It wasn't until Alice broke the silence that I realised how long I'd been hugging Felix. 'Bella, Felix. Where would you like to stay tonight? We have two rooms spare because Rosalie and Emmett are going to Africa for a holiday together. I have already accommodated Jane into Rosalie's. I hope Emmett's is okay for you. Unless you would like to stay down here…' She said it in a very formal tone. Bella, you are going to have to try a bit harder than that with Edward.
'Thanks, Alice we will have Emmett's room.' Felix answered for me. I wasn't comfortable at all with it, I didn't want to be placed in the position Felix will put me in, having a bed. Especially when he is marking me as his territory. I'm not his. Not really.
We walked up to Emmett's room and it was very tidy, the shelves were stacked very neatly and there wasn't one thing to be rude about. Maybe Alice cleared up in here. I sat down on the edge of the bed and Felix sat next to me. He tickled my bare neck and then smoothed the ridge of his nose along my jaw line. I knew what he was expecting, and he was going to get disappointed.
He kissed my cheek then put his hand on the other side of my cheek and turned it towards him. I couldn't escape his grasp and yet I didn't want to. I wanted the chance to tell him that I wasn't interested. He kissed me, I was unresponsive. I always am. He got a bit more urgent and pressed himself against me and into the bars of the end of the bed.
He then grabbed the side of my leg and spread it so my legs were either side of his hips, his hands were running down the side of my legs and then he ran his leg over the top of my leg, then on the inside and he then moved towards my groin. That was where I drew the line. I threw him off me with enough force to make a loud bang at the top of the bed. 'Felix. NO!' I shouted and walked out to the balcony. I took in the fresh air and I could smell the leafy smell of the forest. After 5 minutes Felix came out. 'I'm sorry Bella. I thought that was what you wanted.' He said.
'It's not.' I said plainly.
'But earlier…' he trailed off.
'Felix I don't want that.' I was still plain and my expression was blank and staring out into the stars.
'Listen Bella, I have to go back to Italy, and to report to Aro. Are you going to come back with me? Jane's coming too. We will come back for you if you stay…' he was unsure about leaving me here. It was in his voice and his mind.
'I will stay here. I'm safe enough here, besides I want to catch up on things with Alice.' I was still plain. There was absolutely no hint of emotion in my voice.
'I'm going now.' This took me by surprise. I looked at him and he was thinking about what he was going to say to Aro. 'Felix, I am safe here and my loyalty is with you.' I said. He then took off for the Volturi.
It got to 12pm and I was thinking about Edward. How he was. What he was doing. How he feels. I wanted to comfort him. I wanted to say I love him and say I'm sorry. When Alice burst in and said in a whisper 'Bella, go talk to him, he heard you shout at Felix and he also knew what he tried to do. He's a mess, Bella.' She looked at me and I began to get up and then she smiled. 'Wear these.' She held up a bag, the name on the side was unknown to me but I looked inside. Sexy underwear.
I then noticed Alice disappeared. She probably had a vision. Obeying her, I put on my new lacy underwear. I then put on a new shirt and jeans and tapped on Edwards door.