Sorry guys for the delays…thanks for the reviews by the way you guys you're all awesome… anyway here's the 2nd chapter hope you'll like this
I don't own glee…but wouldn't it be awesome if I did?
Before Finn came…
At the auditorium….Rachel POV
I tried to sleep away the pain…I'm tired of crying.. but I just can't ..every time I close my eyes, I see all the hatred ,pain and rejection….Finn, Jesse and even my mo-she hold thatthought….I mean Shelby….Rachel didn't expect she could cry more than she did awhile ago at the curtains but she cried more as the thought of rejection from her own mother…yes she has two loving dads but there are things that she needed that only a mother could do…to talk about boys, fashion, do make-up, play dress-up , sing her a song to sleep . ….and a shoulder to cry on….a dream that may never come true…..and then she heard…"Berry! Hey Berry! We've been looking for you all day." As the person entered the room running towards her and now in front of her …..It's Puck…"Well Puckerman…you found me" her voice a little shaky from crying but as an actress she said it in a way as normal as she could ..trying to be sarcastic .
Puck noticed her face looked sad ,her eyes and nose red…Has she been crying.
"Hey what's wrong" sounding like he's concerned. Rachel look at him with "a who are you and what have you done with the REAL PUCK" look and said"Since when did you care about me or my feelings?" It's not like she's really angry with him but she just not in the mood to be all peppy like always.
Puck shrugged a bit with the tone she uses to talk to him. …It was deeper,angrier and sadder than he used to hear." look I'm just checkin' if there's anything that I can do tohelp.."
Rachel look a bit pissed and touched at the same time,"help? I don't need your help last time you help me has gotten me dumped by my boyfriend!" Puck just stared at her a bit and looked away feeling guilty.
Rachel realized what she said that it sounded like she's blaming everything on him…finally admitted,"okay I'm sorry it's mostly my fault…"looking a bit guilty about what she said a while ago. Did he saw a tear?
Puck just stared…
Puck POV…
Okay…calm down Noah Puckerman you can do this….she's just a girl….no wait…just Berry…crying….wait she's crying?…..OH MY GOD! What should I do? Puck isn't really the nicest guy in the world ..okay his a "bad ass" ,he can almost handle anything but one of the things he can't handle is seeing a girl cry specially the girl he usually knew as the peppiest, creepily over optimistic,self-absorbed,annoying girl he ever met . Puck was in can't think straight as he just stood uncomfortably and ackward as he watch the petite girl cry.
Without thinking …he sat on the floor near the crying petite girl and rub her back
…What the heck am I doing ?
Then he finally said "It's gonna be okay ..I'm right here"
What are saying Puck?now she gonna be pissed that I think we're so close friends…which we're not…Oow..Puck thought Rachel is gonna slap or punch him as she looked at him intensely…but then what he got is…a HUG!
What did I do?
To be continued…
