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So this is my 10th chapter of this story I hope you'll like this…
Once again I DON'T OWN GLEE...IF I DID I WOULD CAST MYSELF THERE AS A GLEE MEMBER
After Glee Time
Rachel thank Noah for the flowers after her song and gave him her homemade pancakes… she knows how much he loves cold pancakes specially her dad's recipe… kissed him on the cheek… Noah was about to say something but Mercedes came… not wanting to be in an awkward situation…. Noah just left ..leaving Rachel with the rest of the glee members minus Santana and Finn
"Wow Rachel that was good…I didn't know you have that in you" Mercedes said to Rachel with other glee members, without Santana and Finn who already left, nodded with that comment in agreement. Rachel gave them an uncomfortable yet thankful smile…she wasn't used to the glee members being so nice to her
Mercedes noticed how uncomfortable Rachel "What's wrong Rachel?"
"Um…nothing" Rachel responded" it's just... this feels different..."
"Oh..."Mercedes and the other glee members felt a little awkward about what Rachel said…
They remembered all the insults given to her and the way they treated her in a bad way… Sure Rachel isn't the nicest girl in the bunch….Bossy…selfish…overly annoying and confident… but she's not so bad. They been treating her like more of an outcast than she was already is in school even in glee even though she mostly get the same treatment during school as them... the loser names and slushy facials but unlike any of them she was mostly alone…she was the leader of the group…well almost …but she can bring out the best and sometimes worst of everybody in glee even Mr. Schuester. They didn't appreciate all her efforts to make this club work… she was one work most in glee… even sometimes more than Mr. Schuester. She was their star but they didn't appreciate her talents and efforts because they are so focus on the unattractive parts of her…they only realize how vulnerable and fragile she was even through her façade full of confidence…she's still a sweet girl at heart….that day…
Now they feel really guilty about how they treated her…
Flashback
Before the Auditorium Scene
I walk through the hallways …going to glee… I just wanted to get rid of all the stress…pain …pressure… glee is the only place where I feel I belong… no wait… it's singing that made my life feel like everything is okay… I like being in glee but sometimes I really didn't feel like I'm part of the team even though I am a co- captain no one really knows who I really am except for Finn…ever since that day …The day when I lost my best friend…. Wait why am I thinking about him his not your best fiend anymore Rachel… any way back to the present…I know they hated me to the core… only Finn made me happy whenever I'm in glee really. He inspires me….but now even he hated me…
I open the door. ..It was a room of laughter … I almost felt happy for them ...Seeing them so happy...No drama… until I saw Santana and Finn … flirting … it got me all bothered… we only broke up for a bout week I so uncomfortable… I shrugged it off but the longer they do it …the more intimate it's being…. I felt stings in my heart specially now that I realized that he moved on so fast while I feel so miserable… then the worst case scenario happen… it's no stings I felt ..Now its pain… it hurts so much. ...them kissing so intimately...I can feel tears falling down on my cheeks… tears full of pain and regret…. My body started to move on it's own towards them … they stopped their PDA … Santana looking at me like some kind of disgusting trash and Finn just looking at me with eyes full of love yet hatred at the same time
Suddenly before I realized I slapped him…" how could you Finn? Am I so bad that I deserved to feel this way? I loved you Finn and maybe I still do and we've broke up so I have no right to decide who you want to be with but that doesn't mean you can smother your relationship with your new hot girlfriend this fast…I'm not like you Finn that I can't move on in just a few days!" Finn was speechless… Santana didn't really care so she just checked her nails.
The room suddenly became quiet. The rest of the glee members were shocked at my sudden out burst. I don't know what came over me but then I glared at them" What? Am I disturbing you all with my annoying nagging again? Well I'm sorry! I'm sorry that I'm the biggest loser in school, most hated, annoying selfish overly confident member of this club…that I'm self-centered bitch … don't worry I was about to leave ..Have a nice day"…I felt my eyes drowning with tears…. I ran out to the door and went to the auditorium. Crying like I've never cried before…
End Flashback
"Rachel we're so sorry we didn't mean it...We didn't realize that you felt that way..." Mercedes said to Rachel.
"Thank you for your apology guys but you don't have to if I wasn't so self absorbed… then you w-"Mercedes cut her off "no Rachel we have to...You're just being yourself and that what's beautiful about you" the other glee members smiled in agreement
Rachel was so touched of what Mercedes said and the smiles given to her… She hugged every single one of them… then she saw Noah going to the auditorium … she said her goodbyes to them a few minutes later after some happy conversation …
She was about to open the auditorium when she heard …Noah strumming his guitar so she just listened outside
He started singing…
I've seen her face
I've heard her name
I've lost my place and she's to blame
Rachel smiled as the song… the song was romantic but she wondered for whom this song for
I can't stand it
When I'm staring in her eyes
And she's not looking back
It's not a big surprise
Rachel felt sad a bit for Noah as she heard the words..
I've heard music,
I've heard noise
I wish she could hear her voice
Oh "she "sings…Rachel thought
The way that I do
When I go to sleep at night
And dream my life away
But she's gone when I awake
Rachel, Rachel
Oh my god is this about me?
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me?
The way her hair falls in her eyes
Rachel heart can feel her heart getting faster
Makes me wonder
If she'll ever see through my disguise
And I'm under her spell
Everything is falling
But I don't know where to land
She just knows where she is
But she don't know who I am
She slowly open the door silently as she enters the room
Rachel, Rachel
She stared at Noah as he sings
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me?
I see you singing on that stage
You look just like an angel
Rachel suddenly felt warm in her face
And all I do is pray
And maybe someday
You'll hear my song
And understand that all along
There's something more that I've been trying to say
When I say
Noah looks up and saw Rachel ..shocked but continues to sing
Rachel, Rachel
Noah looks at Rachel as he sings her name
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me?
What you're doing to me
Rachel, Rachel
Rachel was running towards the stage in front of Noah
why can't you see
They look at each other
what you're doing to me?
Rachel started to lean ..just inches away from Noah
What you're doing to me
The song ended .. then Rachel kissed him and Noah kissed her back
Hey you guys... I know it's a little short. I've been busy lately so I don't have much time to think of a longer plot line in this chapter...
Okay the song was one again by Darren Criss called Sami w/ c I twicked a bit (sorry guys if u don't like the idea of using Darren's songs in a Puckleberry fanfic… I know it will be better if I use it in his Blaine character but his songs was so wonderful that I can't resist and I'm totally in love with right now he he)
Songs: No copyright intended…
Stay tuned for the next chapter n_n