I ran to the Cullen's. Fast.
Felix couldn't keep up with me. I was raging with anger and now I had the spur to tell him about my relationship with Edward. If I could cry, I would be crying now. My human self was quite soft, I suppose. So I would be bawling like a baby right now.
I came to a swift stop on the front porch of the Cullen's house; Felix would be here in a minute.
As I reached up to knock on the door, Edward opened it and I clambered into his arms.
He didn't ask what was wrong, yet he still told me it was going to be okay. I fell limp in his arms and started sobbing dry tears. He kissed my forehead and shushed me.
This was the Edward I want; this was why I loved him. He loved me.
I came out of his arms and held his hand. I looked at him pleading him to say nothing in my thoughts, but I knew that I couldn't tell him without talking.
As if he actually read my mind his thoughts he looked at me and thought you don't have to do this Bella. All I want is for you to be happy. I gave him an apologetic smile, it had to be done.
I turned around to the now emerging Felix. His mind was going wild, he was worrying about Edwards hand in mine, and he was worrying about what to say to Aro. He was worrying about me and my welfare. He was scared. And angry.
He stiffened as he walked closer, now realising Edward and mine closeness. Bella, I don't want to hurt you by making you think you have to do this. I looked at Edward scornfully. 'I have to do this.' I scowled and he lowered his head, the nodding once.
Felix was confused and uncertainty was easy to read in his eyes.
'Felix.' I said.
'Yes, Bella.' He replied showing a little hope of this just being a big joke.
'Felix, I will be forever grateful that you changed me and cared for me. And was there for me. And you know yourself that I always loved Edward and always would. Now I'm back with him here, I don't want to leave. You can hate me if you want.'
'I love you Bella.' He interrupted me. My angry façade wasn't keeping up and now it was turning into regret of doing this now. I ignored his complicating interruption.
'Felix. You know yourself that, I never loved you in this way, that I love Edward. You were no more to me what a brother is. I love you with a sibling love. It couldn't be changed.' I cowardly hung my head. I then whispered I was sorry.
Felix's mind was even worse than before.
Every single bad emotion you could name was crawling through his head. Anger. Remorse. Pain. Hate. Sadness. Fury. Regret.
His mind was like a pathway in a park; all the emotions were walking in and out of his mind, some strolling holding hands. Some running, some just walking. He was confused to the point that he couldn't say anything, he just stuttered my name. 'B-b-b-Bella.'
He reached his hand up. I didn't respond.
Jasper ran into the room and stood close to me. He looked at Edward doubtfully, I couldn't read his mind, and he was blocking me out. And Edward too.
Suddenly Felix's mind went from sadness to anger. He was flaming hot, and now he was inching closer to Edward. 'So it's always been him?' Felix spat. I'd never seen this angry side of him.
I nodded feebly. Edward just hung his head. I hadn't noticed until I tried to step toward Felix, that Jasper had hold of my arms from the back. I didn't fight him but I wondered why he was doing it.
Suddenly in a flash, hardly even detectable to my eyes, surprisingly, Felix pounced on Edward. Before Edward could respond he was on the floor under Felix. Felix was snapping and snarling at Edward and he bit Edward on the arm.
Dead blood oozed from Edwards arm. Edward roared an ear splitting roar and Felix bit him again on his arm.
I pulled to pull Felix off of Edward, but know the necessity of Jasper holding me, he knew what was coming. Alice probably. I pulled my hardest but Jaspers brawn was holding me around my full body. There was no way I could get free.
After giving up on trying I shouted at Felix. 'FEEELIX! Get off of him now!!' I roared, Jasper winced. His closeness reminded me off how different it would be was I still a human. The rest of the Cullen's came into the room and stared at the fight, whilst I struggled and sobbed.
I saw Edward for flash, he was bruised, on his white marble body. Bits of his arm were bitten at and open. His face was bleeding false blood. He just looked at me. I love you, Bella. All I want is for you to be happy.
'Noo! Please. Felix get off of him. I hate you.' I sobbed dryly. That hit a nerve.
Felix stopped clawing Edward and he got up and stared at me. 'What?' He asked as if he couldn't comprehend what I said.
'I. Hate. You. Look what you did to him. You can't love me, how could you hurt me like this? Is it fun to watch me in pain.' My eyes were filled with hate. His were filled with exile.
Jaspers arms let go of me and the Cullen's walked (human pace) into the nearest room they could find. All was left was me Felix and Edward.
I glared at Felix bitterly, trying my best to keep from sobbing even harder. My fists were clenched, my jaw was straining were I gritted my teeth so much. 'Get out.' I said coldly.
He hung his head and ran out of the house and far into the woods.
I turned around to see Edward.
