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Life was going great but like all great things it had to end

I heard soon after of Charlie's death, pain filled me, I wasn't there, why couldn't I be there, of course I knew why, the Cullen's they made me choose, with they're selfish decision, leaving me with hurt consequences.

Damn them.

I can't go to his funeral or even his grave, they would be waiting, going would be a selfish need of mine, I can't risk her she is my only family now, she is my life as she always has been and nothing can change that.

I didn't tell renesmee I don't want her to feel any unnecessary pain, To take my mind off it I hunted, I let myself become pure predator, killing and drinking every animal I came across, till suddenly out of no where a human scent "NOoo" I managed to right myself but it was too late the lone walker had already been bitten and the change happening right before me!

"Sh*t" I half squealed half moaned.

Stupid, stupid, what the hell do I do now, like déjà vu another newborn happened, another year of explaining, hunting and newborn madness but with every cloud.

From the moment Garrett saw her you could feel the tension who knew it would blossom into love, and before you knew it Clara wanted to travel with us as we moved on, and Garrett wouldn't leave her,

We set off to Scotland, not my first choice of cause but America is too small to accommodate hiding vampires we'd have to go global, Scotland proved more difficult t our nomads, we went for total isolation no other houses for miles, but off course perfect for our veggie needs. Of course we all ended up missing America, I mean it's our home so we prepared for the long swim back. I liked it under water but I had to leave that to Nancy, Garrett and Clara, Renesmee needs to breathe and I couldn't let her on a plane alone, so it was just her and me, for once, like old days.

"Mum"

"Hmmm"

"Do you think they'll ever stop looking for us, i mean how do we even know they ar..."

"They are, honey, and they wont give up for a long, long time, especially that backstabbing sick wolf!" I hissed

"Mum, ok, just remember, I would never choose them, you've done everything for me and all they did was betray us, I love you mum, no one else will ever compare"

I bent over and kissed her cheek "Thanks sweetheart, lets just focus on us two"

And we shared a happy smile.

When we arrived, we breathed in the air around us, the smell of home, even though it was pitch black because of the night everything looked perfect, we met the others at a hotel, under the name charlstan, and talked of what we would do in our next town, we laughed and shared jokes, till renesmee yawned and fell asleep, Garrett and Carla went off to be alone, whilst Nancy went off to read.

I felt the heat of the fireplace before I stood up and looked at the hotels selection of book. One caught my eye in a mere second with my swift vampire, I picked it up as if it would break in mere seconds, before I flung it into the fire, I stared until the prominent words slowly converted into ash, 'Wuthering heights'

"too bad Cathy didn't know, not to trust either man" before I stormed off and jumped in the pool, for a midnight swim.

When renesmee woke up, her eyelashes fluttering and the sleepy grin when she saw me it warmed my heart again, she was the only thing that would cheer me up ever,

"Mum" she said half groggily and pulled me into the hug

"We better get a move on"

I smiled we did, we never carried luggage we just got new things every time we moved, some would say shoplifting was wrong, but they would also say being a vampire is wrong so I think we got it covered.

I don't know why but something told me something would happen on this shopping trip, good or bad, walking round i picked up some comfy shoes it was cloudy and rain so at least they would blend in apart from rensmee who fell in love with some black stilettos, thats when I heard it the voice of someone I once knew I placed them immediently angela and ben, thats when I saw them walking around holding hands with children surrounding them, if my beat it would leap a little, and it reminde me family was everything and I had my own small but select little family.