I Love To Hate You
This is another installment of I LOVE TO HATE YOU! Lol I hope u guys enjoyed it happy holidays to everyone on with the chapter now
I felt Klaus pull away first surprisingly. I whimpered slightly, but quickly hiding it not wanting to show weakness in front of him. "No, I'm not falling for it this time" he said seriously almost vulnerably looking away from me.
I stupidly didn't understand what he was talking about. "Excuse me" I said after clearing my throat, to keep it from sounding to deep. "Isabella, do you realize, what you do to me" he asked exasperatedly, standing up pacing across the hotel room.
"What do I do to you, you're the big scary vampire that kills everyone who doesn't give you what you want, and you could kill me anytime to get rid of me, because it is very obvious that my stubbornness bugs the shit out of you" I said raising my voice, pissed off now.
"Bella, you were the first one I ever changed in my whole life, you must've meant something to me when I saw you of course, I could never hurt you, haven't you figured that out by now" he shouted back just as exasperated.
"Klaus from what it seems that there's a specific word for the way you feel why can't you say it" I said hinting at the word love. Honestly I wanted to know if he actually loved me or not, I could never tell with him.
He stopped and stared at me deeply, swallowing nervously. "Oh come on let me help you out here, I LOVE YOU KLAUS" I felt myself blurt out all of the sudden. I quickly slapped my hand over my mouth, afraid of what he would say about my new confession. Hell, he might even laugh in my face about it.
I felt him, hesitating silently afraid to reply back. I felt he tears finally overboard, leaking down my face uncontrollably. "I guess I have my answer now" I said in a choked whisper, as I sped out of the hotel room, leaving Klaus in shock. I ran to the woods, as the tears started to fall quicker and quicker. I froze in the middle of the woods.
I felt it waslike I went back into time, having a flashback or something like that.
Flashback
I opened my eyes quickly, feeling Klaus coming into the house, as I enthusiastically jumped up speeding down the stairs into his direction. I quickly attacked him, jumping into his open embrace not caring what he would do
I buried my face into his neck inhaling his hypnotizing scent. "Whoa, excited to see me" he said slightly teasing. I pulled away from him with a small nod. I leaned in kissing him hungrily, I still haven't gotten over my newborn stage, still blood crazed unable to go out into public, or come across a human by myself unless I was actually hunting, but Klaus didn't trust me.
"I was so lonely I thought I was going to go insane, and kill myself I couldn't go hunting without you so I haven't fed in a while" I said slightly hinting at wanting to go out hunting.
He got my hint, and set me down grabbing my hand silently dragging me out into the cool midnight air.
We ran into the vegetation, knowing there would be some useless hiker, drunk roaming around the forest lonely wanting to die, maybe.
I stopped in the middle of the woods, inhaling the scents around me. I already felt someone's blood pumping swiftly from adrenaline maybe? I felt my mouth slightly water, as I was ready to run off. Right when I was about to go, I felt Klaus grab me violently by the waist holding me to his chest, trying to keep me calm.
I felt myself calm down slightly. "Not yet, you have, to prey on them get them scared" he whispered in my ear, eternally melting me. We crept up together, scaring him slightly as he heard the branch crack. I than felt my instincts kick in as I blurred over to him attacking his neck savagely.
Klaus was prepared to stop me, but quickly froze watching me feed off this human. From the blood bond I could tell he found it oddly arousing somehow.
I pulled away once I heard his heart stop. I had a predatory smirk plastered across my face, knowing the blood was smeared all over my face like I just ate of course.
I dropped the body leaving it alone as I walked up close to Klaus, but stopping a foot away from him. "That's, how it's done" I concluded asking a question.
He nodded with a satisfactory smile, he leered closer with a hungry stare on me. I leered closer to him, meeting him halfway. We met each other in a passionate kiss, as he licked the blood off my face, eliciting a moan from the back of my throat, I felt my fangs descend as I bit his lip lasting the two ting drops of blood coming down.
His fangs descended also, as he bit my tongue tasting my blood also. Our kiss was mixed with blood, passion, tongues everything that we both loved. As we continued to feed off of each other in a fine frenzy, I felt a crystal clear thought hit me like a rocket.
I'm in love with this man
End of flashback
I felt myself drop to the ground on my knees, as a strangled sob escaped my lips. I let the tears of 12,000 years all come out, as I sobbed loudly not caring who would see it.
How could I love him, he never answered so that must mean he doesn't love me at all. I was just the beginning pawn in his little game he started, now he is just obsessed with the fucking doppelganger, trying to break the curse.
I felt the anger start to build up, replacing all of the sorrowful sadness. I growled out wanting to kill Klaus, but than I quickly faltered realizing it was to hard to try to kill the bastard like for all of the originals.
I felt the heavy pounding of a human heart coming closer to my spot. I looked up to see that it was the human doppelganger he was trying to find.
I looked up at her through wet glistening lashes, as I saw the look of worry cross the human's features.
She cautiously walked closer, standing over my sagging form. "Hey are you ok" she asked genuinely worried about me. Stupid human.
I looked up at her sobbing still, knowing she would be able to see me even in the dark. "No, no I'm not" I stated simply my face turning into a sexy sneer. Her features dropped into fear and panic as she realized her mistake.
I jumped up to her level standing a couple inches taller than her, as I speedily ripped off the stupid little vervain necklace in disgust.
I lunged at her throat cutting it up taking one small gulp as I whipped my head up looking at her with a manic smile across my features. "He will definitely love me now" I cackled out manically, as I continued to drink from her taking away her life essence.
I pulled away after 2 more large gulps, as I looked her deeply in her eyes. "You will go to sleep and only wake up when I tell you too" I said hypnotically compelling her. "I will go to sleep and only wake up when you tell me too" she replied back mechanically, her eyes drooping shut instantly.
Ok so how is this chapter I decided to make this more complicated I know, but I wanted to write a sort of darker Bella I guess you could say. So now that she finally admitted she loved him, she was hurt that he didn't say anything back and she thinks since he's been obsessed with trying to break the curse, that if she brought Elena to him for the sacrifice he will love her simple as that
Songs inspired
Perfect Nightmare by Shontelle
Manic by Plumb
What hurts the most by cascada (I like that version better)
Memories by within temptation
Your love is a lie by simple plan
