A/N: Oh god, I'm apologizing for: this chapter being shorter than the other chapters, the worst chapter grammar-wise, for weird make out scenes bacause it was so awkward to write and for this being the last chapter. There's coming an epilogue to end it. I hope you enjoy the sappy Kogan, because it is kinda sappy. At least, I think it is. ;)

I was the morning after one of the strangest days of my life. I was trying to process everything that went on the previous day. Kissing my best friend in front of the whole world. Making out with my best friend in front of the whole world. Making out with my best friend in my dressing room. Leaving my best friend in my dressing room, feeling tingly.

When I returned to my dressing room yesterday, Kendall wasn't there. I was a little disappointed. A part of me really wanted to find him and kiss him. Hard and a lot. But the other part knew I really had to think about what was going on. And this realistic part was stronger. I went to my dressing room and went on my computer. I went back to those sites of our crazy fangirls. I was thoroughly looking at every picture that was on there. And some of them definitely amazed me. Do I really look at Kendall that way, always, while licking my lips? And it does seem like He touches me a lot. But that doesn't have to mean anything, right? I mean, James and Carlos do that too. Okay, maybe that might be a wrong thing to say if you think about that thing called Jarlos. This was too overwhelming.

After yesterday, I hadn't had a chance to talk Kendall in private so I decided to go to his dressing room. I knew he wasn't shooting a scene at this moment, because it was time for Carlos' kiss with Stephanie. No Kendall involved. I had no idea what I was going to say but we just needed to talk. So I walked down the hallway to his door and knocked.

He opened the door in person and when he saw me, he grabbed my arm pronto and dragged me into his room. Before I could even say a thing I was pushed against his door and Kendall's lips were on mine. At first I went with it, but when I thought of the reason why I went here I pushed Kendall away. "You do realize that we have to talk about this, right?" He put his hand over my mouth to shut me up. "We don't, that's the beauty of this." I looked up into his eyes and I saw a mixture of lust and… love? He just stared at me until I licked his hand. He removed it straightaway and he guided me to his love seat. He pushed me down and kissed me again while he was practically sitting in my lap. That was a complete turn on. "Kendaaaaaaaahl."

I moaned. I MOANED. My best friend made me moan. Well, there is a first time for everything, right. And I can't really complain. He pulled away, but only one inch. "Yeah, Logie? Do you still wanna talk?" Instead of answering, I placed my hand on his neck and pulled him back. There was no way in hell that we we're gonna talk now!

After a good 15 minutes of just sitting there, kissing and moaning we heard a knock on the door. "We're shooting the next scene in five minutes, be there!" Kendall got of off me with a frown on his face. "Don't pout; did you forget which scene we're shooting?" Something clicked in his head because his smile returned immediately. "Our kissing scene!" He started giggling; which was very contagious so I giggled with him. We walked to the set together and went in to the closet.

In the afternoon, I was alone again. Even though I was with Kendall the whole morning, we hadn't talked about it yet. And that was driving me crazy. How could he just ignore this? Every time we were alone he just kissed me without saying a word. I needed to go for a walk to clear all these thoughts in my head.

I was walking on the Nickelodeon grounds when I bumped in to something big… or someone. "Logan, man, how are you doing?" He went for a fist bump but I didn't respond. "I'm… fine, Stephen, I guess." He motioned for me to sit down.

"You're not looking or sounding fine. So what's wrong?" I sighed. Not sure if I should tell the whole story. I didn't even know if there was a story to tell. Yeah, I was a little confused, but that's all. "I… you… I figure you've seen it yesterday?" I started. I wasn't completely sure where this conversation was going but I guess it'd be fine to finally talk to someone about it. "And with it you mean your kissing scene with Kendall? Yeah, I've seen that. What about it." Okay, that was a casual reaction. Maybe a little bit too casual. "Since we did that scene, all we can do *cough* is kiss and touch each other. It's so weird, but great at the same time." I let out a deep sigh. "And your point is?" "I wasn't finished yet!" I snapped at him. I had no idea why I was feeling anger at the moment. "But Kendall doesn't wanna talk about it. And now I have no idea how I'm supposed to feel."

He looked at me with his eyebrows furrowed. "What about happy?" Now it was my turn to look at him like he just said the weirdest thing ever. "What?" "You know, happy. This morning, you both glowed with happiness. Not only this morning, though. You two are always happy around each other." That shut me up. My mind was working overtime. All these people, everybody is saying the same thing.

Everybody said how obvious we are, how madly in love we are, how cute we are together, how happy we look. And now Stephen, a cast mate and good friend, is saying the same thing? I have no idea how they all came to that conclusion. But they are right about one thing; Kendall does make me happy. Very happy, actually. Now that I think about it, he is the only person who can just walk into a room and make me smile instantly. Oh boy, we definitely need to talk.

I went back to my dressing room. I entered and when I turned on the light I jumped in the air a little. Kendall was sitting on a chair in the middle of the room. He got up with a big smirk on his face. He walked up to me and began kissing me once again. But this time, he pulled away after a few seconds. "I am ready to talk!" He pecked me on the lips fast and walked back to the chair. "Really? Okay, that's a good thing, I guess."

I hesitated before sitting down on another chair, opposite to the one Kendall was sitting on. "So… Let's talk." I suddenly got very nervous, and I didn't know why but I thought it had something to do with Kendall's eyes. I saw so many emotions; the most outstanding one was fear. He attempted to start the real conversation.

"I talked to James, before I came here and, he made me… see something." Not one word came out with confidence. Kendall is one of the most laid-back persons I know. He talks about every subject like it's nothing but now there he was, almost at a loss for words. Only because he has to talk to me about some weird encounters that we had. I decided to just listen.

"He, he made me see something that you do." All of a sudden, I didn't know if this was going to be positive for me. I shoved my plan of just listening out of the way, I couldn't stay silent. "What did I do… is it a bad thing?"

His eyes snap open wide at my reply. "No! No it's really not a bad thing, believe me!" And I believed him. Instantly. I didn't even question it. "Okay, so what is it that I do." He let out a sigh. "Logan, don't push me!" I chuckled. He was so nervous it was adorable, even though I couldn't really figure out why he was so nervous. Then again, so was I. But seeing him almost breaking made me relax more.

"It's just that," He paused. I could so how hard it was for him. I stood up and walked over; I kneeled down and put my hand on his shoulder for reassurance, to let him know I wouldn't run away, no matter what he'd say. His green eyes met mine and finally, everything came out. "You, you make me feel so happy, always. I don't know how to put it in another way. But, I believe that you are the reason I smile every day."

I did the first thing that came to me. I hugged him like it was the last time I would ever see him. He returned the hug immediately. "Oh Kendall, I was about to say the same thing. People always say I smile a lot, and I've realized that that's because of you. I've seen so many photos of us on the internet and oh, how come we've never noticed it before?" His grip on me got tighter when I felt my shoulder getting wet. "Kendall, are you…"

"No! Yes, I mean, hearing you say those words, it's so perfect. I know it sounds way too sappy but…" I cut of his rant by kissing him. I had no idea where our confessions were gonna put us, but for this moment I was content with his lips on mine. This kiss was so different from all our previous ones. This wasn't a kiss driven by lust, or the want to touch each other, to just feel the other one. There was something else thrown in the mix and I couldn't describe it differently than as love. It was pure love. Maybe it was puppy love, but it still counts.

I was still on my knees in front of me, so he picked me up and positioned me on his lap. After a couple of minutes I broke the silence. "So how do we call this?" He started laughing softly. "Didn't we just call this happiness?" I slapped him in the face, playfully of course. "Yea silly, but I didn't mean that. I meant this thing I see in your eyes. Right next to your happiness." His face changed back to serious.

"Oh, you mean the adoration?" I was kinda relieved when he said instead of love, because I was afraid of saying it back. But on the other hand, I felt slightly disappointed. "Yeah, that."

"You know it's in your eyes too?" I smiled at him, like I always do. "I won't ever doubt that."

This was all a couple of weeks ago. You could say that Kendall and I are together now. We make out and love each other, but don't really do all the couple stuff. We're together all day every day, so we don't even have the time. I have no idea where this is gonna take us, but there's one thing I know for sure; I will never let this man go.

A/N: Epilogue is coming your way.