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Disclaimer: As always, Stephenie Meyers owns Twilight & the characters! I just like to change the story around a little =)
Chapter 2
After the night in my kitchen, Jacob and I decided to wait before we told anyone about us. In front of people we did our best to act natural, but the minute we were alone, we couldn't keep our hands off of each other. Looking back, I laugh at the beginning of our relationship. There wasn't any specific reason we kept things a secret, it just happened that way. I have to admit, it was pretty exciting.
Whenever Jake came over and Charlie wasn't home, I was barely able to shut the front door before he was kissing me. I was worse. On multiple occasions, I'd caused whatever car Jacob was fixing further damage by pouncing on him the second I entered his garage. Those days were my favorite days. Come to think of it, every day with Jacob was my favorite day. I know, I know. Gag me.
I don't know how we were able to keep us a secret for a week, never mind a month. It was inevitable that we were going to get caught at some point. I'd played different scenarios in my mind of Billy catching us in the garage, or Charlie coming home from work early, finding us in my room. I cringed at both thoughts.
I wasn't expecting it to be one of the guys, but I was grateful that it was. I wasn't, however, happy with how Quil found out.
Jacob was normally pretty good at hearing someone coming home or a car pulling in the driveway when we were occupied. He'd saved us from getting caught on multiple occasions, thankfully. But that afternoon, I don't think he would have heard a bomb go off in his backyard, never mind his friend walking into his house.
I was feeling especially playful one day, jumping on Jake as soon as we were in his room, the door closed behind us. I was vaguely aware of his laughter as I sucked his lower lip into my mouth, biting it gently, causing him to groan loudly. I smiled.
I pulled away slowly, loving the whine of protests from him, but I had other things in mind that day. I reached behind me to lock the door, my eyes never leaving his. He stared at the door for a moment before his eyes shot up to meet mine. The smoldering look of lust in his eyes had my body on fire.
I took a few slow steps toward him, a teasing smile now on my face. He played along, backing away from me until his calves hit his bed and sat down at the edge. He was biting his lower lip in anticipation and I groaned aloud at the sight. Seeing him bite his lip was such a turn on. The mischievous glint in his eyes told me he knew he was teasing me.
"You're being bad," I whispered seductively, not blinking as I stepped closer to his bed. He watched me with hooded eyes. I could tell he was just as turned on as I was.
Finally I stood between his knees, leaning down to place a lingering kiss on his delicious lips. I lowered myself to my knees in front of him, our eyes locked on each other.
We'd never gone further then making out or touching above clothing but that was all going to change. I wanted Jacob Black, and I was determined to have him one way or another.
[Lemon Warning]
"Bells, baby…" He was watching me unbutton his jeans, raising his hips when I tugged on them. He was only in his t-shirt and boxers now. I licked my lips in anticipation. "What are you doing, babe?" He was panting.
I ran my hands up his exposed thighs, gently brushing my fingertips over his hard erection. He hissed at the contact, I smirked. I ran my hands up under his shirt, the muscles in his stomach tightened as I caressed the warm skin. "Mmmm…" I hummed, raising his shirt up. "This needs to go."
He made quick work of discarding his shirt, staring down at me. I could tell her was waiting for me to make my next move. He was breathing heavily; his hands were clenched at his sides. I loved that I had such an effect on him.
I took my time admiring his newly exposed chest. I loved looking at his body. I wasn't ashamed to admit that I thought of burning every shirt he owned on numerous occasions. What can I say? A body that gorgeous should not be covered up.
I leaned in slowly, kissing the happy trail leading to where I wanted to be.
My stomach was in knots as I tugged at the waistband of his boxers. His hands stilled my movements. "Bells, you don't have to." His voice was pained.
I leaned up, kissing him long and hard. "I want to," I whispered against his lips before kissing my way down his neck, trailing my tongue down his stomach until I reached my destination. This time when I tugged on his boxers, he lifted his hips willingly.
I felt myself dripping at the sight of Jacob naked body before me. His body was nothing short of perfection. I briefly wondered if I was drooling, but decided I didn't care. He was just so sexy.
I must have made a noise because when I looked up, he was smirking down at me. I smiled in return, reaching up to grasp his hardened member in my tiny hands. The smirk on his face quickly changed as he gasped. If I wasn't so turned on, I might have laughed.
The moans that escaped from his lips, as I stroked him slowly were the most delicious sounds I'd ever heard him make. I leaned my body forward to run my tongue along the head of his shaft, gently teasing his soft skin.
He whimpered as I slid my mouth down his throbbing shaft, taking as much of it as I could and wrapping my hands around the rest of him.
"Oh Bella, oh shit…"
It wasn't long until his moaning became louder. I could tell he was close, his hand was buried in my hair, and his hips were gently lifting in time with my mouth.
"Bella," He gasped, causing me to look up at him. His eyes were closed tight, his mouth open in a perfect "o" shape. I moaned at the sight. Jacob groaned loudly.
"Oh god, I'm gonna cum baby. You're gonna make me cum." He panted, his hips rising on their own accord now. I raised myself higher on my knees to take him deeper into my mouth, reaching down to gently cup his balls. That did it.
Just as he exploded into my mouth, groaning my name, the door to his bedroom swung open. I barely heard Quil mutter a quick apology before slamming the door as fast as he'd opened it. I didn't remove my mouth from Jacob; I could feel myself blushing from head to toe. I thought I locked that door!
Once Jacob calmed down and regained his composure, he glanced down at me still sitting between his knees. "That was amazing."
I smiled up at the lazy, content smile on his gorgeous face. I placed a soft kiss on his inner thigh before raising myself off my knees and lying down on his naked body. He wrapped his arms around me just as I leaned down to kiss his lips. He got up a second later to put his boxers back on and I couldn't help but lie back on his bed and admire his body.
"What are you thinking about?" Jacob asked, crawling back onto his bad. He lay on top of me, propping himself up on his fore arms.
I smiled, running my hands along the muscles in his arms. "Just about how gorgeous you are." My heart fluttered as he smiled widely. I loved this smile. It was the smile that was reserved solely for me. I leaned up, kissing him softly. I didn't remove my lips from him; I was content to stay like this all day long.
"Poor Quil," I mumbled, causing us both to laugh loudly. I was shocked that I wasn't embarrassed. I couldn't find it in me to be embarrassed about giving Jake such pleasure. I couldn't wait to do it again.
[End of lemon]
That was the day everyone found out about us.
It's hard to believe that was 3 months ago.
We fooled around on a regular basis after that. I'd learned that pleasuring him orally was just one of the many amazing things we could do together. The things that boy did with his hands and his tongue should be illegal.
One of the few fears I had before taking the next step with Jacob was that our friendship would change. Jake and I had been best friends for so long, I didn't want to lose that. Thankfully, it seemed that our friendship was stronger than ever. I loved the quiet days, spent studying or lounging in Jacob's garage watching him under the hood of a car.
Our first date was perfect. We had a candle light dinner at his house, just the two of us. Jacob helped me cook, which I think will forever be one of my favorite memories. The concentration on his face as he diced tomatoes for our salad was one of the cutest things I've ever seen.
Afterwards, since we'd been spending a lot of time alone, we'd got everyone together for a movie night. At first Jacob didn't seem to like the idea, he kept insisting that if this was going to be our first date "we should be alone". But, with little convincing (It's amazing how easily a kiss changes a person's mind) the pack and the girls joined us in Jacob's tiny living room. I don't remember ever laughing so much in one night.
I thought of the Cullens every once in a while. When I did, I told Jacob about some of the memories I had of them. I knew he didn't like the Cullens, but he always listened and never complained. He even asked questions, genuinely curious about the life I lived before he and I were close. I told him that sometimes I missed them, and I was worried I was forgetting them. I also told him that I would be forever grateful that they left, allowing me to be closer to him. I knew I was a different person now. I decided that I liked Jacob's Bella more than Edward's Bella. I remember telling Jake that, and he'd told me "You're Bella's Bella." It had only taken him 5 seconds before he added, "But you're still mine." I liked his answer.
I realized I was in love with Jake at one of the bonfires down in La Push. Some girl that had a crush on my Jacob showed up and let me tell you. Green is not a good color on me. I was jealous.
Leah and Kim must have told me 100 times that night that I had nothing to worry about, but when I saw them talking and her put her hands on his chest, I nearly lost it.
I'm embarrassed to say that I made a fool of myself that night, storming away from the fire, tears streaming down my face. I don't even know why I was crying! All she did was touch him.
He followed me, of course. I didn't want him to see me acting like a jealous girlfriend, but he wouldn't budge, even when I told him to leave me alone.
Not only did he not leave me alone, he wouldn't stop asking me what was wrong, why I was crying. I was silent for a while, trying to make sense of the emotions I was currently feeling. I was embarrassed, annoyed, and jealous all wrapped into one. He watched me silently for a while, waiting for me to say something. When he asked again why I was crying, I finally exploded.
"Because I love you, okay? I love you, and she's pretty and I'm not and-" Before I could continue any more of my verbal diarrhea he was kissing me. I mean really kissing me. Hands on my face, tongue down my throat, body pressed as close as humanly possible kissing me. I felt that kiss all the way down to my toes.
When he pulled away we were both gasping for air. My body was still tingling and my heart was about to pound out of my chest as I stared up into his eyes.
"You're right, Bells, you're not pretty. You're fucking beautiful, gorgeous, sexy, I can go on but I may be here a while," I laughed, my eyes watering. I blinked away the tears quickly. "And even if she was pretty, I wouldn't know because no matter what, the only one I see is you, Bella. I love you, and you have no idea how happy it makes me to hear you say you love me too." He smiled then, my smile. The smile that made my knees week and gave me butterflies every time I saw it. He held me close, wrapping his arms around me tightly. We stayed like that for several minutes, neither of wanting to let the other go.
He ruined the sweet moment just a few seconds later.
"You know what, babe?"
"Hmm?" I didn't take my head off his chest, listening to his steady heart beat.
"I love when you're jealous. It's such a turn on." He laughed loudly.
I rolled my eyes, laughing quietly. "I hate you, Jacob Black." I went to step away from him, but he held on to me tighter.
"Now, how can you hate me if you just told me you love me?" Smart ass.
We made love that night for the first time. It was uncomfortable and it hurt, but it was everything I hoped it would be. He'd been so attentive to me, apologizing when it hurt, whispering how much he loved me. The second time was much better and a lot less painful. We didn't get much sleep that night, but I didn't care. The satisfied smile on his face all night told me that Jacob didn't care either.
For two weeks after we finally realized how we felt, I was happy. I was sure that life couldn't possibly get better.
Charlie and Billy were thrilled to learn that Jake and I were together. It was amusing that we told them separately and the first thing out of both of their mouths was "Finally". Jake and I both agreed. It was a lot less amusing when Charlie tried to give me the 'sex' talk. That had been the most awkward 10 minutes of my life. Jacob was in tears when I told him. The big jerk.
I loved the nights I got to spend with Jacob. He came to my room every night now, though Charlie had no idea. It was hard to hide how excited I was to go to bed. Charlie would definitely question why I was so happy to go to sleep.
One night Jacob was taking longer than usual to get to my house. I hadn't seen him since the day before and I'd spent the better part of the day thinking of all the things I wanted to do to him when I saw him. I'd gone shopping with Leah and Kim that afternoon, and let me tell you, the 3 of us together was a force to be reckoned with.
Just a year ago, I wouldn't have been caught dead in stores that had mannequins wearing close to nothing in the front windows. Nowadays, Victoria's Secret was a must when visiting the mall with the girls.
I didn't always buy something in these stores. Most of the time, though I was more confident than ever, I couldn't find the guts to pull off some of the outfits I'd come across.
I was excited about the outfit I found that day, a sheer white baby doll. It was gorgeous and trimmed with delicate bows and ribbons. I fell in love with it as soon as I saw it in the store. With little convincing from Leah and Kim, I decided to buy it. I knew it would be worth it.
Getting ready for bed that night, I had every intention to wear a bra under the lingerie; however, thinking about what Jake's reaction would be of my see through outfit, I decided against it.
I couldn't wait for him to get here. It figured he was late.
[Lemon Warning]
I was lying back on my bed when I heard the quiet bark from just below my window. He always tried to give me a warning so I wouldn't have a heart attack when he entered my room late at night. I was lucky that Charlie never heard him, and if he did, he never mentioned it.
My stomach was in knots as I leaned back against the wall, hugging the pillow to my chest. I didn't want him to see my outfit right away. I wanted to see his reaction up close.
"Hey baby." He whispered as he entered. I smiled at him as he shut the curtains over and removed his jeans, leaving him in his black boxer briefs. Yummy.
He was crawling up my bed, no doubt to kiss me when I placed my foot on his shoulder, halting his movements. The surprise and confused look on his face would have made me laugh if I wasn't so turned on.
"Bells?"
I leaned up slowly, removing the pillow from my body and watched his face closely as he took in the sight of my outfit. Or lack there of.
"I missed you." I whispered, rising to my knees in front of him. He was still on his hands and knees at the foot of my bed. He leaned back on his feet as I came closer, still staring at me in shock.
"Did you miss me?" I asked, loving the affect I was having on him. My body was tingling in anticipation of what was to come.
He opened his mouth to answer me, but nothing came out. I don't remember ever seeing Jacob speechless. It was quite the amusing sight.
He cleared his throat, but didn't say anything. He nodded. It was taking everything in me to not giggle at the dumbfounded look on his face.
"I've been thinking about you all day. I almost started without you," I was teasing him, but I couldn't help it. I wasn't sure if he was even blinking.
"Babe?" I ran my fingers through his hair, bringing him closer to my body. I smile as he took a deep breath.
"Yeah?" His voice was deep with lust. I nearly jumped when he gripped my hips tightly. He seemed to have gotten over his surprise.
I leaned in, kissing him softly. "Do you like my outfit?" I asked before kissing his lips gently once more.
He groaned into my mouth, pulling my body flush against him. "I fucking love your outfit, baby." He kissed me again, though this time it wasn't quick and it wasn't gentle. I moaned when I felt his need pressed against my stomach.
"I need you, babe." I panted when he released my lips, his lips leaving burning hot kissed along my jaw and down my neck.
He leaned back and I groaned at the look of pure lust in his eyes. It felt like I was going to combust at any moment.
Faster than I thought possible, he had the skimpy lingerie over my head and I was flat on my back. Leaning up on my elbows, I watched as he removed his boxers before reaching up to pull down my thong.
He crawled back onto the bed, pausing to trail feathery kisses up my stomach, stopping when he reached my breasts. He kissed both nipples gently, pausing to flick the hardened flesh with his tongue. I ran my fingers through his short hair, moaning as quietly as possible.
I didn't realize how loud I was until he kissed me, silencing my moans. "You have to be quiet, baby. Charlie's down the hall." One of his hands cupped my breast, squeezing and fondling my hardened nipples as he spoke.
I nodded, kissing him roughly. I could feel him at my entrance, teasing me. I bucked my hips, needing him inside me. "Come on, baby."
"What?" He asked, trailing kisses along my jaw until he reached my ear. "What do you want, babe?" His warm breath made my whole body shiver.
I traced my tongue along his neck, pausing to suck the flesh into my mouth. I moaned when I felt him buck his hips, the tip of his hardened arousal finding its way inside me.
His hand founds its way between my legs, lightly brushing his fingers along my slick slit. I gasped as his thumb made quick, gently circles around my clit.
I pulled back to look into his eyes. "Make love to me, babe. I need you."
I bit my lip, watching as he reached across me to my nightstand with one hand, grabbing the tiny foil packet from inside the drawer and opening it quickly.
I smiled at him as he climbed on top of me, positioning himself at my entrance. "Ready?" He whispered. I nodded.
He kissed me again, silencing my scream as he thrust himself into my heated sex. "Mmm, baby. I love you." I kissed him once more before laying my head back onto my pillows, watching his face as he thrust his hips slowly against my own. I loved seeing the intense look of pleasure on his face while we made love.
"I love you so much more babe." Was his breathy response, causing me to smile. I don't think it was possible to love any one as much as I loved him.
Needless to say, we didn't get much sleep that night. Who needed sleep when I had my sexy wolf to make love to all night?
[End of lemon]
I remember lying awake for a while after Jacob fell asleep, his head resting on my chest, thinking about how different my life was in such a short amount of time. I had friends that I knew would be there for the rest of my life, my relationship with Charlie was better than ever before, and I had the most amazing boyfriend I could ask for.
It shouldn't have surprised me that the Cullens chose then to return to my life.
I wasn't sure at first if I wanted the Cullens to return, however I wanted to stick relatively close to some parts of the actual story. I think that the Cullens return is an important part of Bella & Jake's story. Thanks for reading! Please let me know what you think? :)