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BPOV

I rested my head on his shoulder and he rested his head on top of mine. I can't believe this has finally happened! What about Tanya though? I heard them on the phone…

"Edward?" I asked

"Mmmm" he said

"Why are you with me and not Tanya?" I asked curiously

"You heard didn't you?" he asked

"Yeah" I said looking up at him. He tensed and looked away.

"Well… truth is I was trying to make you jealous and well Tanya was giving me tips and stuff to help get my confidence up so I could ask you out"

"You wanted to make me jealous? That's so stupid" I said laughing

He blushed and I kissed him on the cheek

"I love you" he said watching me with careful eyes as if he had just said the wrong thing. Most girls would be shocked if a guy said they loved them on the first day but with Edward, it was different.

"I love you too" I said smiling

"Bella and Edward, is there something you need to tell me?" Carlisle asked from the pool gate

We turned around slightly nervous.

"Um dad we're kind of dating now" Edward said as if he was seeking approval.

"Oh son I'm so happy for you, you know Bella, You were all Edward talked about" Edward groaned and blushed. He got out of the pool and shooed his father away. I laughed and looked away shyly.

"Sorry about that" he said

"It's fine; my dad would have done the same"

"I'll see you both later then I guess… oh I must go tell Charlie and Renee" I jumped out of the pool scared. My dad did not want me to have any boyfriends, he actually told me himself once. My mum begged to differ though; she couldn't wait for me to get a boyfriend.

"I have to go" I said to Edward reluctantly

"No, stay Bella" he begged

"I can't I have to see my parents"

"Not now Bella" he argued

"I have to; my dad is… ugh… you don't understand… I'll be back soon, I promise" I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and walked out of the pool area. I saw Carlisle and Esme walk out of their Cabin with huge smiles on their faces and smiled.

I walked up the steps quietly and was about to walk in when I heard my parents arguing.

"Renee she knows how I feel about this!"

"Charlie calm down their young and in love"

"I made jokes about it, I didn't mean for her to do it! I'm heartbroken that she has done this, I thought we agreed, she's my little girl"

"Charlie this was bound to happen sometime"

"I don't know, all I do know is that I'm extremely disappointed"

A tear rolled down my cheek. I had hurt my father, I was so selfish! It was true that I had betrayed my father and lost his respect. But I loved Edward more than anything in the world! He was my life and my love and I had only just got him! But was my father's perspective of me more important than my relationship with Edward? I ran down the steps not wanting to hear anymore.

I ran next door and walked straight up into my room, why was it so hard for me to be happy? What was I going to do…? I love Edward so much! I need him! I collapsed onto my bed and broke down into silent tears as I didn't want anyone to hear me.

"Hey guys, where's Bella" I heard Edward ask from downstairs

"In her room" I heard Alice say

I wiped my tears and ran out onto the balcony. I desperately tried to hide my tear streaked face with my hair but was unsuccessful.

"Bella, there you are" he said coming outside to join me

"What did your parents say?" he asked me and I just sighed

"I didn't tell them" I said partially lying

"Oh well I'm sure they'll be happy, well I think" he said trying to lighten the mood. I tried my best to laugh and he moved a strand of my hair.

"Have you been crying?" he asked looking at me worriedly

"No, I just yawned" I said and he sighed

"I know your lying" he said and I let go, I broke down into his arms and he pulled me close to him.

"What happened?" he asked again

"No-Nothi-ng" I said sobbing hysterically

"Bella…"

"Edward, I can't… I can't"

"What do you mean?" he asked looking extremely upset

"It's my dad, I have betrayed him, and I can't be with you anymore"

"Bella, don't say that" he said trying not to cry too

"Edward, he doesn't want me to have a boyfriend, he doesn't want me to be with anyone and I promised I wouldn't, I forget that promise and he's hurt, because of me! I can't do this! I want to be with you, but I can't Edward, I can't!"

He looked at me shocked and wiped away my tears.

"Bella, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you in the canoe I shouldn't have done this to you, it's my fault not yours, I'm sorry" he said

"No, don't you dare say it's your fault because it isn't! Edward what am I going to do"

"Nothing right now, I think, what you need is just space, I'm sorry I shouldn't have done anything, I have to go" he walked back inside and out the front. I saw him walk down to the lake and pick up some rocks. He put a bunch in his hand and chucked them into the water obviously too stressed to create a skim. He started chucking them harder and then he fell to his knees. He put his hands on his head and chucked a rock at the ground. He eventually sat on the ground and put his head on his knees.

I did that to him, he was hurt too along with Charlie and I had done it. Tears rolled down my face as I watched the sight before me.

I saw Alice walk out after him and sit beside him. He put his head on he shoulder and she put her arm around him. I felt like a jerk all because of a promise I made when I was 10.

I heard the door close behind me and Emmett walked out.

"What is going on?" he asked confused

"Nothing Emmett, just nothing"

He saw I was crying and pulled me into a hug, not a bear hug but a soft comforting hug.

"I see you and Eddie have had a falling out on the first day huh? The poor dude, look at him, I've never seen him like this before. You know I always thought you two would be the first to date, marry and have kids"

Emmett's words only made me cry harder.

"Oh god, right, I guess that wasn't a good thing to say at the moment"

I laughed a little and he smiled. "There you go, laughing at my stupidity!"

I hit him in the stomach and he faked hurt.

"Anyways were all going out to dinner now love, so it might be wise to get dressed into one of the dresses Alice bought for you"

"Dinner, tonight, your kidding" I said wiping my eyes

"I wish I was, but no" he gave me one last hug and left the room. I walked inside and went through my wardrobe. I picked out a nice dress and held it up to me in front of the mirror. A couple of minutes later Edward walked into the room. He smiled weakly at me and picked out jeans and a top. His face was also tear streaked and his face was very upset. He gathered his clothes together and headed for the door.

"That will look nice on you" he said on his way out

"Thanks" I whispered after him.

We got to the restaurant and took our seats. Edward and I sat across from each other and we both felt slightly awkward. What was I supposed to say to him? I felt horrible about the whole thing. Not to mention my dad who was constantly staring at me and Edward.

The waitress brought out the breads and I sighed feeling the worst I've felt in a while.

"Would you like some bread?" Edward asked

"No thankyou" I said smiling. He smiled back and put the basket down.

I could still see my dad staring at me and I snapped.

"Dad, can you please stop staring at me? I'm not dating Edward so you don't have to worry ok?" The table fell silent and everyone stared at me and Charlie.

Edward excused himself from the table and I put my face in my hands.

"Isabella Swan, you do not talk to me in that manner" he said and I rolled my eyes

"Dad, I love Edward and I have for years! You're ruining every single chance that I could have had with him and you know what, I'm over it! I thought I was betraying you but really you're betraying me! Let me be happy dad! Please!" I said with as much emotion and strength that I had

He looked at me shocked.

"You're right, I'm sorry, I've been a horrible person to you and I treated you so horribly, you deserve happiness and I ruined it. Please forgive me Bella" he said sincerely

"I forgive you dad, now, if you will, can I please go and get my man?" I asked and everyone laughed

"Of course you may" he said and I smiled. I ran out of the restaurant and searched desperately for the love of my life.

I eventually found him sitting against a wall with his head on his knees.

"Edward" I called out

"Bella?" he said looking up

"Edward, thank god I found you"

"Why are you here?" he asked curiously

"I came to find you, Edward I love you and I don't ever want to lose you" I said putting my hand softly on his cheek.

"Bella, no you don't, you can't, your father…"

"Has finally agreed to me dating you" I finished

He stood up and looked down at me. I stood up slowly and he smiled.

"He what…"

"Edward will you go out with me, again?" I asked

"Bella, I'm glad you asked" he said picking me up and spinning me around. He kissed me tenderly on the lips and I smiled.

"Let's go back inside" he said and I nodded.

"Yes, Lets"

Thank god that was over; I can only hope that this was the end of it.