"Chuck, something has happened, and I think it's only fair you are the first one to know..."
"Blair, what is it?" Chuck asked making his way over to her.
She sighed. "Listen, you know that night where we...um"
"Yes, yes" Chuck urged her.
"Well, I think...something went wrong".
A million thoughts went rushing through his head. No, not something else too. The amnesia was already his fault; he couldn't bare anything else happening to her, never mind it being his fault as well. "What do you mean...went wrong?"
She sighed again. "Chuck, there's no easy way to say this but...I'm pregnant".
Chuck paled. His mind couldn't form any logical thoughts. He snapped out of it. "No, no that's impossible. We used a condom".
She shrugged. "I guess it broke".
He ran his fingers through his hair. "Have you considered your options?"
"I'm not getting an abortion Chuck" she said firmly. "I came here because you are the father and you deserve to know. Now, you can choose to be a part of this or not, but I am having this baby".
He took her hand in his and said "Don't ever think I wouldn't be here for you. I'll support you in whatever you do with this."
A small smile curled on her lips "Thank you Chuck" then paused. "You really have changed a lot since how I remember you".
He smiled back at her. "All because of you. I don't know where I'd be right now if you hadn't come into my life".
Her smile faltered. "Listen, Chuck...I know we were supposedly a couple, but..."
"No don't say anything" he cut her off. "I can't and don't expect anything from you, and it would be stupid of me to."
"But, you love me, and I don't return the feeling. Anymore I guess".
"Well, I guess I'll have to live with that". There was a pause. "Have you been to see a doctor yet?" he asked suddenly.
"No" she responded, a bit bewildered. "I guess it never occurred to me, I was so freaked out. I only thought about what to do about other people".
"Well, then I think we should go do that" he said pulling out his cell phone. "Hello? This is Chuck Bass. I need my limo brought around front please".
XOXO
Chuck hadn't been to Lennox since he had heard the devastating news about Blair, and was not fond of the chilling reminder of that tragic day. Which was why he was so relieved when the doctor took her right away.
The doctor's name was . "Good afternoon Blair" he said in a friendly voice. "Why don't you have a seat over here?" Blair did as she was told. Now, the first thing we have to do is take a sample of your urine..."
"Excuse me, what?" Blair asked.
"A urine sample" explained. "To see if you are really pregnant"
"I'm sorry. I'm not doing a urine sample"
The doctor looked flustered. "But why ever not"
"Because" she said matter of factly. "There is no way in hell I am peeing in a cup"
Chuck burst out laughing. Dr. Green glared at him. "Blair, I'm sorry but I can't help you if you don't do this".
She narrowed her eyes at him. "Dr. Green, I'M sorry, but if you can't help me, then we shall take our business elsewhere".
Blair stood up to leave. The doctor sent Chuck a pleading look. Chuck sighed and said "Blair, it doesn't matter where we go, they're going to need a urine sample".
"I told you I am not peeing in a cup!"
"Blair, I know it's not exactly the most pleasant thing to do in the world, but you want to have this baby right? Or have you changed your mind?"
This cause Blair's face to freeze. Chuck smirked. He knew he got her there. Blair turned to Dr. Green "Doctor, I'm going to need a cup"
XOXO
"That was the most degrading thing I've ever had to do in my life" Blair complained on their way out of the hospital. Chuck opened the door of the limo for her. "It could have been worse. Besides, now we know for sure"
She looked at him. "Yea, we do" there was a moment of silence. "Chuck, what are we going to tell everyone? What are people going to think!"
"Well, I wouldn't tell anyone for at least another month, unless you want to tell Serena or something, but I wouldn't worry too much about it. I'm sorry to bring it up, but I don't think it will matter that much because we've been together for a while. Besides, it's not like we're in high school. And I know we're not married, but people will get over it and go about their meaningless lives. It'll just be the subject of gossip for a while. Then something new and bigger will happen, and it will be a tiny thing in the back of their minds"
"I suppose you're right" she said with a sigh. Another moment of silence passed.
"So" Chuck began. "Have you thought about if you are going to keep it or not?"
"Well…" Blair said. "Honestly, I have no idea what I am going to do".
"Really? Why is that?"
"Well, the thing is…I'm worried about being a mother. I know that's normal, everyone gets scared, but I'm worried about becoming like MY mother. All my mother could see when she looked at me were my flaws, and was always thinking about how I could be better, or comparing me to Serena. I was never good enough for her, and it caused me to do some regretful things. I would never want to put another human being through that. I would want a good relationship with my child, and a close family. I suppose that's just not possible in the Upper East Side though" she stared sadly ahead.
Chuck was surprised. He didn't expect her to share something so personal with him. Sure, she had told him this before, but coming from this Blair meant something. She was obviously comfortable sharing anything with him, which was a good sign. He was also flattered that she would share this with him. "Blair, you don't have to be like that. Our parents here are like that because that's how their parents were, but we could change that. Despite what your mother may think of you, you are an amazing person. I mean, you're Blair Waldorf for crying out loud! People don't tell you who you are, you tell them. If you really want to keep this baby, then I have no doubt in my mind you would make an excellent mother".
Blair smiled and stared at the floor. "Nothing has to be decided right now". The limo came to a halt. "I guess this is my place. Bye Chuck, and thanks" she got out of the limo.
"Bye Blair" he said softly.
"Oh and Chuck?" she asked, sticking her head back in the limo.
"Yes?"
"See you tomorrow?" she asked hopefully.
He smirked at her "Sure thing Walforf"
Blair smiled and scurried up to her building.
Chuck watched her go with a feeling of warmth. Maybe things could work out for them after all…
Wow it's been a while since I updated. I've been so busy! Hopefully I get around to writing more this weekend, since I am going away next weekend, but we shall see. Reviews are much loved.