I looked into his eyes for five seconds and then looked away, eyes glinting with tears. But they could never spill over. I heard a low grumble, Edward could hear Felix's mind running wild. She's mine now. You lost your chance. You ruined it. Before I could turn to slap Felix, Edward sprung himself on Felix and they were growling and snapping at each other. I noticed then that the only people present were Edward, Alice, Felix and I.
Jane's power would come into play now. I focused my attention on the two scrawling boys and they both clambered on the ground in pain a few metres away from each other. 'STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT!' I screamed.
Edwards face was painful. I hated seeing him like this. I stopped the pain on him, before I stopped it on Felix. He noticed this. Bella, my love, I'm so sorry.
I gave him a piercing glare, how could I be doing this? I will not let him have her back Felix thought.
I couldn't take it. I ran out the door, and sprinted as fast as I could and bought myself back to the meadow. I was there in 5 seconds and that was probably my new record.
The familiarity of this place is unbelievable. Where do I know it from? I don't remember being here. But I feel like I've been coming here all my life.
I lie down and let my long hair fall out all around me.
It wasn't long until I heard him. Bella. I'm sorry. I can't hear your thoughts so you're going to have to talk to me. My lips quivered, I was scared stiff of him. I didn't want him to be anywhere near me. He had his Tanya. He doesn't love me.
I lay still, pretending not to hear him. 'Bella, I know you can hear me.' His voice took me by surprise and I turned my head to look at him, his hair was shining in the sunlight, and he was adding to the rainbows I was giving out. I sat up and edged away, it was stupid really because I was far away from him, but the thought of him coming close to me when he kissed Tanya… it killed me.
He took a step closer, I edged closer away, turning my head and clenching my jaw. You still smell exactly the same way… You're even more beautiful. And your powers amaze me, not to mention Carlisle. I was flattered but not enough to forgive him completely.
His presence was sweeping me away and I hid that well. It wouldn't be too long before I gave in completely. Edwards mind flashed to images of Felix and me. He hated it. He should. He then thought about who changed me. I answered it too quickly. 'Felix changed me.' I wasn't proud, but I wasn't ashamed. I wanted him to be the one that takes my soul. His face looked as if it was in excruciating pain.
Suddenly, he took me by surprise. He collapsed on his knees and put his head in his hands and sobbed dry tears. Bella, I love you. He doesn't, not as much as me. I'm so sorry I did that to you. I didn't mean to, I didn't want to. Please, take me back. It pains me to think of him holding you.
I couldn't take it. I didn't want to hurt Felix, but I still loved Edward. I knew I did. But it will not show, not yet anyway. My loyalties are to Felix. 'Well, you're going to have to deal with it aren't you?' it was spiteful, and I regretted it.
I took off again back to the house. I wished it wasn't this complicated. I loved him. But he hurt me. Badly. I walked in at human pace, embraced Felix in a tight hug and buried my face into his chest. We heard somebody howl 'NOO!' they sounded like they were in pain. It was Edward.
Felix sighed in relief, and I wanted more than ever to break into sobs, but I couldn't because Felix would now straight away how I felt. I had to keep it in.