A/N:. Here's a new chapter up and sorry for the delay. Hope you enjoy and please review after. I'm looking forward to seeing your reviews.
Today is that day Taylor is coming home. It's been two months already and I've got to tell you, Taylor was right. The summer days did go by fast, but it was really lonely in fact. It wasn't what I expected it to be actually. Taylor barely managed to return my calls or text me back. Yes, I know he's been busy with promoting his new movie and such, but he could have at least returned my calls or texted me back in between breaks, right? And when the days he would returns my calls, we'd only have a short conversation. Did I want this? Yes, I did. Am I'm going to put up with this? I have no idea. But all I know is that I love him.
My sudden train of thoughts were broken apart when my phone started ringing. I glanced down at my phone on my bed and decided whether or not if I should pick it up. I peered at the screen and it said that Taylor was calling. What was I thinking, I need to pick up my phone. I rolled my eyes at my stupidity and pick up my phone.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Hey." Taylor answered.
"Hey, welcome back. What time did you get home?" I asked, noticing a sudden change in his voice.
"About 10 minutes ago. Uh, can we meet later on our hilltop?" He asked. Ah, the hilltop. I visited that place almost everyday and watched the sunset. But it was lonely of course.
A gut feeling told me to not meet up with him, but hell, I need to see my boyfriend who I haven't seen in 2 months. I said, "Sure. See you in a few minutes?"
"See you." And the line went dead. I made a confuse face and shut my phone. He's acting weird, I thought. Maybe it's just jet lag or something. I shrugged it off and quickly grabbed my bag off my bed and quickly went downstairs. My parents were at work, so it was just Chelsea and Caitlin at home. Once I was in the living room, they all looked up from the TV and looked at me.
"Where are you going?" Caitlin asked, holding a bag of chips in her hands.
"I'm going to meet Taylor. Why?" I asked.
"It's 6 and we're almost eating dinner. Chelsea just finished cooking pasta," Caitlin said.
I shrugged and said, "Then why are you eating chips then?" Caitlin rolled her eyes and said, "Whatever."
I smiled and said, "I'll be back. Don't worry and save some pasta for me."
"Sure, whatever you say." Chelsea said. I walked out the front door and went to my 2010 Nissan maxima. My parents just recently bought this car since I got my license back in January. I actually really adore this car because it was the color black with black interior and had a GPS as well. I slid inside my car and smelled the new car scent. I started the engine and backed out of the driveway and drove to the hilltop. After a few minutes, I caught sight of the hilltop and saw Taylor standing there. He had his hands in his pockets and looked at the sun that was starting to set. His still looked incredibly handsome. I smiled and cut my engine. I decided I would leave my bag in my car since there was going to be no use in bringing it with me. I got out of my car and saw that Taylor was watching me. I smiled wider and ran to him. Taylor caught me just in time and wrapped his arms around my waist and spun me around. I laughed and felt my heart thumping so fast.
"Hey!" I exclaimed when he let go of me, but he still had his hands around my waist.
"Hey," he said and smiled big.
"I missed you," I said.
"And I missed you too." He slowly leaned in until both of our lips were touching. Our lips started moving in sync and suddenly, Taylor starting kissing me rougher and harder. Woah, he's never kissed me like this before, what's wrong with him? I shrugged it off and kissed him back with all my might. We continued to kiss until Taylor abruptly stopped. I leaned back and creased my brows together.
"What's wrong?" I worriedly asked.
"I'm sorry," he said. What? I thought.
"What do you mean you're sorry. Sorry for what?" I asked.
"I'm...I want to break up," Taylor said. My heart literally froze when I heard those five words. No, it wasn't the same feeling when he told me he loved me. Nothing like that at all. This feeling was something else. It was more like loss and hurt. I back away from Taylor and looked at him angrily. He can't do this to me, I thought. He goes on promotion for 2 months and right when he comes back, he wants to break up with me.
"Why?" It almost came out like a whisper.
"I...It's not working out Marie," he answered. Is that all he can say?
Tears were forming in my eyes and my vision was becoming a blur because the tears were filling up my eyes. I blinked and then the tears starting pouring out. "What do you mean it's not working out? Please explain Taylor."
I looked up at him and I too saw that he had tears streaming down his face as well. He looked at me and I could see in his eyes were love mixed with sadness. "I want you to live a normal life. Not with me Marie. I want you to love someone else that will have time for you that someone that isn't me. You deserve way better than all of this Marie. I don't want you waiting for me when I'm away filming or promoting a movie. I just want you to be happy. So that's why I want to break up with you. I don't want you to live a life filled with paparazzi's following you around and prying in your business." All this time when he was explaining this, I just kept shaking my head, not wanting to be in this awful position.
I saw Taylor beginning to reach over to wipe away the tears that were falling from my eyes, but I quickly stepped away from him. I shaked my head again and shouted, "No!" I want to be with you Taylor. You mean the world to me and I don't want to lose you. How on earth can you say that you don't want me to live a life filled with the paparazzi's? When I got into this relationship, I knew that the paparazzi's would watch my every move. But I don't care Taylor! All I care is that I don't want to break up with you. I love you and you know that."
"I know that Marie, but I think that this is for the best. I'm sorry, but this is my final decision. I'm sorry again." Taylor sighed and was about to walk away from me when I stopped him. Taylor turned around and looked into my eyes.
"Uhm, are you going to go back to Carling High?" I hope he says yes, I thought. But when I looked into his eyes, searching for an answer, I saw the real answer.
"About that, I'm actually not going to Carling High anymore."
"What? Why?" I asked, tears streaming down my face once again.
Taylor sighed and said, "Like I said, it's for the best. I'm sorry." Taylor suddenly pulled me into a hug for the last time and murmured into my hair, "I'm going to miss you so much. Goodbye." Taylor pulled away from me and started walking to his car that parked beside my car.
"Taylor." I whispered and tried to wipe my tears from my face, but it was no use since the tears were constantly running down my face. I bet you I looked like a complete mess. I watched as he went inside his car and drove away from me. I knelt down on the grass and wrapped my arms around myself and cried out all my tears. This cannot be happening, I thought. I looked up at the sun that was beginning to set and screamed as loud as I can. For once that sunset didn't look so beautiful to me.
"Why?" I screamed and continued to cry.
TAYLOR'S POV;
I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid. How could I even break up with Marie? She means the freaking world to me and I let her go. I tighten my hands around the steering wheel and cursed at my foolishness. But, it was for the best to break up with her. While I was away promoting my movie, I didn't even have the time to call or text her. I knew that she would be waiting for me everyday just to hear my voice, but no. I was so damn busy doing my job. I just want her to live a normal life with a loved that isn't me. She'll find a better guy out there, I know that. I sighed and continued to drive on the road. I was about to turn to the right that would lead me to my house, but decided better of it. I don't want my parents seeing me like this and they would know something is wrong. I even bet they would get mad at me when they find out I broke up with Marie. I know they love her as much as I love her. I shook my head and tried to think of something else that wouldn't distract me. But all that popped up into my head was Marie's beautiful face and laugh.
I drove into a parking lot of a CVS pharmacy and cut off the engine. I buried my face in my heads and groaned. For the best, I reminded myself again. It's for the best.
A tear silently rolled down my cheek and was about to wipe it off, but instead didn't. I guess I'll just let myself go and cry. I let my all my tears fall down and it continued like that for I don't know how long.
MARIE'S POV;
I looked myself in the rear view mirror and tried to brush my hair and fix it one place. After a few minute, I finally managed to fix my hair, but my eyes were still red from crying and my nose was still red as well. I sighed and shrugged. What was the use anyway? I was just about to get out of my car when I noticed the silver shining light around my neck. It was Taylor's heart locket he gave me. I sighed again and pulled it off. I looked at it from the palm of my hand and shook my head. I placed the necklace in my bag and got out of the car.
I walked inside the house and saw my sisters lazily watching TV. I looked around to see if my parents were home, but I guess they weren't home yet.
"Are you okay?" Chelsea worriedly asked as I she got up from the couch and was walking towards me.
"Taylor broke up with me." I simple replied, not making eye contact with any of my sisters.
"What?" Caitlin exclaimed as he hurried to my side.
"Oh, shush Caitlin. You heard her already. It doesn't look like she wants to repeat it over again, right?" Chelsea said, pointing daggers at Caitlin.
"Uhm, I'll tell you guys about it. Can you guys sit down?" They both nodded and I saw down between them. I sighed before I began my break up story and told them from beginning to end on what happened and why he broke up with me. After I told them, they were both outraged of the fact of him wanting me to live a normal life.
"That's just bullshit right there!" Caitlin exclaimed.
"I know, right? It really is. Hah, nobody has a normal life." Chelsea said.
I shrugged and sighed again. "Where's mom and dad?"
"Oh, they went jogging. And Mom cooked your favorite meal for you. We're going to be eating when they get back." Caitlin said.
"Oh, okay. Uhm, can you tell Mom and Dad what happened? I'll be upstairs and I might take nap."
They knew I needed time alone so they both nodded. I walked upstairs and walked inside my room and threw my bag onto the bed. I turned around to look at my wall that was filled with pictures of Taylor and I. Some pictures had Taylor and I laughing, some had pictures of us looking at each others, and some pictures had Taylor and I with our friends. I need to get over him, I thought. I angrily snatched off the pictures that contained Taylor and threw them into the trash. I decided better of it and picked them up from the trash. I decided to put them in a box and pushed the orange box under my bed. I totally forgot about the painting of Taylor on the wall. I got the painting and pushed it under my bed.
I can do this, I thought. I have to get over him. He's no use to me anymore. He broke my heart and he deserves to be hated. I know it's wrong for me to hate him just because he wanted what's best for me. But I can't contain this anger that's building up inside me. I climbed into my bed and curled up into a ball. And again for the second time of the day, I poured out all my tears.
A/N: Aw, they broke up ); Sorry I had to do that, but it was for the best. Haha jk, but really, Taylor is stupid for letting Marie go.
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