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ADDING MY STORY TO YOUR FAVORITES/ALERTS 3
So with your suggestion… I decided to make this chapter a little bit longer real longer as I could that is
This means longer hours and more days to make than usual…I make the chapters in just a day or should I say bout 3 hrs then published Usually.
WARNING: FLASHBACKS here and some singing here well it isn't GLEE without singing right?
I don't own GLEE..blah,,blah
Hope you'll like this chapter
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Like Rachel once said "I'm like tinker bell, I need applause to live" haha
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Rachel POV
After my "moment" at the auditorium ….with Noah. Everything just feels weird … Noah gave me a ride home…. It was very sweet of him so I gave him a kiss on his cheek as a thank you. He look shocked for a few good several good seconds I find really cute and went out of his car thanking him again …I felt sad as he left me at my house and just want him to stay with me but I don't want to bother him . He's done too much for me in one day and he probably has other plans…
So I just went up to my room to cheer myself up and here I am now alone…
with my friends…blanket ,pillow and my teddy bear, Bubbles with his friend chocolate cookie dough ice cream watching Julie Andrews's THE SOUND OF MUSIC in my room. I gotta admit it did cheer me up a little mostly the ice cream's credit…I know I wasn't supposed eat ice cream because it's bad for my voice but after my "depression" on losing my voice and what Finn's friend told me I didn't care so much well at least not right now….
My Daddy and Papa are out of town for a week
I got the house all to myself…OH GREAT
….I was almost at the ending then suddenly DING!
Who could that be? She wasn't expecting company and no one really visited her ..Except for Finn…and Noah her once best friend…Maybe just delivery of something… She really don't want any one of them or anyone in school actually too see her like this...Her hair a mess, eyes still a bit swollen and she's only wearing PJ's
OH THANK GOD…She was right. It is just delivery but she didn't expect is that it was for her…It was a bouquet of flowers …she hadn't received any flowers ever since fifth grade
She looked at the card inside the bouquet , it was from Noah … Noah…how sweet of him ..she smiled…
She put the flowers to a water filled vase and stared at it for a few minutes as she admire the pretty flowers…then she went back to her room turned off the television and took something under her bed
It was a small box bedazzled… with names RACHEL with gold stars and NOAH with robots, guns and guitar stickers surrounded around it…It was their "box"…She felt warmth that spread through her face as she remembers ….
Flashback: 3rd grade
Noah was playing with his other friends at the playground and noticed Rachel just playing at the swings …sad and silently crying.
He stop playing with his friends and walk towards the swings, ignoring the whines made by his friends for bailing.
"Hey Rach…why you cryin?" He can't handle a girl crying but Rachel isn't just a girl, she's his best friend and he'll beat the crap of anyone who made her cry.
Rachel just looked at him with her sad teary eyes
"Who did this to you? Tell me Rach…I'll make him cry!" with a serious look on his face but still cute
He was about to go find the person who made Rachel cry when suddenly Rachel held one of hand." It's okay Noah" Rachel gave him a smile with a hint of sadness in it" no one made me cry "
"Why you cryin' then?" curious and concerned about the reason of her tears.
"I'm jealous them…" she said with the saddest tone…" All of them have their mommies with them at the park and I..I" starting to tear up again and can't no longer continue her sentence
Noah knows that not even her favorite cookie dough ice cream can take away her tears so instead he rubbed her back and hugged her and "It's gonna be okay ..I'm right here". Rachel hugged him back…"Thank you Noah" as Noah wiped her tears and nodded
Noah smiled and took her hand, "Hey I wanna show ya somethin' "….
"Where are we going Noah?" Rachel asked.
"Just follow me, okay?" he smirked
"Where are we?" They were at the other side of the garden more space than the other part and livelier
Rachel noticed that all the adults with children there are dads. Then she saw a little girl much younger than her being carried by her dad. It made her smiled a bit. It reminded her of her dads." See Rach, now if you're here with your dads you'll be like luckiest one here" he smirked but the he mumbled" I wish I have one too" he said sadly
It was soft but loud enough for Rachel to here. Rachel immediately hugged him and Noah started to cry …Looks like it's his turn to cry
Then Rachel started singing...
Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high
She look at Noah's eyes giving him a comforting smile
there's a land that I heard of, once in a lullaby
She wiped the tears on his cheeks
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
She smile a little more optimistic as Noah starting to smile
And the dreams that you dare to dream, really do come true
She held his hands…and started to pull towards her
Someday I'll wish upon a star
They started to run hand in hand around the park
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
She looked back at Noah...Both smiling at each other
Where troubles melt like lemon drops away above the chimney tops
Noah started to put his hand on her waist
that's where you'll find me
He started to carry her. Rachel chuckled a bit …she's a little ticklish you know
somewhere over the rainbow, bluebirds fly
He twirled her around ….as he carried her
Birds fly over the rainbow, why then, oh why can't I?
after a few seconds he started to slowly putting her down
Somewhere over the rainbow, bluebirds fly
Rachel again held his hand …smiles at him, Noah smiled back
Birds fly over the rainbow, why then, oh why can't I?
Rachel was sure Noah wasn't completely cheered up so she made a funny face as she continue to sing
If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow
She placed her hand to his cheek and smiling at him..Noah was sure he felt warmand has butterflies in his stomach
Why, oh why can't I?
The song now ended they hugged …as they pulled away Noah suddenly want to something he never did but realized he wanted to now…he lean near Rachel's face …she's just looking to his eyes then a second later her lips met his…
It was a short small peck on the lips but it was sweet…
Noah suddenly pulled back covered his lips with his hand …
Embarrassed of what he did, blushing…Rachel too was blushing smiling
"Um… "Noah started to say facing Rachel still embarrassed" I'll see ya around Rach"
Both went to the opposite directions….Both smiling as they turn their backs to each other
*******************their both very first kiss***************************
….it remained the same after that but it was kinda sweet ,Rachel thought….
Back to the present
I opened it…it was filled pictures of Noah and I…full of memories…I can feel warm tears falling down from my eyes.
It was bittersweet to see them again….
She looked at the pictures some made her cry , smile and some made her laughed hysterically…
Then she looked at the last picture… it made her cry as she remembered …It was the last picture they ever took together before her friendship with her once best friend faded….
Flashback
4th grade….the fight
"How could you do this to me? I thought were my friend Noah!"...angrily tearing up as she glares at Noah.
" I'm sorry Rach, I don't have a choice. It's my reputation" his voice filled with guilt
"Your reputation huh? "She look at him angrily."You always have a choice Noah it's either me or them…its that simple "…she continued
"I know this is selfish Noah but I thought you're gonna choose me…"
"I..I..I'm really sorry" he look at her with sincere eyes " I'll make it up to you I promise "trying to make amends…
"No…"she glared at him sadly" we can't be friends like this anymore…"
"Rach, what are you saying?" his voice starting to choke
"I'm saying …I can't be friends with you anymore"…her voice sounds like she was trying not to cry…
No…NO!..you can't I'll take it back Rachel please do-…he started to cry
"It 's better this way…no feelings gets hurt …and I don't like the feeling of getting hurt"…she now unable to stop her tears
"….Goodbye Noah…'she started to run ...far from now friendship that only exists only in her heart
Okay it's not as long as I would like to be but I tried my best….
Maybe if more reviews ..specially nice ones…it will be longer..hehe :D
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