I took a deep breath and opened Edward's door. His room was tidy compared to Alice's thoughts, he must have cleaned up. There was the bed there, lying in front of the window. He lay there, motionless and keeping completely still more 13 seconds (I counted again) until he sat up and looked at me. Longingly and meaningful. I sat on the edge of the bed. She is without a doubt the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. I smiled slightly and replied 'Thank you.'

He looked up at me and smiled my favourite crooked smile. Breath gushed through me and came out in a gasp, it surprised him and he said 'You're still basically the same.' I smiled a bit more this time and he chuckled. I hadn't heard that in so long, it was beautiful; I longed to touch his face, his lips, and his cheeks.

Instead I turned myself towards him, looking up at him from under my eye lashes. 'Bella, I'm so sorry about –'

'Shush… I don't want to talk about it.' I looked up directly into his eyes and he gave out a sigh of relief.

'Bella…? Can I ask you something?' The question was already asked, I didn't want to answer it. I knew the answer loud and clear however.

'No. I don't.' It came out in a whisper.

'Why are you with him then?' He was curious and he was in pain, I could hear it in his mind.

'He was there for me. He loved me. I couldn't love him in the way he wanted, but in the way I needed. I needed a friend.' I answered it very carefully making sure it was all correct. I don't love Felix. Only as my friend.

'Bella, I love you. You don't know how long I've missed you.' He took me away, vampires can have heaven and this was it.

'I love you too.' I reached up and touched his face, his lips, and his nose. His mouth opened, eyes closed and he absorbed my smell. He took a hold of my hand and kissed my fingertips. I moved in closer for a hug and he gave me what I needed. I needed him. He was my air. No, I can live without air. He was my comfort, my obsession, my sense of smell.

I looked up at him and that moment when you know exactly what happens came. He moved in to kiss me and I followed his kiss. He was nothing like Felix. Edward was loving, caring; he made sure every moment lasted. I grabbed hold of the back of his neck and he copied. My tongue brushed his lip and he pulled me so I was lying down with him on top of me. He wasn't careful about his weight and I could actually feel him on top of me. He kissed me, rougher and faster now with a bit more pressure but still remained loving.

I slid my hands down his neck, across his torso then back up to his shoulders. I then unbuttoned his shirt (Alice must have spoken to him, because he was wearing a halter neck before!) it showed his toned chest, he took it off fast and he mimicked my actions by taking off my top.

He stopped when it was off and looked at my bra. He chuckled and said 'Alice?' I nodded and laughed.

He then got very slow and kissed my neck, my shoulders, my collarbone and the middle of where my breast are, the parts of my breasts that were showing and underneath my belly button.

I loved the feel of his lips to my skin and the way he caressed me, gently and carefully.

He bought himself back up to my lips and whispered in my ear 'You don't know how long I've been wanting to hold you in my arms again.' I smiled and hugged him. I love Edward. Without a doubt.

All through the night we had gentle moments like that and then we got onto the more intimate moments, he is mine. And as we lay there, morning breaking, worn out from a hot night, I would have liked to stay in his arms forever. But that wouldn't be the case, at least not for long.

Okay Guys, this is my lot for the night, I really hope your enjoying it. I'm loving writing it out. Thanks for the positive reviews. Mucho appreciation .. ! Theres more to come, I will probably update tomorrow knowing me..

Thanks for everything.. Chels x