Hello …me again!
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Once again REVIEWS! PRETTY PLEASE WITH A PUCKLEBERRY ON TOP!
The nicer the better but it's okay if u don't like it I'm still gonna write this … like it or not just be gentle plz…
I don't own GLEE
Hope you'll like this…
PUCK'S POV
I was strumming my guitar …practicing my song …then suddenly little Rachel appeared in my head.
I remember her sweet pretty smile, her soft hands, her laugh, her annoying yet cute whining, her amazing voice, her cute squeals… jumps up and down every time she gets or wants something she wants or excited, the kisses on my cheeks she always gives me every time I give her something she likes or complimented her, the way she leans on my shoulder every time she's sad, lonely or sometimes sleepy…she looks so beautiful when she sleeps….our first kiss…right there and then I knew I've loved her ..She was my first love…
I wonder if she liked the flowers I sent her...I know she loves getting flowers…
Puck suddenly realized what he's doing and shook his head.
What are you doing Puckerman? You're not a kid anymore everything has changed. You're not the Noah she knew. She hasn't changed one bit….wait that's not the point…you need to stop thinking about her like this…You're doing this because she needed someone beside her not to be her boyfriend….he said to himself…not right now…admitting he's still in love with her and wants to have a relationship with her
Maybe if I wasn't such a wimp…Scared of losing my "bad ass" reputation back then she's still my best friend or maybe even my girlfriend right now…It was one of the biggest mistakes I ever did. If only I can get back in time I will…I didn't realized how important she is to me until she walk out of that room….she ignored me since then…so I started to give her slushy facials and started to call her Berry or something insulting ever since just to make her look at me even if it made her hate me more. It's mean but I have no better options back then…but it back fired… I hated myself for starting this…other jocks started to give her slushy facials …she don't even like the flavors they throw at her (I always give her a grape slushy facial…grape is her favorite slushy flavor)…I'm supposed to be the only one who can do that to her…I just wanna beat the crap of every single one of them but I let it go …what a wimp I was….I continued until Finn joined glee and I did after. I finally had a reason to stop and be a little nicer to her…but then their was Quinn getting pregnant, Finn thought he was the father and Rachel madly in love with him
Finn… he was my best friend since Rachel and I stopped being friends. It's kinda better to be friends with him, no awkward talks about boys that made my blood boil of jealousy and no awkward staring…things like that . …Of course I'm a dude and Finn's a dude so that's NOT gonna happen, we talk about sports and stuff and hot girls …hang out. ….do sports, things like that. Everything's smooth until high school...Finn met Quinn …they're the power couple of Mckinley. It was expected I mean Finn's quarterback and Quinn's head cheerleader. I don't really care but Quinn was so hot and were both drunk at the time so we made that mistake…..I got Quinn pregnant and she doesn't want me to take responsibility for what I did...I don't want to be like my dad …I want to be a good dad for my daughter even if I'll never get to take care of her once she's born..At least keep her healthy …but instead she wants Finn to play daddy. It sucked… and it got worse when Rachel fell in love with him…Now he got two of the people I care about, my daughter and Rachel. IT'S NOT FAIR!...okay this is past now clam down…
Anyway I want to hate Finn for always hurting Rachel and taking my daughter but I can't. It's not his fault that Quinn wants him to play daddy but it's supposed to be me who's taking care of her but I hated him for always using Rachel, taking advantage of her feelings for him… it's not fair for her ..She deserves so much better. Then a moment of weakness when I ask Rachel (I know this is a just for glee and nothing personal thing but at least can bare with me) for help to improve my voicing and agreed. That night...I went to her house. Her dads are again out again so the two of us are only at her house….
Flashbacks
It's been 3 hours of practice and as much as he likes Rachel's company and her help in improving his voicing skills, he was tired and bored so he said ,"Hey … wanna makeout?"
Rachel looked at him with a confused yet flattered look…"Sure..."
It felt magic when I kissed her with her soft sweet lips…It tasted like strawberries and cream. The way we kissed felt like it was something real. It was perfect. She was perfect …but then
She pulled back. ..obvious that she's still in love with him. I shrugged it off tryin' to act all "bad ass"…"What's wrong babe?"
"I can't do this "she said with a sorry look. It stung a bit " are you questioning my bad assness?"I said to her " Don't you like my guns?" as I show it off
She touched it…It felt like I was on fire then she said" You're arms are lovely Noah" It felt nice to hear her say my name like that…It was beautiful" I need someone who can pull off a solo." Okay…all I need to do is sing a song ….Make her see that I'm much better than Finn for her….
Next day…..I sang "Sweet Caroline" and I knew I had her. Her beautiful eyes set only to me as I sang to her. I was pretty pleased for what I did. I impressed her and Finn's pretty pissed for getting "his OTHER girl".
After my amazing serenading for Rachel. We're now official. It was nice to finally be with her again…
She was the girl I've ever cared about…She's the most amazing girl ever that no one not even Finn can see how special she is but me.
That day… we were walking at the hallway…she looks so happy and all optimistic but then I before I knew it , I felt a cold wet beverage on my face. I just got slushied.
"OH MY GOD NOAH! Are you alright?" Rachel with a concerned and shocked voice
Noah just nodded…
"Come on let's clean this up" while holding Noah's hand going to the locker room.
After cleaning him up…" You're pretty good at this" smiling at Rachel.
"You're actually luckier than me and the other glee girls. Your head is shaved" she chuckled a bit.
Noah frowned a bit " I felt bad for what I did all this years …I didn't know that you felt like this no one deserves to feel like this" he continued" I'm sorry"
She smiled and kissed his forehead.
…..Another dilemma came when Coach Tanaka gave us an ultimatum….to pick football or glee …It was like 4th grade all over again and I don't want to make the same mistake as I did before….I chose glee which means I chose her…Rachel was so happy when I entered the glee room . She hugged me so warmly…"Are you sure Noah? You'll get slushied every day?" she asked me with a concerned look."Bring it" I replied…
But my relationship with her was short lived when Rachel admitted that she was still not over Finn.
"He'll never leave her you know" I said…
"This was just a fantasy…"I didn't listen much cause I felt like I've just been hit by something.
Then she said.," We could still be friends"
I was so pissed that I said" We weren't friends before" walked away… I really didn't mean it but I was just so focused on what I was feeling…rejection …
We began to have a cold war…never talked …specially after Finn found out he wasn't the father….Quinn and Finn broke up….Finn and Rachel are now boyfriend and girlfriend but then he dumped her just because he wants to find his inner rock star (that was a dumb move)…I was I was kinda happy bout that but now she's heart broken…and then Jesse came along …the male version of her and I can't do anything about it so focused on Quinn's pregnancy…we became friends but nothing more she was a good mom even if she will give it up to some one…
Then Rachel found out that her mother was actually the Vocal Adrenaline's musical director Shelby Corcoran…Happiness was written all over her face when her wardrobe was fixed after she wore that weird yet cute wardrobe stapled stuff toys
she was so happy to say to all the glee members" my mom made this for me"…
Then once again heartbroken when her mother said she wasn't ready for a teenage daughter yet… together with that St. Jerk who threw eggs on her …I agreed to team up with Finn to take revenge for what he did to Rachel…. It was worth it …
Sectionals came Finchel was back, Quinn in labor…Beth adopted by Rachel's mother and we came third …it kinda sucked …I know we won…I don't care what the judges decided we won…
We all thought it was all over but thank God it wasn't we got another chance….
New people came…that Sunshine girl who's supposed to be here in glee but transferred to Vocal Adrenaline because of Rachel sending her to a crack house …I know Rachel was upset of what she did…then Sam came he's alright we're cool and Coach Beiste, she's actually cool and a good coach and I know she's pretty sweet woman.*ehem* anyway then Quinn's back being head cheerleader, Finn's quarterback, Artie's a football player, me in juvy…I hated there it's kinda scary…*ehem*okay moving on…
Kurt being Finn's new step bro and being a Warbler..., Rachel finding out that Santana took Finn's virginity….the fight…the make-out…the break- up…the auditorium breakdown….WHICH MADE ME DOING THIS RIGHT NOW … okay enough of that….focus now on the present
I spent the rest of the night finding and practicing the perfect song
OKAY I ADMIT THIS CHAPTER IS KINDA BORING CAUSE WE ALL KNEW THAT STORY BOUT THAT ….DON'T WORRY I'LL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE IT BETTER
COMING SOON: SOME SINGING, FIGHTS …AND I KNOW IT'S KINDA WEIRD OR UNEXPECTED FOR YOU GUYS BUT SOME AVPM PREFERENCE AND ONE OF THEM HAS BEEN CAST ON GLEE YOU KNOW WHO IT IS …OBVIOUSLY…ON THE NEXT CHAPTER…AND IT WILL BE VERY MUCH LONGER I PROMISE