Ok so I am soooo sorry that I haven't updated in how long? Its been like a month. I have been so busy with school and a bunch of other stuff. I've had the 3rd chapter written this whole time too I just never got around to actually typing it up on the computer. (I actually write it out in a notebook first before typing it. Idk if anyone else does that probably not lol) I even have the 4th chapter started already! Any way I'm gonna try really hard to update more often like once a week or something. Ok so I've kept you waiting long enough. I'm just gonna stop talking : )

Logan's POV

I woke up the next day at 7:30 in the morning thanks to Carlos. As always he was the first one and the only one up this early, despite the fact that we were out probably past midnight dodging the mob of girls. Pretty exciting at first but when it goes on for an hour or two it gets a bit tiring. I have a feeling our fans are going to be very devoted.

I heard banging coming from the kitchen and then a crash. I groaned and rolled over onto my stomach. Carlos loves to try cooking. Try. Which always led to the rest of us practically starving to death for two reasons. First, we were probably more likely to get food poisoning from eating Carlos's "food" than actually dieing of starvation, and we weren't about to take that chance. And second, he usually used up all the food we had because of having to start over so many times, so there was hardly anything left for us to make something edible ourselves.

"Mmmgghhugh"

I heard Kendall groan from his bed on the other side of the room. I tried to cover up my laugh. Kendall was so obnoxious when he was sleeping.

" No you cant take that. It's mine! Get your own!" He mumbled.

Suddenly his arm flung up into the air and as it fell back down, it hit Kendall in the face. He sat up in an extremely spastic manner and started looking around like he had no idea where he was. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I burst out laughing and Kendall just stared at me with a clueless look on his face.

"What are you laughing at" he asked so innocently that I laughed even harder.

"You having a spaz attack in your sleep" I managed to get out.

He smiled. He knew he could get pretty crazy in his sleep as well as we did.

"Whatever" he said, still smiling.

"So what are you gonna do today?" I asked once I finally calmed down.

"Well we only have 3 days till we leave for tour, so I was gonna hang with Jo for most of the time and just relax. What about you?"

"Probably the same with Camille. I won't get to see her for awhile so I'll try to be with her as much as I can."

"Kay man. I'll see ya later." He left that room and shut the door. About 5 seconds later I heard

"Aww man Carlos! How'd you get pancake batter on the ceiling?"

I laughed and shook my head. Carlos was not a very careful person.

About 20 minutes later I was ready to go hang out with Camille. I was looking forward to this a lot. I have started to like her very much. I knew I wanted us to be more than friends and even in my mind I kind of already considered her as my girlfriend but I never made it official or even confirmed what I thought we had. I knew she liked me and I wondered why it had taken me so long to realize that I liked her too. And I realized something else. I'll probably look back on this in the future and wonder the same thing. I'll wonder why its taking me so long to ask her to be my girlfriend. And I'm sure this pattern will continue on forever because that's just the way I am. I'm cautious about everything I do. Unlike Carlos, who is careless, jumps right into things without a second thought and wrecks everything in his path. He sometimes reminds me of the Tasmanian Devil from Looney Tunes. To me, being cautious and careful was a good thing, but in situations like these, maybe the jumping right into things part of Carlos was better. I knew that if I waited to long, Camille would get tired of waiting for me or some other guy would come along that she liked better than me and sweep her off her feet. He would steal her right away from me and I would never know what hit me. I couldn't let that happen. I wouldn't be able to handle that.

I started to panic. I was suddenly walking 10 times faster and before I knew it, I was running to Camille's apartment, as if there was another guy there with her right now and I needed to stop whatever was about to happen between them. I was in such a rush that I didn't even have time to stop before I ran right into her door and almost fell to the ground. About 10 seconds later, which was to soon for me to regain my composure, she opened the door with wide eyes, probably wondering what that crash was from. I tried to say something but I was still out of breath from running so fast. And it didn't help that she look stunning, as always. So I guess it didn't matter that I was out of breath because I wouldn't have been able to come up with anything to say to her anyway.

Finally, I got my breath back and I managed to blurt out my question before I got even more nervous and chickened out.

"WillyoubemygirlfriendCamille?" Ok, definitely not that way I wanted o ask her but at least I got it out. Unfortunately I said it way too fast that I even almost didn't understand it.

Camille had a half baffled, half humorous look on her face.

"Logan I have no idea what you just said, but do you want to go for a walk with me?"

I breathed. I was so thankful she asked me that. I didn't think that I would've been able to get the question out again.

"Yea, I would." I said smiling.

As we started to walk away from her apartment, I could've sworn I heard footsteps behind us but when I turned around, nobody was there. I shrugged it off. I was in way too good of a mood to wonder about it now.

All of a sudden, I was nervous again. Was I supposed to hold her hand? Or would that be too soon. I knew I was over thinking things again. Ok new plan. Think like Carlos. That way I wouldn't over think things. Running straight into Camille's door was pretty Carlos-like. So I could do another Carlos-like thing.

I quickly grabbed Camille's hand. At first she looked surprised but it only took her about a millisecond to hold my hand too. I was glad I did it. I should think like Carlos more often. But not too often. I didn't want to become permanently like that.

We made our way to the Palm Woods Park, talking about everything except what I wanted to talk about. We sat down on one of the benches and I saw Camille's face turn very serious, yet sad at the same time. I didn't like that look.

"Logan, I need to talk to you about something important."

"I need to talk to you about something too, but you can go first." I smiled.

"Ok. I think… I don't know I just don't know what to do or think or anything. I just think we need to go back to being just friends again."

I couldn't believe what I just heard her say. This couldn't be happening. I had just recently figured out that I actually liked her and now she didn't feel the same way. At least now I knew that we did have something. Too bad as soon as I knew for sure, it was over.

She stood up to leave but I got up and stopped her. But I didn't even know what to say.

"Camille please don't leave. I need you to stay with me. I didn't even realize how alone I was until I met you. I just… I don't understand. Why do you want this?"

She hesitated, like she needed to remember her reasons.

"I just cant be with you. I think this would be better for us both."

"How could this be better?" I honestly didn't understand this.

"You wouldn't get it. It wouldn't make sense to you. I just think it would hurt less."

And then she just left. Before I could say anything she left me just standing there alone. She was waling farther and farther way from me until I could see her anymore and that's when I broke down. I fell to my knees and let my tears fall down my face. The reality of this was hitting me harder and harder as each second passed. The reality that it had happened. I had lost her just like I feared. I had waited to long.

I stayed there on the ground right where she used to be standing, crying like there was nobody else watching even though the park was filled. I stayed there for what seemed like hours. Finally I laid down on that grass and just watched people walk past me s as tears ran down my face. I wasn't even really crying anymore but I still couldn't stop the tears. I didn't care who saw me. After a long while I started to get up, feeling like I cried myself out. I looked out towards the Palm Woods and saw her. She was just walking around aimlessly. Seconds later, I saw Jo come out of nowhere. She ran up to Camille, and when Camille saw her, she ran towards her too. Jo covered Camille in a hug and it looked to me like she was crying into Jo's shoulders. This confused me even more. Why did she do this if it was hurting her so badly, just like it was hurting me. She said it would hurt less this way, but it didn't look like things could've gotten any worse.

Ok so how was it? This is longest chapter I've written so far. Is it a good length cuz I don't want them to be too short. And who was that person behind Logan and Camille in the hallway outside Camille's apartment? Hmmmm. Oh and all the Logan/Camille fans, yea sorry. Lol but I love Logan and Camille together too so hopefully they'll get back together. Maybe. Reviews please! : )