One thing rung in my head. I would provoke the Volturi. The Volturi would kill him if he wanted. They would kill me if they wanted. I will go to Italy.

Bella's POV

It hadn't been that long since I'd seen the Volturi. They would be happy to kill me I bet.

When I got to the dark alley where Edward tried committing suicide I waited. It did not take 1 minute until Felix stepped out of the shadows. I put on my bravest face and said 'I would like to see Aro please.' He nodded and beckoned me to follow him. I thought I heard him grunt but I wasn't sure. He led me down the dark hallways until we saw a big room. With which Aro stood with a giddy smile on his face.

'Ah Bella. What a pleasant surprise to see you down here! Ha-ha.' He said, overly pleased.

'I have come to ask a favour. I would like you to kill me Aro. Edward is no longer my love.' It pained me to say the last sentence. He smile grew wider.

'But Bella, why would you want that? I have no intention of killing you. I would like to change you.' My eyes grew wide and he could clearly see I was considering it; it would be horrible for him to hear of me dead, but even worse if he heard I was a vampire, without his knowing. I merely nodded.

'Felix, would you like to do it?' Aro said, it surprised me that he asked Felix, and Felix nodded and smiled.

I went to a room where I spent 5 days in pain that felt like a burning sensation. I opened my eyes for the first time and saw Felix smiling up at me with admiration. 'You're prettier than I would have thought Bella.' He said with a hint of seduction. I turned and smiled at him, obviously encouraging him, he stepped forward and pressed his body against mine and leaned in until he was inches away from mine. Felix was attractive, he was really attractive. And charming. Could I be choosing an alternative lover? Could I do that to him? He had Tanya now.

'So Bella, how would you like to be mine?' He said. I just nodded and he kissed me, it was an unsteady kiss, he didn't hold me the way he did. He just stood there. It wasn't magical, nor was it sensational. It was good enough though. For me. This is the kind of person I deserved anyway.

1 Year Later..

Felix was still my mate, we went everywhere with each other. I still did not feel unconditional love for him and he did not make me happy. But he was lovely to talk to and most of the time he just acted like my best friend. Until the time came when he wanted me in a way that I didn't want him. I told him I wasn't ready and he shocked me with his confidence and asked 'Its because of him isn't it?' I nodded. And Felix didn't turn up for a week.

Once he came back he acted the same as he used to. He didn't ask again and I was grateful.

My power was much greater than anybody elses. It was being able to take others powers, once I'd done this. Nobody can use their power on me though, so only physical damage will affect me. And that gives me the upper hand. Therefore I've never lost a fight.

I was Aro's favourite and Jane and I often competed for his attention. On a beautiful day outside, Aro called me and Jane into the hall.

'Bella, Jane I have a bit of a problem. There is a newborn running loose in Seattle and I need you to sort him out.' He was serious, and I thought about why Seattle had a ring to it.

'But Aro if its one newborn there should be no problem with just the one of us going.' Jane said, obviously referring to herself.

'I need you both to go. And plus you too need to catch up on things.' He chuckled and walked out of the room. There was nothing for us to catch up on, because we hardly talk.

Suddenly Jane jumped in front of me and kissed me on the cheek. The movement reminded me of something, something I couldn't remember of. 'Bella, you still smell as sickly sweet as you did when you were a human.' She said. I was far away. Alice! She said something similar and did something similar when I met her. 'Can we be friends?' she asked cutting me from my mind. I nodded, and we took off for Seattle.