Still Dylan's POV

Now here I am in Forks High School Cafeteria with Bella and her boyfriend and his family but they're my friends too.

I dont know why I went back there,Back to the pain and hurt.

Then Alice brokeinto my conciousness "Dylan?" I looked around at the faces of the Cullen's and suddenly realised I'd completly zoned out on there conversation, they were all staring at me with the same mask of worry, "what?" i replied shaking my head to rid myself of the memories "are you ok you look kinda scared ?" "yeah, im fine" I answered as convincingly as i could but then looked at the faces of Alice,Jasper,Rosalie,Bella, Edward,and last Emmett none of them looked the slightest bit convinced. "You sure?" asked Emmett from beside me "yeah"i answered him with a smile and a sip of coke but the smile was put on and i hope he did'nt see it. "Ok" said Alice with a smile but the smile did'nt reach her eyes. The end of lunch bell rang and i headed off to history with Alice and Jasper. All through class I could feel Alice and Jasper's worried glances in my direction every 2 and Alice focusing on my face. But I couldnt focus on class I ussually liked history but today interestingly I could'nt focus. I kept it together suprisingly pretty well, bell rang and Alice and Jasper we instintly at my side and we made our way out to the jeep and the volvo. They were all standing at the volvo,when Alice, Jasper and I got there and they all looked at me with the same mask of worry as they had at lunch "guys!, im fine dont worry, ok ?"and i really was'nt with multiple yes's they agreed. I dug in my pockets till i found my keys, i fished them out of my pocket "I did'nt know you had a car" Bella said "yeah" I laughed "how do you think I to Forks"

"I dont know" she said self conciously "which ones yours?" i looked over"uhm, the one with the teenage boys surrounding it" I replied with a laugh and the Cullen's looked over.

"OMG thats an Aston Martin" said EmmetT,Edward and Jasper a the same time, all the girls looked over and laughed at them."Yep I'd better go,B you comin with me or you goin with Edward?" "uh i'll go with edward" "ok cool uh.. I guess I 'll see you at uncle Charlie's or I might stay with uncle Sam and Aunt Emily k?" " ok bye" "bye, bye guys" "bye" they all said and I walked away.

Then Emmett started following me "uhm Emm what are you doing?"I asked laughing "I'm walking your tto your car and plus I want to see your car" "ok, bye guys" "bye".

"So, where'd you get it?" Emmett asked, ugh he just had to ask that did'nt he. "uh, my uh brother bought me it for doing so well" " doing so well at what?" damn why did he have to go there ? " uhh... school " "ok" "uh I gotta go I just remembered I need to go and see my uh uncle Sam an uhm Aunt emily and Embry an all the rest of the guys, bye emm"and I ran to my car " alright guys! can I get to my car please, thanks".I ssaid to the big crowd of teenage boys and the began to walk away.

still Dylan's POV

As soon as I got in my car I let the tears out that had been waiting to escape all day. I stopped crying, crying could wait till I got away from school. I decided against going staight to uncle Charlie's. So I went were I was saying I was gonna go i went to La push but I didnt go staight to Uncle Sam's instead I went to the cliffs. I stopped at the side of the road and went through the wood s to get to the cliffs. I ran through the woods fighting tears the whole way. When I finally got to the cliffs I stared out at the ocean and burst into tears. I couldnt stop them from flowing. Then I heard a noise, the crack of a twig/stick. I jumped up scared and started backing towards the cliff edge and I was getting closer and closer to the edge. It all happened soo fast, I fell off the edge with a scream but I was fast enough to catch the edge with my left hand "help!" I screamed.I heard someone "Dylan!" I recognised the voice, it was Embry. He lookeed soo sad "Embry! Help!" "here gimme your hand!" I pulled my left hand off the edge and put it in Embry's, It was really hot but I was used to his body temp. He pulled me back up he tumbled backwards and pulled me with him. " Omg i'm soo sorry, are you ok?" "Yeah am ok, you ?" " yeah I am now" I couldnt take my eyes off of him it was like something clicked inmy head. I smiled and I did'nt want to get up but I had to I got half way up and grabbed Embry's hand pulled him up too. The next minute he pulled me into his arms, I was soo suprised but at the same time it felt so right being there in his arms he made me feel safe nobody has ever made me feel safe like goutierez was never coming back and was never going to hurt me again,nobodyhas made me feel like that except Aiden my ex, horatio and my borther. I put my arms around himand put my head on his chest, yeah it felt right soo right. "Thank you for saving me... but, how did you know I was here? not that i'm not grateful" I felt a laugh radiate through him "uh,I saw you and your welcome" I shivered involantarily. "Your freezing, come on lets get you back to emily's" " yeah please we'd better get back to aunt emily's" "aunt Emily's?" Embry asked confused "yeah I call Sam and Emily my aunt and uncle since I practicly live at their house" I laughed "come on you must be hungry" "suprisingly, i'm not" he answered me with a laugh. We pulled away but Embry kept one hand around my waist as we walked to my car.

We got to aunt emily's I hated it in the car because I did'nt have his arm around me. I got out my side and he got out his, he practicly speed walked round the car and put his arm around me again, which I loved. " Aunt Em?" I called as we walked into Emily's, I heard an "in here" coming from the kitchen. We walked into the kitchen and Aunt Em was cooking muffin's "Hey Embry, Hey Dylan!" I heard an "ooh muffins" come from Embry and he dragged me with him as he walked to the dinig table.I walked out of Embry's arm and hugged Emily. I felt Em do something behind my back to Embry but I let it go. Suddenly she started jumping up and down with me still in her let go of me and started jumping up and down even more, I just looked at her then at embry and smiled "what the fuck" I said to embry laughing. He just shook his head as a hint of "I dont know". She finally stopped jumping up and down and said "Dylan I was expecting you till later?" I looked at embry for help and and asked him "uhm Embry can you explain what happened while I go and change?" "uhh yeah, sure" he replied.

I ran up the stairs and went to the guest room that I call my room and looked in the drawers of stuff i had 10 minutes later, I found a pair of skinny jeans and a white long sleeved shirt, Iooked around for a sweater and found Sam's oversized Las Vegas one and shoved that on and ran downstairs. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a muffin and at down, I pulled my knees up to my chest and said "so, did you tell her everything?" "yeah, I told her everything" "ok, cool" I sighed and strated nibbeling my muffin. After about 5 minutes Embry broke the silence and said "are you ok? you were crying up on the cliff?" I looked at him confused how did he know I was crying? he was'nt even there? damn he was waiting for me to answer him." Uh yeah but I'm fine now" I replied still looking at him. He just sat there asif thinking really hard about something "Dylan?" he asked "yeah?" I replied "if you dont mind me asking why were you crying?" "uhm no reason" he didnt bye it.