I've Had It! His Turn! Am I Gone?
Bella's POV
'FUCK MY LIFE!'
'I can't stand it! He's suffocating me!'
I tell Alec everything, he went back to being my best friend, gosh I miss kissing him.
Jacob, well he helps me too. He's a really close friend, who I don't mind being more with.
It's been a couple of months. Those months feel like years.
Month 1 with Edward:
"How are you Bella?" He asked.
"I'm fine," I whispered.
"So, let's go eat, you must be hungry," he told me.
"Not really," I said.
"But you should eat," he argued.
"Not if I'm not hungry," I snapped.
Edward shook his head and walked away.
Month 2 with Edward:
I tripped going to class.
"Bella! Are you okay?" He shouted.
"Yes, I just fell," I told him,
"Does it hurt anywhere? Do you need me to carry you?" He asked, worried.
"No and no," I answered.
I got up and entered class.
Month 3 with Edward:
"Bella, I think we should break up," he whispered.
"What?" I asked in shock.
"Look, I'm no good for you. I'm a monster," he said. He walked inside the house.
Later that night:
"Bella I made a mistake," he told me.
"Of dating or breaking up with me?" I asked.
"Breaking up with you," he said, "I love you."
"I love you too," I said.
"Please take me back," he begged.
"O-kay?" I said sounding like a question,
He smiled and kissed me.
Month 4 with Edward:
Edward and I were at his meadow. He kissed me, but not like Alec. It was like he was pulling back.
Month Five with Edward: (Now)
It felt like five years instead of months.
"Bella!" Alec called out.
I walked to my family.
"What's up?" I asked.
"We are going hunting for two days," Jane said.
"Is Edward going?" I asked.
"He doesn't want to," Alec told me.
"Why?" I asked.
"He thinks you'll get hurt," Daddy told me. That pissed me off.
Edward came down.
"You better go hunting," I said.
"No, I'll be fine," he said.
"No, you're going," I demanded.
"No I'm not," he growled.
"You go, or it's over," I threatened.
"You're bluffing," he said.
"Fine, we are done," I told him, "I'm going with Jacob. Jane can you give me a ride? I know you want to say bye to Seth."
She nodded and we left.
Edward's POV
'She dumped me?'
"Go hunt Edward," Alec told me.
"Don't tell me what to do," I growled.
He just rolled his eyes.
"I will win her back," I told him, "you watch."
"Just get over yourself," Alec told me and he walked away.
"At least I had a chance with her!" I screamed at him.
He stopped and turned.
"Look Cullen, you don't have a bigger chance than me or Jacob. But if I were you, I would let her breath," he told me.
"I do!" I screamed.
"Yeah, and that is why she has been so tired of you," he told me. He walked away, leaving me alone.
Jacob's POV
I was waiting for Edward to leave Bella. Someone knocked on my door.
"Hey Cullen," I said as I opened the door.
"Actually it's Hale and Volturi," Bella said smiling.
"Where is Edward?" I asked.
Her smile left. "We broke up," she said. She didn't look sad, just mad. I saw Jane.
"Seth is upstairs," I told her. She nodded and ran up the stairs to be with him.
I smiled at Bella.
"What do you want to do?" I asked.
"Hang out," she said.
"There's a bonfire," I suggested.
"What's that?" She asked.
"Oh, well the pack gather with our elders and we tell stories about the Cullens and us," I explained.
"Ooohhh, fun," she said smiling.
"We have to wait for Seth," I told her.
She nodded.
Bella's POV
Jane left to hunt. Seth seemed a little down.
"Suck it up Seth," Jacob said.
"Do you know how it feels to be away from your imprint?" Seth snapped.
"Yeah I do," Jacob whispered.
I felt bad. We made it to the bonfire, everyone was happy to see me.
"Kiddo!" Paul shouted. He ran to hug me.
"Hey Pauly Wauly," I said. He hugged me harder. "Can't...breathe... need... air," I managed to say.
"Paul let go of the Vampire Girl," Kim said.
"Vampire Girl?" I asked.
"Yeah, you are dating one," she said.
"Well not anymore," I told her.
"Did he hurt you?" Paul growled.
"Oh no, I dumped him," I said, laughing.
Everyone's mouths hung open.
Emily, Claire, and Kim ran to me.
"Are you mad? Sad?" Emily asked.
"I'm mad, but not sad," I told them.
"Sit down everyone," a guy in a wheelchair said.
I never met the elders.
"It's nice to meet you Isabella," he said.
"You too, um Mr..." I started.
"Black, Billy Black," he said, smiling. I looked at Jacob.
"Yup, Bella, meet my dad," he said.
"Well, Mr. Black, I now know where Jacob got his looks," I said smiling.
"Bella," he said, seriously, "I don't want a relationship."
I felt all my blood leave my face. "I...uh...I didn't... I'm sorry," I stuttered.
Jacob and his father laughed.
"I was playing," Mr. Black said.
I turned so red. Everyone was laughing. I went to sit down. Jacob followed me.
"Are you mad?" He asked.
"No, just embarrassed," I answered.
"It'll be fine," he said.
Jacob's father started the stories. They were interesting.
"So as we know the descendents are mortal enemies with vampires, until now. A special girl came along and changed everything," he said. He smiled at me.
"Bella you want to take a walk? "Jacob asked.
"Sure," I said.
We went to the First Beach.
"So what's up?" I asked.
"Look, since you're not seeing anyone, maybe you would like to go on a real date with me?" he said.
"I would love that," I said. I kissed him. After pulling away, we went back.
Jacob's POV
I finally got the guts to tell her. She kissed me and I was so happy.
We went back and everyone was laughing. The elders left and it was just our imprints and we wolves.
"Hey look who's back," Embry said. He had a beer in his hand. 'Were we gone that long?'
"Are you drunk?" I asked.
"Noooooo," he said real slowly.
Everyone was laughing. Bella got a beer and opened it. She drank and I just stared.
"What?" She asked.
"I'm older and I don't even drink," I answered.
"It's my first time," she told me.
She sat down next to me and continued drinking. She drank about four.
"Jakey, look," she said. She was fighting Embry. They were the only drunk ones. She was winning.
"Damn, she's biting me!" Embry shouted.
Bella laughed.
I picked her up and took her to the Cullens. I fell asleep with her.
Bella's POV
The light hit my face and I couldn't sleep. I got up with a huge headache.
"Ow," I muttered. I laid back down and put my arm over my eyes.
"How do you like your hangover?" Jacob asked.
He was next to me. I hit him, but hurt myself.
"Shut up," I muttered.
He laughed and it hurt my head.
Edward's POV
We were heading home and I smelt Bella's and Jacob's scents. And I also smelt alcohol. I looked at my family and they smelt it too. We ran to Bella's room and I heard Jacob's thoughts.
'Damn Sam, I told him he shouldn't have given her those drinks, but no, she'll be fine. She's fucking puking her guts out, is that even possible? Hmm I'll Google it later. So about me and Bella, I'll ask Emmett and Rosalie for their permission to take her out, yeah I'll do that,' he thought.
We made it to her room and Jacob was at the bathroom door and Bella was throwing up. Emmett started laughing. Everyone glared at him.
"What, our little girl is growing up," he said seriously.
"Um, Emmett, Rosalie can I talk to you?" Jacob asked.
"Yeah," Emmett answered.
They left the room and Alec went to check on Bella.
Emmett's POV
Jacob, Rosalie, and I went to the living room.
"So?" I urged.
"I was wondering if you could give me permission to date Bella. I know when Alec asked Rosalie, you felt proud. And when Edward didn't, you felt disappointed. I want to ask both of you, to show my respect. I love Bella with my whole heart and it would mean a lot if you let Bella and I be together," he said. He didn't stutter once.
This kid has guts. Edward didn't even asked. Alec at least asked one of us, and Jacob is asking both of us. I look at Rosalie and she looks happy.
"Okay Black, we give you are blessing. Take care of her like Alec did. Let her be her own unlike Edward. And you better make her happy," I told him.
He smiled and looked happy as hell. "Thank you sir, Rosalie," he said.
Bella came down stairs. We all sat on the couch and watched television.
Rosalie was on my lap. Alice and Jasper were cuddling. Jane and Seth were talking. The pack (with Imprints) were laying down. The ones without were watching the movie. Alec looked hurt, but covered it up; Edward didn't. He glared at Jacob. Bella and Jacob were lying down on the couch. They fell asleep. Jacob's arm was around her waist. His chin was on her head.
Rosalie's POV
While we watched Legion, the half-humans and Bella fell asleep. 'Bella and Jacob looked so cute.' Edward growled.
All the Vampires looked at him.
"How could she?" He asked.
We stared.
"She just broke up with me, and now she's with him. It took a month for her to get over Alec," he said, "and it took hours to get over me."
"You know, she does care a lot about you three all the same," Jane said.
We all looked at her. "She doesn't want to go through what she went through with Alec. She wants to forget getting hurt and thinks if she breaks up with you before she gets too attached then she won't feel so hurt," she told us.
"Her pain is twice as bad now, and with yours and Alec's it's worse," Jasper said.
Edward nodded as did Alec. 'They really love her,' I thought.
"We do" Edward answered.
Bella's POV (Bella Turned 18)
-~Two Months Later~-
Everyone was in the clearing. The vampires and wolves appeared. One had a sword.
"Let's dance," the reddish haired vampire said.
I got scared. One multiplied himself, the black haired one. Everyone attacked. They didn't let me fight.
The reddish haired one was in front of me.
Alec tried to get to me, but a brown haired girl pushed him back.
A blonde one got Edward and threw him into a tree.
Jacob was fighting three clones.
I felt a sharp pain in my chest. I looked down and saw the sword had entered my chest. He took it out and I cried out in pain.
I fell down on my knees and hands. I coughed up blood.
"Bella!" Everyone screamed.
The bad guys left. I collapsed and...nothing.
Edward's POV (Everyone's thought's)
'This can't happen. It's an illusion' -Rosalie
'Bella, stop playing wake up.' - Emmett
'Bella you can't go.' -Alice
'This is not true!' -Jasper
'No not my daughter!' -Esme
'She's loosing blood.' -Carlisle
'This has to be a dream!' -Paul
'Bella you can't leave.' -Leah
'Wake up Vampire Girl!' -Kim
'Don't die!' -Sam
'Please stay with us.' -Embry
'Come on sis, open your eyes.' -Jane
'Bella, please Bella.' -Quil
'I'll rip them apart. I'll make them wish they did nothing to you. Honey, please don't leave me.' -Jacob
'You can't go. You have to stay! We need you. I need you. Bella, Sweetheart, don't leave me. I'll follow you. I don't care. I'll do anything for you. I can't live without you. Please Baby, you have to stay, for me.' -Alec
'Bella, please stay with us. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. We all need you so much. You gave us new lives. Please.' -Me
Alec's POV
We took her to the house where Carlisle had his medical stuff.
"Alec...I'm...sorry...cough(blood)...I'm...not...strong...cough(more blood)...enough," she whispered.
"Shh. Don't talk. You need your strength," I told her.
She nodded. She heart beat slowed and she was gasping for breath.
"Stay with us Bella," I begged.
"I'll try," she whispered.
The monitor went crazy.
Everyone was in the room.
Carlisle checked on her. He turned to us and said words no one wanted to hear.
"She's not going to make it."
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