan loved her. That's why needed to get rid of Gabriella, forever.
Sunday, August 26th 2007
4:00 AM
Gabriella's house
Gabriella was just tidying up her room a bit, when the doorbell rang. She nearly tripped several times as she rushed to open the door. When she reached it, she stopped for a moment to take a deep breath, and fix her hair. She also closed her matching cream silk robe, so there would be some cleavage, but not too much. She didn't want him to see the nightgown, yet.
She finally opened the door, and there he was, Ryan Evans in all his glory. Well at least as much glory as someone can have at 5:00 AM. "Hi" she said shyly.
"Hey Gabby." He said and then wrapped her in a long, warm hug. "So, what was so important that it couldn't wait a couple of hours?" he said when he finally released her.
"Oh, sorry about that. Um, can we go to my room? I don't like being downstairs when it's this dark."
"Okay. But the sun is going to rise in like an hour." He smiled and followed her upstairs and into her room. She closed and locked the door once they were both inside.
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back
baby please cause
We belong together
Who Else am I gonna lean
on when times get rough
Who Else gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who Else gonna take your place
There
ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together baby
"Paranoid much?" he teased, and sat down on her bed.
"I always close my door, and the lock is just in case my mom comes, I can buy you some time for you to get out the balcony."
"Oh. Okay then." He said, hoping he wouldn't have to climb out the balcony. "So, I'm here, we're upstairs, and your door is locked. Now can you please tell me what's going on?"
Suddenly Gabriella felt really nervous. She'd never solicited sex before! Maybe she didn't have to. She reached for the tie on her robe, pulled it open, and let it slid off her shoulders. Ryan didn't really get it.
She approached the bed slowly. Once she was directly in front of Ryan, she pushed him backward onto the bed, and climbed on top of him, straddling him. She didn't know where she pulled the courage from, it defiantly wasn't alcohol this time, but she leaned down and kissed him. Ryan responded to her kiss, but when his brain caught up with his body he realized what was happening, and pushed her away.
Gabriella had a hurt expression on her face. She didn't understand what happened. Didn't he respond to her kiss? Why did he push her away? Gabriella climbed off of Ryan, and stood with her back facing him. "I'm sorry" she said softly.
Ryan stood up, and turned her so she was facing him. Gabriella didn't dare look him in the eyes. She was too ashamed and embarrassed of what she had done. Ryan gently took her chin, and turned her face so they were looking into each other's eyes. Gabriella could feel the tears well up in her eyes, so she closed them shut.
"Look at me" said Ryan. Gabriella reluctantly obeyed and looked him in the eyes. "Why did you do that Gabby?"
She didn't know what to say, or how to explain her actions. "I really don't know. But what I do know that I need you Ry. Please stay with me?" Gabriella knew that what she was asking for was ridiculous. She never said anything about having a relationship, or any kind of commitment other than sex for that matter.
Ryan was surprised by her boldness. This was defiantly the last thing he expected from Gabriella. Against his better judgment, he was actually considering what she wanted. Sex, that was it. She never said anything about liking him, or feeling something special. She probably only liked him as a friend-a friend that she just happened to be sexually attracted to. He was just about to say no, but instead asked her the question that had been bothering him for a while now. "Why don't you ask Troy to have sex with you. He is your boyfriend after all." He said that with a little more resentment than he wanted to.
Gabriella didn't even need to think before answering. "I love Troy, well at least I think I do. But I don't want to be with him that way, or anyone else-just you."
If Ryan wasn't so in love with Gabriella, he would have never done what he did next. Ryan grabbed her by the back of her neck and waist, and kissed her passionately on the lips. He knew what they were doing was wrong, but he couldn't deny her anything.
Gabriella immediately responded, and deepened the kiss. She ran her tongue along the middle of Ryan's lips, he opened them and placed his on tongue inside Gabriella's mouth. They were kissing with so much fire and passion that you could feel it all over the room. Everything they couldn't say to each other, they said it in their kiss. Like Ryan's love for Gabriella. Even the things they didn't know themselves. Like Gabriella's feelings for Ryan.
They backed up onto the bed, Ryan falling underneath Gabriella. Gabriella kissed Ryan hungrily with her lips, and worked on undressing him with her hands. Ryan kissed her with as much fever as she did, and ran his hands along the length of her back and pressing her even closer to his body. Gabriella finally unbuttoned his shirt, and pulled back to take it off. Once Ryan was shirtless, she pulled her nightgown over her head and continued to kiss him wearing only her lingerie.
The both of them were now breathing hard, and Ryan's erection was rubbing painfully against his jeans. Gabriella noticed, and ran her hand down to undo his jeans. Ryan gasped as Gabriella's hand ran over his erection. She quickly undid his pants and slipped them off. Now they were both just in their underwear.
Ryan flipped them over so he was on top. Gabriella didn't mind at all, she continued kissing him, and ran her fingers through his soft blonde hair. Ryan was struggling with the clasp of her bra, when he finally unclasped it, he threw it aside and parted lips with Gabriella only to take one of her nipples into his mouth, and then the other. Gabriella moaned with pleasure, as he sucked on her breasts. Then he stopped and blew cold air on her wet nipples, and Gabriella shivered with pleasure.
This was defiantly the most pleasure she had ever felt in her life. Although she felt guilty for cheating on Troy, doing this with Ryan felt right somehow. She couldn't explain why, but she couldn't imagine doing this with anyone else. She wanted her body to be only for Ryan, and his body only for her. She knew it sounded awfully selfish, but it was what she felt.
Although she couldn't help but to think that there was more to that. Somewhere deep inside her heart, she knew that this wasn't just about the sex. She wasn't sure what she felt for Ryan, but she knew that now it was way over the lines of friendship. But she still couldn't bring herself to break up with Troy. She didn't want to have to choose between him and Ryan. She defiantly felt something for Troy, she even went as far as to think that she loved him, but Ryan-she didn't know what to think. But she knew that she didn't want to lose either of them. Is it possible to be in love with two people? She didn't know, but if this was the only way to have them both, she was going to do it.
She shook all thoughts of Troy from her head and focused on right now. And right now she was with Ryan. And Ryan was all she cared about.
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back
baby please cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh
baby baby
We belong together
SummerSummerSummer
A/N: And the Ryella begins! I know the Troypay is going kind of slowly, but be patient because it will happen-eventually. But reviews make it faster, so please review! I'd really like to get at least 30 reviews, make me happy, and I'll make you happy :D!
Hugs and kisses-Summer
XOXOXO
Next time on Teenage World: Troy and Sharpay are getting closer than ever, and with their past finally put behind them anything can happen. But Sharpay is hiding a dangerous secret that could change the course of everything. What about Gabriella and Ryan? Will their affair continue being secret? And how far will Kelsi go just to get what she wants? All these questions and more will be answered in the next chapter of Teenage World!