Chapter 4
When Cam and I came back from our walk the first thing i noticed was jared walking into memaw's room. All that came to mine mind was that something happened to Memaw. I ran into the room, leaving cam behind, and in a paniced voice asked " Emily whats wrong?" She looked at me for a second then she walked over and whispered " nothings wrong, I ran into Jarred on my walk, and he came back with me." About that time Cam came back into the room. when he saw the worried look on my face he came over and wraped his arms around my waist. (God i love it when he does that.) I smiled back at him then turned to emmey and said, "It worried me when i saw Jared walking inside, i thought something must have happened to Memaw." Emmey looked at me for a minute or two with a shocked face then said,"Do you really think i wouldn't call you if something happened?" By the time she was done speaking she looked so pissed off. I couldn't shut myself up quick enough and i said back in a sarcastic tone " Well im so sorry i was worrid about my grandmother! Why are you even mad at me? What did i do to you?" i could tell by the way both boys were looking at each other they were confused and worried about what might happen. " Why am i mad at you? Maybe because i'm sick and tired of always having to take care of you! You act like a god damn baby! You have cost me so much in life my boyfriend, a fresh start in a new town, and now i might even lose my Memaw all because you won't stick up for your own self so i have to for you!" Really, is she really doing this now! " First off i have never asked you to stand up for me! If you really wanted to move which you didn't, i would have gone to that god for saken city, but if i remember correctly you wanted to stay here with Matt." By the time i finished we were in each others faces. How dare she! I looked around and noticed everyone, the gang included were in the room. Emily being Emily couldn't help getting to finally get to vent all her aparent feelings about me kept yeelling, "Matt was right i should have left with him the moment he offered! Your so selfish Chelsea! Have you ever considered anyone but your own god damn self?" I couldn't help what happened next, I punched her right in the face and she actually fell! "I'm the selfish one? thats bull shit and you know it! Fuck you Emily I have done nothing to you to deserve this!"
We looked at each other for a second; then i ran out of the room. I didn't stop running until i was in the park where my mom and dad use to take us as kids. I went to the merry-go-round thing, and cried myself to sleep.
When i woke up the next morning, i felt my phone viberating in my pocket. I had over 17 missed calls! most were from Cam and Emily. I decided to not even think about emily right now; last night i decided Emily is dead to me now, im done with her bull shit! Cam answered the phone after the first ring. "Cam im fine... Im at the park on fifth and third street... yeah thats the one... Did Memaw wake up... i wish i was there when she did... I dont care what emiy feels right now... she had no right to say those things to me...okay okay okay im calm now, sorry... My phone is about to die so i'll see you when you get here... okay bye" I got bored of just sitting on the merry-go-round, so i got on one of the swings. When Cam got there he laughed at me! " And me swinging is funny to you?" i used my fake angry voice, but when he smiled and winked at me i couldn't help but have a huge grin run across my face. "actually it very sexy." He moved in front of me and pulled my to a stop. Feeling very adventurious i wraped my legs around his waist and pulled him closer to me. " Ahh so you have a swing fetish? or the whole innocent little girl thing turn you on?" i gave him a very suductuive smile. I was shocked when he picked me up and said " Your a tease you know that! I have to say though i really like it." God theirs that amazing cocky smile again! I couldn't hold back any longer i really wanted to kiss those amazing lips of his. I wraped my hands around his neck and gave him a light butterfly kiss. he really liked that because he pulled me back and crushed his lips down on mine. The kiss went on forever, until finally i had to pull away for air. He smiled a little to himself then started kissing down my neck. When he got to my collar bone he sucked a little, It made me go crazy! My stomach felt like it was doing back flips, not wanting him to stop i grabbed a hold of his hair and pulled him closer. When he pulled away i couldn't help the rejected look on my face. he noticed instantly and wraped his arms around me and kissed me. when i looked around i notice i was laying on my back and he was on top of me! i quickly pushed him back and jumped off the car. " Thats why i stoped, not that i don't want to have sex with you i... i dont want it to be in a park or on top of Shawns car." he smiled then walked around the car to open the door for me. Randy never did anything like that for me so i was shocked, but absolutly loved it!