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Annd once again, I had a song in my head. (Turning into a Song Fic isn't it? Lol. Anyway)
Oh no, I see,
A spider web is tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I'd said.
Oh no, what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
So I turn to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,
And I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
And oh no, I never meant to do you harm.
I waited for Weasl-Rose I mean, the next morning.
Unsure of how things were going to go. I mean, after we kissed, we didn't really talk. I guess it was cuz it seemed so unreal, you know? I mean I fully went and screwed up all my plans of being nice to her first, and went and kissed her when she was crying, because of something I'd said. I am such a loser. But I think it worked. I mean I've been dreaming about doing that for well, too long.
So when the moment came, I guess I just went for it, expecting her to push me away. I wasn't going to go through with it. But when I was close to her, I saw something in her eyes that made just, I don't know, go for it? Yeah, she looked. . .Well relaxed. Comfortable, happy, cute, beautiful. . .She looked like she wanted to kiss me too. So I did. And way too early it was over.
I nodded and she smiled, then off to bed we went. But What now? Am I going to get twenty questions from her? What will she want us to be? Is there an us? We didn't speak at all after it happened which was stupid. Cuz now I'm in trouble. I don't know how to act, who to be around her or anything. Do I still have to prove myself to her? Or will she accept me for who I am? Or will she want nothing to do with me. I worried for the next half an hour about what she would be thinking right now, before realising that I was going to be late for breakfast.
Head Students late. How would that look?
Scorpius finally made his way into the Great Hall, so naturally I expected Rose to be right behind him. They had taken to coming down to breakfast together lately. Honestly, something has to happen there. I can't believe there both too blind to see it. Scorpius (sounds so weird not calling him Malfoy, but since he saved Bailey, I've decided he might not be such a waste of space) walked towards the Slytherin table and sat down. Where the hell was Rose? I tried to get his attention, but got Al's instead, not that I minded of course. Though I probably shouldn't have been so careless. Spilling pumpkin juice all over yourself is a good look Caitlin, real hot.
"Shut it Hugo!" I said, whipping out my wand, causing his laughter to stop. That's right, Caitlin Wood is still in control.
"Mumpf," I said rolling out of bed accidentally.
I had just had the weirdest dream. Scorpi-I mean Malfoy, did I just think his first name in my head? What the hell? Anyway, Malfoy and I were fighting (Not the strange part of the dream), and then he made me cry, (once again-not that strange, but normally I don't get emotional in front of him). But then, he well, he kissed me. And I liked it. The dream me obviously. I mean, as if that could ever happen in real life. Right?
But it was so graphic, so realistic . . . But I've had dreams like that before, like when I dreamed Hugo was Minister of Magic, and thought it was real. I won't make that mistake, Fred and James will never let me live it down. Rushing out of bed one Christmas morning shouting, "Hugo got it! He's the Minister for Magic!" And the embarrassing dance I did afterwards (hey, don't judge me-he's my little brother!). But no, this time I wouldn't believe it was real.
Realising I should probably get up, I reached for my watch on the dressing table.
"CRAP!" I burst out.
It was twenty five past nine. . .Five minutes left of breakfast, then straight into Charms. Oh My Gosh.
I began to throw my clothes on, unsuccessfully, the collar goes at the back Rose! Before seeing my reflection. And screaming. Well not quite, it wasn't that bad. . .Just not, good either. Deciding that it would be best to wear my hair up, I put it in a messy bun, and didn't even get a chance to put any mascara on.
Why the Hell didn't he wake me up? I though as I thumped down the stairs, grabbing my bag and hobbling to put on my shoe. Charms would've just started. The absolute arrogant asshole. I would've woken him up. The prat.
I came to a skidding halt, and made my entrance into the Charms classroom. Apologising to my Professor I sat in my usual spot next to Josh, who was super smiley for some reason .
Something's going on with Scorp, that's for sure. He didn't laugh at my joke about the Seeker, Chaser and Keeper. So what if it was lame? Caitlin would've laughed. She is the best. Seriously. I am so glad that Rose chose to be her best friend back when we were sorted into separate houses. She's actually so awesome, and pretty too. But don't tell anyone I said that. I mean, they could totally misinterpret that and think that I, well that I liked her or something. Which I don't. Like her. Or anything. I mean as a friend obviously, cuz she's so. . .Amazing, and she has this smile that lights up the whole room when she-But I mean yeah, were good friends. Friends and that's it. Just friends.
I'm losing it aren't I? But I'm not as bad as Scor. He's been staring at his piece of toast for the last seven minutes. Yeah I timed it, to prove to him that there is definitely something wrong, despite his repeated denial.
"Scorp mate, you've been staring at that for about seven minutes, its not gonna change or anything!"
I saw Caitlin waving her hands, looking cute even when she's uncoordinated. In a friend way, obviously. I waved at her, smiling before I realised that she was actually trying to get Scor's attention. Good one Al. Why did she want to talk to him? They aren't friends really. I mean, she doesn't hate him like Rose does. Wait. Is something going on between them? I'm sure Rose would put a stop to it. Wait, where was Rose? She's never late for anything. I asked Scorp, but he only grunted back.
I mean, why wouldn't Caitlin want to date me? I'm surrounded by loonies, tell bad jokes and wave like a Gump. Obviously I don't want to date her either. We're friends. Good friends.
I hadn't seen Rose all morning. I was in her Defence, Potions and Herbology classes. I hadn't had any of those yet. So I couldn't say she was ignoring me, right? We just hadn't had any classes together. Wrong. She had had the opportunity to talk to me this morning, and she purposely waited for me to leave the room, before going straight to her first class. Charm's I think. She hates me still, doesn't she?
Yup. Oh yes she does. There she was, sitting at the Gryffindor table next to that Thomas prat! Flirting obviously from bloody miles away! If she wasn't flirting back, I would've. Well, used some kind of curse on him so that he'd never be able to sit down the same way again.
Oh God, she's looking at me. Look normal, look normal, phew. I think I pulled off the smirk quite nicely. What? No smile or anything in return? Anyone would think nothing had happened between us last night. I pushed past her table. She didn't even look at me.
Is that your decision Weasley, act like it never happened and that you hate me? Fine. Two can play at that. I hated Rose Weasley. But I hated what I had done. And I'm stuck in a web, of my own Bloody lies and actions.
And she, is perfect, even when she laughs at Thomas' stupid bloody joke.
Soo, you gonna review? You better if you want more! Now don't hate me too much, but that couldn't be the end of the story there! Plus I always think either dreams are real, or life is a dream, so yeah, Its realistic . Hope you didn't get to confused with the POV changing all the time, but after all, this is just a kind of fill in chapter to explain what's going on! Much love,
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P.s. . .Harry Potter, is not mine *mouth opens in shock*
Oh, and the song-Trouble by Coldplay. MY FAVE SONG EVEEER! :) Well band anyway.!