I was speechless. I haven't talked to Jacob Black in years. Why would he show up to see me now? It felt like I was dying... was I? Jacob's mysterious black eyes gazed into mine...

I wonder what he was thinking.

He cleared his throat, "Hi, Bella."

I didn't know what to say.

"Charlie called me and said that you were lost... I went looking for you, but, Edward had already found you. If you were dead I... I wouldn't know what to do." Jacob said his eyes were looking around the room as he talked to me.

I was still speechless.

"Bella?" Edward said eyeing me suspiciously... waiting to see if I was going to say something.

"I..." Was all I could say.

"She's really not feeling well," Edward said to Jacob. "You can come and talk to her again when she's better. Okay?"

Jacob thought for a moment then sighed, "Ok."

My heart started beating hard as Jacob walked torwards the door. I couldn't hear anything. Jacob opened the door, and Edward waved good-bye. I got out of the couch where I was lying, opened the front door, and ran to Jacob. I grabbed his arm and dropped to his knees.

"Bella?" Jacob seemed surprised.

"Don't go," I said; was I begging?

Jacob helped me up, I was so weak, I was leaning against him.

"I have to... Leah wants me." Jacob lied.

I shook my head... "I... want you."

Jacob smiled. "Well, what your gonna get, is what you deserve."

I was in Jacob's house... unsure of his surroundings. I must have passed out! Who knows what he could of done to me. I looked at myself in his mirror in his bathroom. I... was wearing a bakini.

"Jacob!"

He barged in. No shirt on. "What?"

"What did you do to me!?" I demanded, trying to find my clothes that were around here somewhere.

Jacob smiled.

I noticed a glass in his hand. What was it? I could smell it from across the room, and I knew that smell. My Grandfather used to drink that all the time... Tornados.

He noticed that I was looking at the liquid. He walked over to me. "Want some?"

Before I could answer, he kissed me. I stuggled out of his grip.

"Get off!"

He wouldn't. Then, I saw someone at the door.

"Edward!" I gasped as Jacob let me take a breath, before he kissed me again. What has gotton into him?

I could see Edward's red face as he glared at Jacob. Jacob finally let go of me and turned to Edward. He bared out his teeth, and Edward did the same. I could see his fangs...

Why does stuff like this always have to happen to me? First James and Victoria got into a fight... next, they got engaged... some vampire kidnapped me, and got me dehydrated. Actually, I got myself dehydrated. Now this... I'm such a clutz.

Jacob and Edward disappeared.

Now I was alone... alone and cold in Jacob's house. Alone, and thirsty. I walked around the house to see if I could find somebody. I heard someone typing on a computer in the room on the side of me. I imagined Leah. Her dirty blond straigh hair, sparkling Hazel eyes.

I knocked on the door, "Leah?"

No answer.

"Leah?" I tried again.

No answer.

I slowly opened the door and gasped. Leah's head was hanging over the computer chair. She wasn't typing... her arms were hanging over the side of the chair.

Did Jacob do this to her?

I screamed as loud as I could. There was one thing that would haunt me forever... something I will never forget. Her eyes! They weren't a pretty Hazel color anymore. They were white. Pure white. Egg white. Her Hazel eyes were rolled in back of her head.

I ran back down the stairs. I dropped to my knees and sobbed. I could still picture her. As soon as Edward comes back I would tell him... but there was one question that I didn't know the answer too.

Will he come back?

My nightmare was over. In the car, I told Edward all about Leah. Edward tried to explain to me that she wasn't dead... she looks dead to the human world, but not dead to the werewolf or vampire world.

I sighed. When we were at Charlie's Edward disappeared up in my room to give me a long t-shirt, before Charlie saw me. He would flip! Why would Jacob do that?

He wasn't always this way... that's the reason why I haven't talked to him in years. He was a drunk. I used to make Charlie think that I really hung out with him. I told Charlie that we are going to the movies, but that was a lie. I'm really at the movies with Jessica and Angela.

You can't trust anyone anymore... can you?

I put on the long t-shirt that Edward gave me from my room and sat me on the couch. I had a question to ask him.

"Edward?"

"Yes?"

"Why am I so... thirsty all the time?" I asked.

Edward thought his answer for a second. He was going to say something but I interupted him.

"-Don't give me that dehydrated crap either." I demanded.

He looked at me in the eye. "The truth is..."

"Yes?"

"Bella, your a vampire."