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Chapter 4

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4 days had passed and Mikan was still nowhere to be seen. On the fifth day she finally came to the class with no emotion on her face but still with a somewhat sad look in her eyes.

"Mikan are you feeling better?" Hotaru asked.

Mikan gave no response but just sat down obviously still lost in thought. She came pretty early as usual. She sat there staring out the window until someone hit her.

"Mikan, I know you must be really sad right now but please pay attention when I'm teaching."

Mikan just got up from her seat without even looking at Narumi; she walked out of the room. She walked the empty halls aimlessly. To her the world was just an endless pit of despair.

Mikan's POV

"Mikan, mission now." Persona's voice came from behind.

I turned around and stared at persona for awhile, blinked then started walking towards him. He briefed me on my mission and so forth. This would be most likely the only time in my life I was happy to have a mission.

I felt like dieing. There were so many things going through my mind and sadly enough none of them were clear. I was slowly falling even deeper into the darkness I promised okaa and myself I wouldn't. (mission is over)

"Hey persona."

"Yes?"

"Do you know what really happened to my outo?"

"What do you mean? He retired."

"I've thought everything through and there's no way he would just retire. He would at least tell me. So what really happened?"

"Gomen demo I'm not allowed to tell you."

"Hump, why should I have thought any other." I muttered loud enough for him to hear.

I glanced at his face; there was a hint of shock. I just sighed and walked back to my dorm. The first time in my life in Gakuen Alice since I became a student rep that I skipped class, amazing.

Normal POV (Meeting Room)

"None of you are allowed to tell Mikan Sakura." The ESP had called a meeting with all the teachers.

"Hai" All the teachers said together.

Narumi frowned as he walked out of the meeting room. "I can't believe their doing this; she's 5 for crying out loud!" Narumi thought.

"Eh Narumi don't get too emotional over her. Worse things could have happened." Misaki interrupted him from his thoughts.

"Of cause not Misaki-sensei." Narumi said faking a smile.

"Just reminding you, I mean she is Yuka's daughter." Misaki said walking away.

"How could I ever forget?" Narumi muttered.

Mikan's POV

I have to find out what happened to him. Even if I die trying. I'm sure 'he' had something to do with it but I haven't countered the fact that it could be possible that he really retired. (Yes people of earth she lied to Rei. Bad Mikan XD)

Hotaru's POV

Mikan is ignoring me. This is really bad. I don't think it's just her father retiring and not telling her I think she knows its more then that. Like the possibility of her father being. . . .no it's not possible but it's the way most people would think wont they?

Normal POV

As the days passed Mikan got more and more stressed and her school work also started slipping.

"Mikan, can I see you for awhile please?" Narumi asked after a lesson of trying to get Mikan to listen to him.

"H-hai." Mikan slowly walked towards Narumi.

"So . . . what was it you wanted?" Mikan asked with a hint of annoyance in her voice.

"Mikan, I know you're still . . . concerned about. . . what happened but. . . all of your teachers have been. . . complaining about how sloppy your work has been getting." Narumi said trying not to set off the bomb if you know what I mean.

Mikan twitched. "In that case I'm sorry. I'll be more careful in future." Mikan started to walk away but Narumi grabbed her hand.

"Mikan, I know. . ."

"I'm sorry Narumi-sensei but I don't think you know anything I'm going through right now." Mikan said escaping from Narumi's grip. "If 'he' left just like that it just means that I mean nothing to him and if that's the case I don't think I want to be concern with him at all." Mikan had no expression on her face.

"Mikan how could . . .!"

"Don't give me that shit! I mean what I say when I said it and I'm never taking it back!"

"Mikan don't you see just by doing that it's obvious! How you really feel about him. You still care about him. You want to find out what really happened to him."

Mikan was slightly shocked. She bowed her head, tears started flowing down. Narumi hugged her and stroked her hair lightly. He bent down to her level.

"There there Mikan don't be so sad." Narumi smiled slightly and wiped away Mikan's tears.

Mikan buried her head in Narumi's chest; tears were flowing out like an unstoppable waterfall.

-TBC-

Me: I just had to sop there I was running out of ideas and my mum wants me to go tuition. I mean who likes tuition?? NOBODY!

Natsume: They're all excuses.

Me: You try doing it! annoying. . . .

Mikan: She's right Natsume its real hard. I tried doing it once and I got stuck and. . .

Natsume: *covers Mikan's mouth.* nobody wants to hear you blabbing on and on.

Me: *Flicks Nat's head* Your not even in the story YET so SHUT THE HELL UP. . . . .Well review anyone???