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Chapter 2

I was about to get changed again when Jase handed me another dress, it was more girly than the other. Strapless, red and ruffled a little at the bottom. I noticed Jase wouldn't look me in the eyes as he gave me it but looked at the floor. I took it and turned to go into the dressing room. But not before I saw Jase's head snap up with a gleeful expression plastered on it.

I looked at the mirror, it looked flattering on me but I didn't like how revealing it was, I stepped out of the dressing room. Jase wasn't facing me so I tapped him on the shoulder and then bounced back into my place. 'what'd ya think?' I asked looking up from under my lashes in shyness.

When Jase finally turned to face me, I saw his eyes widen slightly. I smiled to myself, but then I realized that that could mean one of two things. 1) he hated how ugly this dress looked on me or 2) he liked how this dress looked on me, a lot. But I couldn't decide so I left it up to him.

'so…what dress?' he looked puzzled at me and then seemed to remember why we were here, 'um I like the blue one…' he stopped like he didn't want to say the next bit 'don't kill me ok?' he verified before carrying on, testing the ground 'promise' I said smiling angelically 'that one' he said pointing at the dress like a three year old choosing a toy. 'really? Out of all the dresses!-' he covered my mouth 'please?' he pleased with those all to tempting brown puppy eyes I groaned 'fine' I mumbled and he hugged me.

The hug felt as if it lasted for ever but when he pulled away it felt far to short. I smiled and went back in to change. I took me a little while to stop hyperventilating but after wards I got changed quickly, I came out with the dresses and handed them to Jase. 'you know I'm not happy about this' I mumbled at him and he nodded.

'ahh but nothing a hot brownie with me can't fix' little did he know that I didn't need the brownie, he was enough. 'uhm' I mumbled as it was all I could manage to say without my voice shaking from anticipation.

'You know I think you're the most beautiful-ist person ever!' Jase said as if he were a little kid, but I didn't mind he was so sweet! 'Aw Jase! That so sweet! You know I think you're the most handsome person ever' I mimicked him and he smiled as he pushed toward me my half of the brownie. 'how long will you be gone?' he asked in a small voice. 'I'm sure it will seem like no time at all by the time I get back ok?' I said and he shook his head 'no it will seem like forever!' he said indicating the largity of forever with his arms.

'you know I couldn't ask for a better best friend' he said and I refrained from wincing at the "friend" referal. 'oh I'm sure I could be a better friend' I mumbled bitterly to myself, 'what?' he asked innocently 'oh nothing Jase' I said smiling as we carried on with our conversation, discussing if there was one thing you could ask god what would it be? Jase had blurted out why don't triple chocolate muffins have more chocolate chips? but that was the way he was and I loved him for it. wait? What? Love? Again with this? shut up brain this is nothing to do with you! OK so maybe I just lost a fight to my own brain, so what? Ok maybe it was a little bad.

It suddenly struck me how hard it was going to be at a music camp without my inspiration. A single tear trickled delicately down my cheek. I knew if I went to wipe it away Jase would notice. It was better to let him carry on trying to build a castle out of napkins even if he hadn't realised they we to flimsy to build anything.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned to see Jase's face full of worry in those deep, dark brown eyes of him. 'What the matter?' he asked lowly 'I don't want to go' I told him and his face softened 'its ok maybe I can ditch and come stay with you' he said and I smiled 'but you can't ditch you can just face chat me and it will seem like your with me, no wrecking your career for me' I said and I realized how much this sounded like a thing a couple would say just apart to part. But we weren't a couple and never would be! Then why did I still hope? Why did I still feel of balance with his hand on my shoulder? The truth was I don't think I would ever know.

'now where do you want to go' Jase said practically bouncing in the driver seat but somehow managing to keep the car perfectly straight. 'I don't know, up to you' I said and smiled as his joy from this little phrase. Of course I already knew what he was going to choose.

I looked at the sign of the elephant ice-cream bar.

ICE-CREAM FOR ALL AGES! it read with a large elephant holding an ice-cream in its trunk on the sign.

Jase had always been obsessed with this place, it had every flavoured ice cream imaginable but our favourite was cookie dough. I loved how I would get to do everything we had always done today because I would have to pack soon. 'so the usual?' I asked smiling at his clearly amused face 'you bet' he said and ran holding my hand to the front of the non-existent line. 'nice to see you again Mr. White' said the female kiosk lady who always worked here and had given up on steeling Jason's heart long ago, well I guessed that's what it looked like she could be hiding it, just like me.

'hey Linda! Ice-cream! Ice-cream!' he cheered, or maybe she went of him because of his more childish side. I smiled as he got excited 'can we have our usual?' I asked her struggling not to laugh as she was 'sure Mitchie' she smiled and went to get our ice-cream as we took a seat. 'so when do you leave?' Jase asked while munching on some wafers while we waited. 'two days' I said quietly 'that great!' I felt like I could punch a wall, so I didn't matter, Grrr. Ugh its no use I couldn't be angry at him even when I tried to find a reason to do so. 'that mean I can visit you in the first week! The first two days I'll be at some horrible meeting but otherwise for the next two days I can be there! With you! But then I have to leave for like a week' he blurted out all excited and hyper.

I got up and walked behind him. I hugged him over his shoulders 'you know what?' I asked him and he shook him head 'what?' I smiled 'you're the best guy ever' I said and he held my arms tight 'and you're the best girl, now lets have some ice-cream!'

He pulled a chair up next to him and I sat next to him. We ate our ice-cream without any catastrophe and we were about to leave when Linda said to Jase she just wanted to talk with me for a minute and for him to wait in the car.

'what is it Linda?' I asked still in a good mood from our hug. 'you like him, don't you?' I dropped my smile that was replaced with a deep blush 'knew it' she said and she looked sympathetically 'its ok you know, but you better get him quick, if he hasn't had a girlfriend yet he's bound to get one sooner or later and you know his commitment, you wouldn't let the relationship go down hill, it now or never' she said I nodded thanked her for the advice and ice-cream and said I would see her soon.

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