Disclaimer: all the amazing characters are originally owned by Stephanie Meyer.

Chapter 7

Diary Entry:

"Holy mother of f*#k! Is this some kind of a joke or what? I am married to the whore-turned-temporarily-good Edward Cullen!"

"I don't really know if it's going to be a good thing or not for me. But one thing that I am damn sure about is the fact that it's going to be a hell of a roller coaster ride! And I can't wait to get up on the damn thing!"

Bella POV

"You may now kiss the bride." Were the last words I heard before the world disappeared around me as I raised my head up slowly. Trying to delay the actual moment.

I was met with the all too familiar and mesmerizing green eyes. Both our eyes widened in shock. I gasped out loud.

I couldn't believe what my eyes were showing me and what my brain comprehended.

I blinked a few times to see if I was delusional or hallucinating. After it was possible, I had been thinking about him a lot more then I cared to admit.

After a few minutes when he didn't disappear. I felt joy, relief, nervousness and a million other emotions I couldn't describe coursing through me.

I realized with batted breath, I was married to Edward Cullen.

I wondered for a second if he knew all along about this. But decided against it, it couldn't have been possible. If he did know about it he wouldn't have been so sweet and suave with me.

Then like a ton of bricks the priest's words came to my mind. I was suppose to kiss him!

I looked intently in Edward's eyes as if to gauge his reaction. If it was even possible his eyes widened even more, as if he had came to the same conclusion as me.

He looked at me questioningly; I knew there was no other way around or I would have figured it by now. Not that I would consider even finding any other path when I knew who my mate is…

I nodded minutely so that only he recognized I have given him permission.

He inched closer to me while I did the same, mesmerized and captivated by his stunning eyes. He was just an inch apart from my lips; I could feel his breath blowing on my face. My heart was beating wildly, I was afraid that I might be going into cardiac arrest. I thought he might be able to hear me. I checked his expressions to figure out whether he could, and to my utter relief he didn't show any indication that he could.

I was feeling light headed with the smell of his breath, I was intoxicated. My palms broke out in cold sweat. I tried to wipe them on the wrapping paper of the flowers I was holding.

Only a few seconds had passed since all these primal reactions begun inside of me. I could feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach from the nerves. We both closed our eyes and our lips touched.

My lips burst on fire. I could feel the tingles shooting from my lips and shooting all the way to the palms of my hand and to the pit of my stomach. I haven't ever felt this… alive before. I have never felt so amazing. It scared the crap out of me. Yes I had kissed before, a lot of time at that. But it was just that, just a simple kiss but this felt like so much more. I have gone out on a lot of dates, most of which were bottom line sucky. Those which were actually good lacked something in the other ground... yup, you guessed it right, they were disgusting kissers.

Either their breath smelled like garlic or rotten fish or

I heard myself moan low in my throat, I felt his hands come up and rest on my cheek. I heard him make a sound it sounded more like a growl. I had no idea I could feel more aroused and feel any more tingles than I already was but I did. His voice brought out a hidden part in me that I didn't know it existed.

I heard someone clear her throat and that brought me back down to earth. I had been floating on the clouds when Edward's lips met mine and had forgotten the fact that hundreds and thousands of people were watching us and shooting us.

The reality hit me like a bucket of icy cold water. I jerked my head away and out of his grasp, I saw his eyes widen and look confused by my sudden behavior. I darted my eyes down and blushed, I knew I would be looking like a tomato for the next few minutes.

I took a few deep, calming breaths and tried to slow my breathing down. We both turned around to walk out of the aisle and inside the hotel where the dinner was being held.

Edward offered me his arm and I took it. We both looked straight ahead and walked down the carpeted ground inside the hotel. All the while people were staring and cameras were flashing, it freaked me out a bit because I was never the one for the lime light. Edward sensing this brought his other hand up and squeezed my hand in reassurance.

I noticed from my peripheral vision that Edward was deep in thought, brows furrowing and a cute crinkle coming in between his brows.

I shook my head at myself mentally. Cute? Really.

I sighed in relief when we entered the hall. Alice had seriously outdone herself. The hall was impeccable.

The hall was painted blood red. There were many round tables arranged through out the room with white velvet table cloths draped over them. There were candles placed in a glass jar on the table with roses, freesias, lavender, forget-me-not's placed around the jar of flickering candles.

There was a combination of hot pink, white and blood red silk curtains hung in a complicated manner on the ceiling and windows.

A white carpet was laid out all the way to the stage. All kinds of flowers were strewn on the carpet. A big chandelier hung on the centre of the ceiling.

The place looked royal, romantic and very dreamy. Too bad I couldn't really appreciate it.

We walked with Alice and the rest of our family to the table appointed for us. All the guests were milling inside the room, sitting, talking and some coming to us and congratulating us. We both gave them a smile and a nod in response to be polite.

I didn't know whether to be ecstatic and enthusiastic or anxious and worried about the fact that I am married to the guy I have lusted after for the past five years. Let's not forget the fact that I wasn't able to stand in the ten mile radius of his presence other than the obvious reasons, until recently.

From being enemies we have suddenly found ourselves as partners, and not just normal partners, we are supposed to be life partners.

I couldn't come to grips with the reality; I thought I am in a daze or maybe a dream. But I couldn't figure out why the heck would my sub-conscious mind make Edward my husband, wasn't I constantly thinking and dreading about James being the one, so if anything wasn't I supposed to be married to him in my sub-conscious. But then again I have thought about Edward more than I would ever care to admit and is healthy so this might just be the product of my imagination. I think my mind just is showing me the better of the two.

If I have to admit this was definitely way better than the former. I nodded to myself as if that was a good explanation. Maybe I was just hallucinating.

To make sure that I was really off into my own imaginary world I pinched myself, hard.

I jumped and yelped loudly in surprise, as that shit really hurt. I hadn't held back my force.

I looked around the table and noticed every one was looking at me with a big question mark on their face. "I … bit my tongue." I stuttered as explanation. I looked to my right and saw Edward staring intently at my arm where I had pinched myself; I followed his gaze and gasped as it had already begun to bruise.

Fortunately I hadn't gasped loud enough for the whole table to hear, but loud enough for Edward to look up and meet my eyes.

I saw a smirk forming on his face, "bit your tongue?" he asked but it was clear from his tone o f voice that he didn't believe me and had caught me pinching myself. I could see the amusement dancing in his mesmerizing eyes.

"Shut up" I grumbled and diverted my eyes from his. I was blushing, to my utter embarrassment, I peeked at him from the corner of my eyes and saw him looking at me and chuckling. I quickly diverted my eyes and stared intently at the flowers in my hand, as if they were the most intriguing things in this planet.

I was glad to know at least we could be how we were and this awkward and unknown to his a few minutes ago, situation hadn't at least changed that.

There was soft music playing in the background, after a minute I heard the music stop and mike being switched on. I glanced up on the stage and saw Rosalie holding a mike and looking truly like a goddess.

"Its time for the groom and the bride to have their first dance." I gasped in shock. I had totally forgotten that aspect of the evening. I started trembling, I had no idea what I was so nervous about since I was a pro at dancing, but something about dancing with Edward and especially as his bride had me break out in a cold sweat.

Alice squealed from behind me. I head snapped towards her and I saw her practically bouncing in her seat. It looked as if she was the one getting or just got married. I rolled my eyes at her.

I felt Edward snake his hand around mine. I jumped startled and looked at him, he eyed me with confusion before he stood up without a word. Alice took the flowers from me and placed it on the table. I took a deep breath and stood up. Alice squealed again.

Both Edward and I looked at her questioningly but she just smiled at us as if nothing was wrong. I swear the girl could keep on squealing forever if she wanted and still have the energy to do other things.

We both chuckled at her and made our way towards the dance floor.

My heart was running a marathon in my chest and from the sound and feel of it; I'd venture to guess it was winning.

Edward spun me around to face him and placed his hands on my hips. Hesitantly I touched his shoulders and put my hand a bit firmly after a minute, I didn't want to look like a totally dazzled woman, even though that is exactly how I was feeling.

I have no idea why I was acting like a nervous wreck. Okay maybe I did know. But it still doesn't give me the excuse to act like a total moron.

There was a song playing by some artist I didn't know, nor did I care to.

We twirled around to the music completely smitten and mesmerized by his eyes. I didn't know what was going through that gorgeous head of his but if their was something I had made myself good at, it was reading his expression and even then quarter of the time I was wrong.

I could see a war going on from his expressions. I was afraid that he might think I had tricked him into marrying me, when it was anything but that. I knew he knew I was better than to do that shit. He was eyeing me so intently, I felt as though he could see my soul through my eyes. He was penetrating with his mesmerizing eyes. The air around us was thick with tension, I could feel it hitting me every few minutes.

I wanted to look away from his captivating eyes, I didn't want him to know how I was feeling as it was already embarrassing enough to moan while he kissed me. But then he had replied with a throaty groan almost like a growl of his own. Only thinking about it brought goose bumps to my flesh, a shiver ran down my spine and I could feel my female parts throbbing and pulsating.

Everything thing was so baffling. I had never felt any of these emotions and feelings before, it left me stunned. I knew well enough from reading books that what I was feeling was called desire. I have no sexual experience, not even with kissing, touching or anything of any kind.

I am or was a virgin of sexual experience. I say was because I had just kissed the enigmatic Edward Cullen.

I licked my lips instinctively remembering the kiss in front of a million people. Edwards's eyes traveled down to my lips and he watched me lick my lips. I knew I should have stopped myself from doing that but my lips suddenly felt very dry.

He gazed at my lips for a moment before snapping his eyes up to mine. His eyes spoke volumes, I could see lust in his eyes, but I could also see hints of sadness. My breathing was labored and so was his.

I didn't know when the song ended but I felt a hand on my shoulder. I was jolted away from my lust induced trance. I looked away from Edwards eyes immediately and saw Emmett extending his hand, '' Won't you dance with me belle-bean.'' he whined. I groaned. I seriously have to threaten him with something to stop calling me these ridiculous names.

I glanced up at Edward and saw him still looking at me. I brought my hands away from his shoulders, he didn't let go of me, he looked like he was trying to find answers to his questions, which I had no idea what they were.

''Come on dude, you'll have her the whole night and the rest of your life. Cant you spare her for a song?" he whined.

I blushed as I realized what he meant by his 'night' comment, I glanced at Edward and he smirked at me obviously also thinking about the same thing as me, I blushed deeper and swiftly steeped back from him, not able to make eye contact with him.

I jumped, startled as I felt someone enclosing me in their arms. I looked behind me to see Rosalie smiling at me, she rested her chin on my left shoulder and fake whispered, "Can I borrow your hubby for a dance?" I rolled my eyes at her and moved out of her arms and towards Emmett.

"Come on big boy, let's dance." I sighed and took a hold of Emmett's hands.

"I see someone's excited." He said sarcastically, I just rolled my eyes at him and continued dancing. From my peripheral I could see Edward and Rosalie dancing and a bunch of other couples dancing as well. I was well aware of Edward even when I changed partners and danced with others.

I was aware of his every move and glance towards me.

I have no idea of how many people I have already danced with, I had been polite and chatted with them but my mind and senses were only focused on a bronze haired guy.

Well, of course, until Charlie came along and I was twirled into his arms. I looked up and my smile fell. Charlie sighed, "Bella you looked quite happy with the rest of them, why the long face now?"

"Dad you do know that Edward and I had never got along right? How do you know that we wont end killing each other by the end of the first week or just file for a divorce?" I asked him, even though saying the word 'divorce' gave a tug to my heart.

"I know both of you have never got along in the past – he emphasized the word past, as if it wasn't applicable now, I felt a little suspicious of him, I knew him and I knew he knew something that he wasn't suppose to know. I even sounded so suspicious and detective type in my head. – and I have been noticing the both of you this evening and I can assure you that the both of you look far from killing each other." He said chuckling. I averted my eyes and blushed; I knew what he was talking about. They must have seen us dance on the dance floor.

"As for about divorce, it is absolutely out of the question." He said seriously. I was pissed to say the least, I knew I wasn't going to take such a step in the near future nor was I even capable of thinking about it, but who was I to say Edward might just not be thinking about it right this moment.

"Dad you have already taken so many decisions out of my hand. It is up to me to file for a divorce or not." I said furiously. I was seething. I mean he just can't dictate my life as long as I live.

"I know what you are thinking Isabella; I am not trying to dictate your life. But you can't file for a divorce. Do you have any idea what kind of an impression it would leave upon us?" he said. I knew he was angry and was trying to control it. He never calls me Isabella until and unless he is very angry.

I just huffed like a petulant child. I didn't want to create a scene here as there were already a million cameras there. Fortunately the song came to an end and I stepped away from him, Charlie obviously sensing my anger sighed in exasperation. He didn't have the right to be exasperated because obviously this wasn't happening to him.

I was glaring at the floor when a strong pair of hands gripped my hips and twirled me around. I was pissed, can't someone give a girl some alone time. I snapped my head up, dead set on killing the guy with my glare when I saw Edward looking at me with eyes filled with concern.

My heart beat increased and I sighed, irritated at myself and my foolish reactions.

He touched my chin and tilted it upwards, forcing me to look up at him. I was starting to get nervous because of his close proximity. I had never been like this. Yes my heart had lurched just a bit back then also, but it had never bet so furiously and never had I ever broke out in cold sweat.

"You bite any harder and you'll surely draw blood." He said eyeing my lips.

I swiftly released it as I wasn't aware of it until he pointed it out to me.

He eyed my lips for a moment longer and my heart beat grew more erratic.

He looked up at me and asked softly, "you seemed upset earlier."

I sighed, "I don't wanna talk about it." I said and stared at his tie.

He eyed me for a minute as if to figure something out, I glanced right back at him. He sighed as if resigned. He had been doing this the whole evening and I was confused, I had no idea what he was seeking but couldn't find. I had this strong urge to give him whatever he wanted, I didn't want to see him so desolated because of me.

"Okay" he sighed. If there was one thing we absolutely knew about one another was the fact to not to push each other to tell they didn't want to talk about.

He looked absolutely stunning tonight, it wasn't as if I hadn't seen him in his formals but something about his clothes today was different. He looked breathtaking and mouthwatering.

He was wearing a well fitted, but slightly loose black pants, a white shirt underneath that shoulder defining coat. His coat was unbuttoned and so were the two buttons of his dress shirt, and had a white tie. His hair was in his usual sexy disarray.

When the song ended I stepped away from him and said, "My feet are killing, I want to sit for a while." He nodded and led me towards our table where Alice and Jasper were already sitting.

Alice's POV

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I was so excited! I wanted to scream on the top of my lungs. My brother and my very close friend were getting married. I knew they didn't believe it was a good thing but I had a very strong feeling about this I knew every thing was going to be okay, In fact it will be more than okay, it would be perfect!

Just thinking about it made me want to bounce- which, I, of course, already was - and squeal and hug every one. When I had these kind feelings they were always right, and every one knew better than to bet against me.

Bella had been very ridicules till the vows, refusing to look up at Edward until she absolutely had to. Well of course, she didn't know it was Edward at the time but it still didn't make it any less stupid.

She looked absolutely amazing in her gown and she and Edward looked very beautiful together, they complimented each other.

I had been so excited about both of them getting married unlike the two of them. I rolled my eyes at that.

They both have been acting very weird and immature by not inquiring about who their groom and bride were going to be, I swear sometimes both of them almost alike.

Bella looked stunning in her dress, but I have already mentioned that. Bella had never seen herself clearly, never saw herself as beautiful, but I made sure that today she is forced to see herself as the woman she truly is.

I had known about this long before even Edward and Bella got to know about their fates and that is the reason why I took a long break from my university and came back to New York City. And anyway I had pretty much done most of the course work myself and was pretty much ahead of the school.

I had arranged Edward and Bella's meeting in the mall and of course Angela had helped, it was necessary or they both would be going into shock and a an anxiety attack right now, not that it is any different now, they both are definitely in shock.

I had done a lot of hard work in planning the whole wedding, I knew Bella well and was aware of the fact that if Bella had it her way and stop being so damn stubborn, she would want her wedding to be very romantic and dream like. So that is exactly I had gone out and achieved and I am damn sure she loved it but wont admit it because she was suppose to not like any of this, I rolled my eyes again at this. For such a bright girl she could definitely be dumb sometimes.

Edward had not been any different the whole month, sulking and moody. He accepted that he had to do it because he thought one of the ways to pay him back for adopting him. I found that really stupid as it was stupid, none of us expected anything from him in return because he had always been my older brother and Carlisle and Esme's son. But that is how my brother's mind works. He can also be a dumb ass. See you get what I mean by both of them being alike.

All of us had been subjected to their sexual attraction from the past years. But both of them were very stubborn and arrogant to back down and admit it. Seriously, it was difficult to be in the same room as them with out getting uncomfortable and filled with lust.

Those were the nights when I'd be cursing Bella and using the magic my vibrator provided because I wanted no one else but Jasper. And speaking of Jasper I knew he was going to ask me out on a date tonight. That was also part of the reason why I was so damn excited.

They were both dancing on the stage as husband and wife. They looked lost in love and of course, lust with the way they were looking at each other. It was as if they were both lost in their own little bubble.

I know my brother well and for a fact I also know that he likes Bella, a lot. Yes, it isn't love yet, but it'll soon be. They both had and have great chemistry.

It is the best thing that has ever happened to them and they both also know it.

"Ugh! It's even hard to look at them without getting aroused." Rosalie whispered and I giggled at her. She gave me a questioning look because even she knew there was something else up with me.

"Ali just spit it out." She said in fake exaggeration.

I looked around the table to see if anyone was listening in and saw Jasper looking at me. I gave him a flirty smile and he winked back at me. I giggled and leaned in closer o Rose to whisper, "Jazz is going to ask me out tonight!"

She beamed back at me and I silently squealed.

We both went to the dance floor with Jasper and Emmett. Half of the night was spent in dancing and photographs and obviously flirting with Jasper and Rosalie giving me smirks from across the dance floor.

We made our way to the table and saw Bella and Edward already sitting there and talking with Esme and Carlisle.

"God I am famished!" exclaimed Emmett from behind me. I swear the guy was always hungry.

Just then the DJ announced all the guests to take their seats because the food was being served. Emmett cheered and ran to his seat; we all laughed at him and took our own seats.

After the dinner was finished the waiters rolled out the three step cake and Bella and Edward cut it while we all cheered. Bella obviously blushed like a beet root and Edward just smiled and stared at her.

They did the rest of the traditions a bride and groom does while Bella reached her new record of blushing.

It was time for them to leave for the airport for their honey moon and Bella had to get out of her gown. They were both going to Italy. Obviously Rose and I had arranged that because none of them had even bothered.

We have booked a luxurious hotel in Italy with the most romantic view and they sure as hell are going to be surprised when they see their room. I Giggled. I was feeling way to giddy for my own good.

Bella was talking to the guests with Edward, Rose and I made our way to her and I exclaimed cheerfully, "if you all excuse the bride for a minute, or probably more than that, we have to get her ready!"

"Alice what else do you want to get me ready for? I am perfectly fine!" Bella said incredulously.

I sighed, have I mentioned how stupid and naïve she can be sometimes, "Bella don't you want to go for our honey moon? If you want to go to the airport in your wedding gown then you could have told me that before I selected your perfect going away outfit."

Her eyes widened in shock, looks like she had forgotten she would be traveling.

She blushed and started stuttering, "I …. A … I didn't…" I laughed at her and said, "Bella lets just go and Edward why don't you go and change I have already put your outfit out, just go and change."

He saluted me, "as you wish." He grumbled. I huffed. I have no idea why but sometimes they act as if I boss them around. Well, I think I do. Well, only sometimes.

We led Bella to the room we had booked for her to change in the hotel. I had picked out an amazing dress for her; I could already imagine how stunning she will look in it.

I was vibrating with excitement. Bella was eyeing me curiously, I knew I hadn't completely dispersed her suspicions back in the spa, I had just distracted her.

She turned to Rose on her left and asked, "Why is she vibrating so much? And don't give me shit about it's because I am married or she is my brides maid because I know there is something else to the story. So spill." She demanded. I swear the girl should be a detective.

Rose sighed. But she too looked excited, "Jazz is going to grow some balls and ask her out." She beamed at the end of her sentence.

Bella looked shocked and then suddenly angry, I was confused by her expressions and emotions because this was the last thing I had expected.

"And you thought it wasn't important to tell me Alice!" she whispered-yelled furiously.

I was stunned for a minute before I replied, "You were already so stressed. And any way I told Rosalie a few hours ago." I said apologetically.

She sighed and nodded and then she looked excited for me the way I had expected her to react.

We reached our room and thrust Bella in a chair and started taking the bobby pins out of her hair. She sighed in relief when every pin was out and her hair was left loose. I giggled. I knew it hurt to tie your hair in such a manner. I combed my fingers in her hair and let it cascade down her back.

"Now get up!" I chirped.

She sighed but did as I said. I opened the zipper on the back of her dress and carefully stripped her out of it. Bella was really shy, she was never comfortable standing in front of us girls in nothing, hell she wasn't even comfortable standing in front us in her undergarments. And this could sometimes be very irritating at times like these. I bet she gave, whoever was waxing her, a hell of a time.

"Bella stop being so shy and fidgeting! I am not going to rape you! Did you forget I have been lusting after Rose's brother for as long as I have known him!" I said with a huff

She glared at me but fortunately stopped fidgeting and covering herself, which any way was fruitless. Rose came into the room with Bella's 'going away' dress and accessories.

I quickly helped her in while Rose strapped her into her heels. I took of her necklace while Rose strapped her bracelet on and I gave Bella her diamond dangling earrings to wear.

I sprinted to the bedroom to see if anything was left. I came back inside the bathroom and saw Rose giving some last touches to her hair. I smiled as I saw Bella through her head back and laugh at some joke Rose cracked. She really looked happy and after a very long time at that.

I like I said, her dress looked perfect on her. It was a one strap left shoulder dress; there was a silk white belt-like cloth below her chest which covered the whole circumference. On the left side was a white fake diamond broche on the silk belt, the silk cloth ruffled out on the top of the broche twice giving a flower like projection.

The dress reached her mid thigh and flowed out a bit. The white heels made the dress complete. She looked absolutely sexy and breathtaking.

"You look absolutely perfect! You are all set for your honeymoon!" I gushed.

She rolled her eyes at me but looked a bit apprehensive about something.

"Alice please tell me you haven't packed my bags." She looked truly frightened now.

"Of course silly I have. Who else would? And I have packed the nest clothes." I winked at her. Sometimes this girl just confused the hell out of me.

She groaned and muttered about buying something to wear in Italy which made me give a life threatening glare. She turned around and started muttering under her breath, I turned my head and switched my glare to Rosalie as she was laughing her ass of beside Bella.

It just caused her to double over with laughter. Tears were streaming down her face which pissed me off even more.

Bella glanced back at me and gave me a mischievous smirk. As soon as I saw the smirk making its way on her face I knew she was up to no good.

She walked up to Rose and stomped on Rose's foot. Her laughter immediately died down and she screamed, "Bitch!" this caused both of us to laugh because the look on Rose's face was priceless.

"Hey I am married! You should forgive me tonight" Bella said as she knew Rose was a vindictive bitch. Rose just sighed and nodded.

"Okay let's go or you'll be late for your flight." Bella sighed and nodded solemnly and followed us out the suite's door.

I stepped in to the room where the wedding was being held and Edward walked up to Bella. She looked up at him and blushed and Edward smirked at her. He leaned down and whispered something in her ear and Bella nodded while blushing.

We led them to the limousine which was waiting outside with both of their luggage. Bella and Edward waved at us and stepped inside the car and were off to the airport.

Now it would just take a matter of minutes for Jasper to come up and ask me out. I shared a look with Rose and grinned which she replied with grin of her own.

I told her that I'd be in the pool side of the hotel and she nodded, obviously knowing what I was planning.

The pool side was quite magical, every girl would want to be asked out and have her first kiss with the guy she has been crushing on and planning her wedding with there. I chose the specific place because it was damn sexy, and I would love to see his package in the light of the soft glow from the lanterns and of course the water from the pool which will 'accidentally' spill on him. God I am a psychic.

I smirked and headed off to my destination. This was going to be a lot of fun…

I took my gimmy choo heels off and popped down near the pool. I dipped my feet inside the water and began moving them to and fro.

Now all I had to do was wait for Jasper to show his cute ass. Not literally of course, though it would be damn nice if he did. I giggled out loud on the thought.

"What's a pretty lady like you sitting all alone in a place like this?" jasper drawled lazily in a southern action. I looked beside me to see him plopping down next to me.

"Did you copy that from a song? Because I am sure I have heard it some where." He smiled sheepishly.

"I might have." He said shyly. I loved the way he switched to being shy in just a matter of seconds sometimes.

"So… Edward and Bella make hot couple don't they?" he said. I nodded in agreement. I could hear his voice quivering at the end of his question. That was his tell tale sign of nervousness.

"Is there a reason why you are nervous?" I asked coyly. I had planned to make him work and sweat before he worked up the courage to ask me out on a date.

But I was realizing that it was a lot of damn work. If there was something I didn't have was patience. And any way I wanted to kiss the bejezus out of him, and that was pretty impossible if he was nervous since the very beginning.

I dipped my left shoulder a little lower to put more of my cleavage on display. My dress was pretty low and I am sure he could already see the swell of my breast but there was no harm in showing just a little more. If it was up to me I would have been naked and riding his cock a long time ago.

His breathing faltered as he eyed my breast. His mouth was opening and closing but no words came out, he looked like a fish over there for a minute.

I giggled. I was enjoying his ogling my boobs a little too much. I brought my pointer finger of my right hand towards his chin and gave it just a slight tug so that he could meet my eyes, even though all I wanted to do was jut my chest out for him see and squeeze. I almost moaned at the mental image but fortunately I didn't.

"Saw something you like?" I whispered seductively. I saw his Adam's apple bob as he swallowed. "Is there something you want to say?" I asked in the same manner and drew my hand back and placed it across my collar bone and rubbed it to and fro.

I had caught him staring across my collar bones many times and I knew he would love to replace my hands with his and comply with what I was doing.

His eyes jumped back and forth, from my hands on my collar bones to my eyes. he rubbed a hand across his face, – this meant he is awfully nervous and that things aren't going the way he wanted. Of course how could they? After all it was me in the equation, and even if I let him do things on his own pace and way, I'd have my first exactly two months from now, which is eight weeks, sixty one days, one thousand four hundred and sixty four hours and eighty seven thousand, eight hundred and forty minutes and I haven't counted the seconds yet, so you get what I mean right? I am way too impatient to wait that long – he looked up at me from beneath his lashes and said in a very nervous voice, "you already know what I am going to ask you?"

"Well if you mean what you are going to ask me next or say next, I am not so sure, but if mean what you are really here for and the reason why you are so damn nervous. Then yes of course." I said giggling.

"Well why don't you give me the answer and put me out of my misery?" aha! So he wanted the easy way out, not happening dude!

"What question?" I asked playing dumb. I have to say I have amazing acting skills.

"You are not gonna make it easy on me, are you? He asked sighing.

"Nope!" I sang.

"Well than here goes nothing. Alice I have wanted to ask you this since a very long time but didn't have the courage, will you please go out on a date with me? He added please as an after thought.

I wanted to stay silent and act as if I was contemplating my answer but I was way too excited about the prospect of kissing him and not to mention he looked really very, very, nervous.

"of course I will." I said smiling brightly.

The smile that broke across his face was very charming. I did what I had wanted to do since the last couple of years.

I swiftly straddled his lap and stopped just mere inches away from his lips. "I think I am a little too impatient to go around your way." He looked startled by my whorish way, but I couldn't make myself care about it.

I crushed my lips to his and brought my hands underneath his shirt to rub his well defined abs. he groaned at the sensation and crushed me to him rubbing his hands across my exposed back.

Our tongues were mingling together, engaged in a seductive dance. He rubbed his hand on the side of my hips and slowly brought his hands up to lightly graze the side of my breasts. I moaned in to his mouth and crushed myself further in to him.

The bulge in his pants came in contact with the desire pooled in between my thighs and the feeling it evoked was nearly overwhelming. I thrust my hips just as he did the same and we both groaned in unison.

I was already in heaven…

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