Note: This one it kind of sad! And a tad longer than the last one...sorry for that i just liked where it stops..
I feel alone by Nat Wolff
Inspired by David Nail's Red Light
First piece of song is red light the rest is I feel alone!
Phineas had decided on creating a hover craft that goes faster than light speed. When his friends heard this they practically laughed in his face. "You haven't built anything in at least a year and you expect to make something that is just outright impossible!" Buford cried out before exiting the backyard. Soon other kids followed suit until all that was left was Isabella and the two brothers.
So this is how it ends
This is where it all goes down
This is what I don't love you feels like
…While my world's crashing down
(Red light)
Throughout the whole tirade Phineas kept his head down, as if he were a puppy dog being scolded. "Sorry Isabella, Ferb, I guess I've failed you both," he said sadly. You could see the tears in his eyes.
"Oh Phineas! Since when have you ever listened to what everyone else thinks? Your Phineas Fyl," she tried comfort him but was interrupted.
"Save it Isabella. Just go home like every one else." With that he walked over to his usual spot in the backyard and sank down.
This time Ferb spoke. "I'm sorry brother. It's heartbreaking for me to see you depressed. If you would like we two could build something together."
"Save it. Ferb, Isabella could you leave I would just like to be alone!" He tried to smile but he didn't have the willpower. Ferb nodded and entered the house through the sliding doors. Isabella said her goodbyes practically inaudible and snuck out of the backyard through the gate.
Sometimes we smile
To keep from frowning
"What could I have done wrong? Through all these years, what changed, did I change?" Phineas cried out loud. He felt all alone, by himself, and on his own. He knew no one else felt the way he did. No one else felt as depressed and miserable, not that he knew of anyways.
I feel alone
With all my friends
I feel alone
Till the end
I feel alone
He couldn't help but laugh at his misery, he felt sorry for himself. His laughter soon turned into a lunatic's cackle. He couldn't help but hold back a grin. He knew at this point he needed help, he need emotional help. He needed company, companionship, friendship, what he had was isolation, remoteness, and loneliness.
Sometimes we laugh
To keep from crying
Sometimes we lie
to keep from feeling
sometimes we hurt
to keep from healing
At this point, he had reached his breaking point. He stopped laughing, stopped thinking crazy and just started crying. He wasn't just crying, he was weeping, on the verge to howling. He couldn't help it.
Sometimes we laugh
To keep from crying
Though the rest of his face stayed emotionless his eyes grew wide. He was genuinely curious as to what his brother would do next. He was watching from the window. He knew his brother needed him, he just didn't know how to help. He didn't know what to do. He could feel his own heart being ripped out and stomped on. Anyone with a heart would feel his pain. He was just an innocent boy being put through so much emotional pain. And why? Because people where careless to other people's feelings? Because people are heartless? Because people are not supportive enough? And he felt guilty, it was mostly his own fault.
Note: Did you like it? Next Chapter should be out tomorrow! :)