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~{L's P.O.V.}~
I was sitting on the couch with Gogo's head in my lap, petting her hair while we watched Saw VI on the huge 60 in. flat screen TV while snow plummeted down in a white flurry of little things that resembled cotton fluffs.
"I want to play a game…." Came from behind the couch and Gogo rolled her eyes.
"Hello Matt." She said, throwing my shoe over the back of the couch.
"OW! How did you- But wha- UGH!" He said, going into the kitchen.
"Matty, can you get me some pocky?" Gogo yelled toward the kitchen.
"Now, Why would I do that?" He challenged.
She whimpered and crossed her arms, Shifting to burry her head in my stomach.
"I'll get you some pocky." I said. She lifted up her head and smacked the back of my thigh when I started walking away.
I turned to look at her devilish grin while still walking. A bad idea for me. I ran into the chair and she laughed like a little girl on Christmas.
"Ha-ha…" I mumbled, walking into the kitchen.
"So…you and Gogo, huh? What would BB say?" Mat said from the dark corner by the laundry room, nearly scaring the shit out of me.
"What the hell are you talking about?" I mumbled roughly.
Mello and BB had gone on a cross country trip in America by Watari's Orders to 'Get to know each other' and they were due home in about a month, due to the long trip not only around that country, but to the country.
"You know what the hell I meant." He said, walking out of his stalker hiding spot and into the dim light. "You love her."
I love her? My subconscious purred at the thought. Her and I had grown close, from the random conversation, to sleeping in the same bed, to the heated Creep - out - Misa plays. And it made sense that I love her. Even if I wasn't to tired to make it to my bed, or to depressed to let go of her, I always stayed, and I never let go.
"That's none of your business." I said, turning to look in the refrigerator to hide my blush.
"So you do! YOU LOVE THE PSYCHO PATH!" He exclaimed, standing up straight and pointing at me.
"SHH-" I tried to stop him before-
"Who loves a psycho path?" Gogo said, walking in.
And Matt was still pointing at me.
Then, Gogo connected the dots.
Psycho Path = Her.
The one who loves the Psycho path = Me.
Viola
I turned to him slowly with an 'I'm gonna fuck you up' expression on my face.
He smiled and waved at Gogo and walked away, smugness radiating off of every red hair he has.
I turned back to look at her and she was just standing there, her red eyes wide with shock and her body tense. I could see so many things flashing through her eyes, Shock, Curiosity, Disbelief, Warmth, Acceptance…..
Love.
"Gogo" I said, at the same time she said "L"
"You first." we said at the same time, both afraid to hear what the other had to say.
"Gogo, seriously, you first." I said, pulling her hand and taking us to the small table in the kitchen.
"L, who was Matt talking about…Because I'm not saying anything without knowing I'm right." She said, looking at our still connected hands.
"Gogo…..I never leave the safe confinement of my home for a reason. When I was in my teenage years, going to high school, I had no friends. I was there to learn. Same for middle and elementary school." I said, bowing my head, feeling all the weight fall off my shoulders in being able to tell someone, but I began to shake with unshed tears.
Those twelve years were horrid and unbearable. Many times I tried to take my own life. I knew no one. No one wanted to know me, and now, this beautiful woman has come and just 4 days after being here, she's completely got me wrapped around her slim finger. I'm putty in her deadly hands.
Not to mention, She's a mass murder, wanted in 4 different countries. I remember BB saying that his only family traveled a lot, but I never thought he meant this. And, convenient as it was, she's only two years younger than me. That's ideal, perfect for me.
I hadn't noticed when the tears began to fall, let alone when Gogo had come to sit on my side of the table to pull my head into my favorite spot in the crook between her neck and shoulder. Somehow, without even me noticing, I had swung my legs over to rest them in her lap. She was cooing soft murmurs and petting my head and back. Aside from her harsh exterior and witty remarks, she was the most comforting person I knew.
And she was sooo soft.
Soon enough, she was still cooing.
"Shh, It's okay, I love you. You'll never be alone again" She murmured in my ear and kissed the top of my head, making me shiver.
"Gogo…..do you mean that?" I said, not lifting my head. I was much to comfortable.
"….Yes." She said, still petting my hair and humming some song.
I lifted my head from my hiding spot and looked in her big, childish red eyes that were lined with a thick rim of eyelashes, and eyeliner. I hadn't noticed me were even leaning in Until I felt her soft lips press against mine. My eyes fluttered shut and my hand went to the back of her neck to hold her in place. Her hand went to my cheek to whip the tears that were still streaming.
It started off soft and shy, both of us treading in foreign territory. It then, turned into something else. Her hand went to my face and the other tangled in my hair as I pulled her into my lap.
"Whoa! Toooooo much information!" Mat said, walking in, but turning back around.
We didn't stop until Watari walked in. He didn't say anything, or even look like he cared, he just went on with making dinner. Gogo thought it was creepy to make out in front of an old man, she got up and helped him with the raw meat.
She held a knife better than a samurai holding a sword. And she chopped faster than Watari. She helped him with dinner for an hour before everything was on the table, ready to eat. She pressed the button to the intercom and said, "Alright, Foods on! Come and get it!"
Soon enough, Near came in and sat in the chair on her right, saying I had the one on her left. Mat, Misa, and Light were sitting down at the table, serving themselves.
Gogo put a whole steak on her plate and cut up Nears piece. She was about to use her fork and knife, when she just picked up her steak and ate it with her hands.
"Animal…" Light mumbled from across the table. She growled, showing her teeth and letting a drop of juice run down her chin.
"Gogo." I said, she calmed down instantly and kept chewing.
"Wow. She knows her commands." Misa said, sending herself into giggles.
"Misa Amane, one more comment out of you, and you will no longer take residence in my building." I said in a stern voice, dropping my fork hard against my plate.
"You shouldn't make fun of Gogo. She's very strong." Near said, leaning into her side.
"Good boy." She said with her mouth full, slinging her arm over his shoulders and kept biting off pieces of meat.
"Kiss ass…" Light said.
She just ignored him and kept eating, pulling Near closer to her.
Near wasn't kissing up to Her. He and Gogo were good friends, and he meant every word her said to or about her. She saw him as a brother, a son even….. And Near never had a mother figure, So he warmed up to her instantly.
After dinner, we sat in the living room, watching some reality show while she ate a tin of pocky with a cup of tea. The cold from out side had made her cold, so she was tucked under my arm.
We sat like that for about an hour, until near walked in at about 9:00 pm ~ish saying her couldn't sleep.
"Come here." Gogo said, opening her arms to him and he crawled into her lap, curling his head under her chin.
She started humming Brail by Regina Spektor, the song the sometimes sung to him when they were coloring. He was asleep in minutes, but you could see he wasn't letting go any time soon. He started mumbling something in his sleep, but until we stopped whispering about his hair, we couldn't make it out.
"Mmm…Mommy.." He mumbled, cuddling closer to her.
He eyes popped open, first in shock, then in happiness. She looked at me and smiled, leaning into my side. Near then shuffled, and sleep/crawled into my lap, taking me by surprise. Light and Matt, who were sitting at the computer screen, supposed to be working, were staring with wide eyes, and their expression only deepened when I relaxed and hugged the small boy to my chest.
And that day I realized…
I love Gomenshi Sakure Birthday.
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