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I watched them leave they only came to pick up a few things and I continued to shop, i took the clothes and smiled a secret smile to my self, one that no one else would know,

It was less than smiles when we got back to the hotel when all renesmee sat me down and talked to me "Mum..." "You see,..." Mum" renesmee righted herself " I love you and I don't want to hurt you, but you see, I love travelling especially with you, but mum I'm tired of it also being running, especially with what you said on the plane, I know you're protecting me, but I'm not a baby anymore they can't brainwash and I was hoping to convince that I don't want to be with them, I'm sorry if I'm upset you I'm really sorry."

I looked at my baby, my renesmee, not my little baby anymore "I'm not upset, darling, I understand you want to do other things in your life than running, but not you, I won't risk that I'll tell them that we don't want to know, I won'tris you, never you"

I told them to go ahead without me and I'll ring her after to tell me where they where.

And so I took the long journey back to forks, Washington and rung a number I daren't call

"hello" answered a almost tired strained voice I was quick so much to keep myself from crying "It's me" a shock gasp replied from the other end "Meet me at Charlies, half an hour"

And i hung up, selfish bastard making me feel guilt.

Before I got to Charlie's I stopped by his new residence the graveyard and paid my respects, respects I should of paid years ago. And sobbed a tearless sob that could never be fulfilled, I prepared myself for the Cullens, the hate still bubbling inside me like a nuclear warhead I didn't even have to remind myself why I hated them but it still helped.

I got into my room my human scent still faint among the old pillows and duvets, like I thought the house was abandoned after Charlie, a lonely house at the end of a empty lane can easily be forgotten.

It wasn't long before I heard them coming, and there was no way out, the swift vampire feet gliding across the sodden grass and woodland nearby, and they probably smelled me by now too, but not hearing me of course I was paralyze frozen, before I glided downstairs and waited. I sat on the sofa downstairs fanning myself with old magazines watching the dust particles and before I knew it all seven vampires were standing behind me, but I couldn't smell or hear a dog anyway, not in the house of around the building.

"Took you long enough" I muttered wiping dust from the table still sitting

"Bella" Edward sighed

I stood up "button it Romeo, this isn't a friendly meeting.