Chapter 8: Names

Renee POV

I layed there in pain head to toe. I wouldn't dare to move a inch scared the pain would increased. It felt like I've been like this for hours. Damn how could I bring a baby into this problem? This enviroment? This world? Knowing something could happen to her.

Flashback

I remeber when Master Jasper went to talk to someone name Alice. A Strong, Sexy, God features all over servant came in holding a big Subway Sandwich and a can of strawberry on the side.

He was in servant clothes that look to tight.

"Hello mam. It's time for you to eat."

His vioce is sweet like bells, and his beautiful gold eyes are so sexy.

"Mam! are you okay?" He said. I notice he said it with a hint of concern.

"I I I'mmm um fime. I mean fine." I was blushing a dark shade of red.

He laughed a beautiful laugh that made my heart flutter.

"I'm Phil." He said holding out his hand.

"Renee."I said grabbing his hand.

"I've heard about you."

"What have you heard about me?"

He set my food down on the table and moved to sit on the bed.

"Well most of the human woman wish they were in your shoes."

I had to laugh at that. He look at me confused.

"Believe me this isn't something that I would wish on anyone."

"Why is that?"

"Basically I've lost everything. My husband, My daughter, Soon to be my humanity. I have nothing."Tears start to fall from my eyes.

We set there in silence. While I cried. Here I am infront of this Beautiful god and instead of getting to know here I'm crying.

"I'm sorry I't just my dumb ass hormones are haywire."

Phil started to chuckle.

"I think your dumb ass hormones are fine."

I laughed.

"So how many months are you?"

"I think I'll be six months in two weeks?"

"Thats good. Have you figured out what your goin to name her."

"I actually haven't thought about it, but I do like the name Bella."

"Well if she looks anything like her mother that name would fit her perfectly."

I put my head down to hide the blush."Thanks Phil."

"No problem. I bet you can't wait to have the baby?"

"I don't want to have her at all. I know that sounds weird its just that once I give birth Master Jasper is taking her from me and I want to keep her as long as I can.'

"I't dont sound wierd well at first it did."

I smiled he's so sweet.

I sighed"Do anyone think I'm a bad mom?"

"Why would they think that?"

"I'm brung my daughter into this situation."

"You didn't bring your daughter into it you are being forced to."

"But even her father thinks I'm doing wrong that's why he dump me cause He thinks I'm fighting for a lost cause."

"See your fighting against The God Of War the strongest vampire out there. And you husband is stupid to dump you for that. If i had a Beautiful, Smart, and strong lady like you. I would never let you go."

End of Flashback

Phil was so kind to me he even bought me a piece of cake to cheer me up. We even have a date planned after all this is done. Could you believe that? But I can't help but feel guilty. Here I am planning dates when in 2 months I'll be giving my baby up.

Jasper Pov

"What about Aro?"

"I got word that he's planning a fight."

"Then why the fuck are you talk in to me get everyone ready. make sure th..."

I started to hear two heartbeats beating faster. They're waking up.

Author's Note:Thanks to everyone who reviewed and who sent there prayers to my sister, but sadly she's not doin good. It's been hard and it took alot to ubdateI just don't want to think about loosing her. And I'M sorry if this chapter sucks I'm sorry if all my stories suck. Just bare with me. I might not update for a while Because Well I'm barely home I'm been at the hospital since my last update and I only come here to shower and eat.