so i decided to post this up today, its really really sjort! like 2000 words less than what i usually write. anyway, i decided to post early because i love you all and couldnt resist!

so this is a filler chapter and the next one will be placed on tour. if you want, read the A/N at the end for a spoiler or like a little heads up for next time! enjoy x3

It's been 3 months since I last spoke either Nick or Liam. After we kissed Nick avoided me and Liam found out by really bad timing. I was talking to Demi and blurted it out because I couldn't keep it from her, and coincidently, Liam came in with my jacket. The next day, wasn't so pleasant.

"Liam, im sorry, im so sorry!" I plead.

"Miley, you lied to me, and cheated on me, how can I forgive you. Tell me that," his eyes were starting to fill with tears. His sight made my heart break and tears started forming in my own eyes. He was right. "Exactly, because you have nothing to say; you're just like all the other celebrities, stuck up and think they could get anyone they want," he starts to walk but I grab his arm, I can't believe he just went there.

"What did you just say? I do not get every guy I want, because the only guy I want right now, is screaming at me and basically called me a celebrity slut! Yeah, I kissed Nick, but I was caught up in the moment, i-"

"Caught up in the moment? What's gonna happen if you get caught up in the moment with Nick or some other guy, are you gonna go to kiss him and say 'I was caught up in the moment'. You know what, why don't you call me, when you get your mind straight and not get caught up in moments!" he lets go of my grasp and stomps out of the hotel room.

So here I am today, sitting in my room. I told my manager im going to record my next album for the next 2 weeks, and then go on tour; so im trying to write a song, about the things that happened before, but all I could get in my head right now, is Nick. Yeah I did feel something when we kissed. But what is he going to care, he practically hates me for some odd reason! This is when I need him the most. I don't have to talk to him to know that everything would be ok, I just need to look at him and everything's alright. Whenever I feel lost and feel like im not really home, I just know he's there. Wait…

6 hours later…

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long

'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like dream to me

"Perfect, that was beautiful Miley, so much passion and love" Jeff says through the microphone.

"Thanks," I reply. I know people are going to wonder who it's about, but I know I don't want to say anything, even if I want to. i better get this album done before I go on tour in 2 weeks. I know I won't be done, but I'll have a clear start.

A/N *Spoiler* moment!

The next episode will be placed in the middle of the tour. Nick will be off of tour by that time and will go to visit someone and set things straight, but little does that person know, that someone else is going to visit them on their next destination! What is going to happen when Nick and the other person meet?

smileymee16 ;] x3

P.S R/R please :] if you want me to continue please say so in a review :] i am oh so happy to continue i just want to know if you guys are also!

P.S.S go check out St. James High trailer and tell me what you think! Tune in July 18, 2010 for the first full chapter of St. James High :D