Author's note

Hey! I hated writing this chapter! It was sooo hard to write so I'm sorry that it sucks!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything

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Chapter 3

BPOV

Nothing.

That is what I was thinking. My mind was a complete blank. It hasn't even registered in my mind that two ours ago I found out that I am moving all the way across the country.

I just laid on my bed like a body with all the life drained out of it. Questions running through my mind at 100mph. Why? When? What is my new school gonna be like? Will I be another new kid who has no life and no friends? Will I become a loser? An Outcast? I was considered a loser here, but at least I had friends who cared for me and didn't think of me as a loser.

I had a spunky, spontaneous, at times scary, wild, short, black haired pixie that could lighten anyone's day. (Alice) A drop dead gorgeous, bitchy, but sympathetic model! (Rosalie) And last, but not least, a bronzed haired, piercing green eyed friend who was mature and able to listen to you and not judge. Sure he could be a control freak and a little protective but still. He always had something to talk about and was honest, loyal and respectful! (Edward)

It was simple. I would DIE!

"God this sucks" Emmett whined.

"You can say that again" Jasper murmured.

"God this sucks" Emmett repeated.

"Emmett it's a figure of speech stupid" I told him

"Whatever. I think I will go into a depression or something serious. Then they will have to move us back! Yea I'll do that. Bella? I'm going to need some help with the acting skills." He stated.

"It won't work Emmett. They can treat you for depression. And you know mom wouldn't want to give up the sun for nothing. She LOVES the sun Emmett. Can't you see that? She's leaving her best friend in the world for the sun. She has been dying to get out of this rainy hell."

Now that I think about It, Jaspers right. Esme was and is my mom's best friend. What would happen there? My mom was willing to give up her best friend for the sun. That's not shallow at all. I remember one of the last things she said to us downstairs.

Flashback

'Look at it this way kids, we will be in the home of Ashbury University! It will be so much easier to afford and you can all fulfill your dreams of becoming athletics there. Emmett and Jasper on the football team while you, Bella, will be one the cheerleading team! Captain of course. '

"You mean your dream" I shot back

'Don't be silly dear! It's yours too! Now we need to start packing and- '

"Mom give us a while to let it sink in ok? " Thank god jasper said something or I would have blown up.

End of Flashback

"We have to break the news to the Cullen's" we all said at once.

"That is going to be the worst part" I was close to tears by just imagining their faces. The hurt, pain, sympathy and worst of all the sadness in their eyes. This was going to hurt horribly.

-------2:00 p.m.------

After we all had some breakfast and took a shower, we decided that we might as well get the hard part over with. We were moving at the beginning of April. It was March 5th right now. We might as well enjoy the time we have left.

We weren't talking to our mom or our dad. Before we left we just gave her a look that said see ya later. She obviously knew where we were going.

We shut **slammed** the door, and began the most dreadful 5min. walk to the Cullen's house. We all tired to fill the gloomy silence with small talk, but it wouldn't fix the atmosphere. And to make it worse we saw the three of them running towards us in the distance. All of them had huge smiles on their faces.

That expression would soon change.

Alice was the first one to reach us. God this is going to have to be like a band-aid. Do it fast and get it over with.

"Hey Guys! OMG the symphony thing was amazing! I mean at first-… Wait, something doesn't seem right. what is it guys?"

I could not do this. I might just start crying. By now Rosalie and Edward had gotten here and we still didn't know what to say.

"Hello? Anybody in there?" Alice was trying to get our attention.

"Um…well..." Emmett tried. I guess he was at lost for words too.

Finally Jasper spoke up. "I'm just going to say it. We are moving."

"No! Ha-ha nice try guys!" Rosalie said.

"We're not kidding. Our Dad got new job in Daytona Beach Florida. "I whispered.

"You can't be serious!" Edward said trying to deny it.

"Unfortunately we are." Emmett mumbled.

It was silent for a while. The Cullen's probably trying to get everything through their heads and making it click. Trying to let it set into reality.

"When" was all we heard after awhile

"May 1st. "I uttered.

"Look we have to go and pack. So if you need to talk then just come on over. If not that's fine to. But, the weekly sleepover is still on no matter what. See you guys later." Emmett had not really spoken until then so we decided we should leave.

We then went our separate ways and we headed to our house. When we reached the house we could hear Renee crying. She was holding the phone in her and clutching the counter for support. When she heard us come in she turned and looked at us.

Her face was pale like a ghost and her eyes were all red and puffy. Her nose was running and it looked like something was being ripped out of her. Just seeing her made the urge to cry even more pronounced.

She just starred at us. Tears flowing constantly down her face showing no signs of stopping. I ran past her and took the steps two at a time. I hated crying in front of people. Even family. The reason why is that I hate to look weak. To look so vulnerable. You can ask anyone and they can tell you that I rarely cry. I wasn't one of those kids who cries when they don't understand something. I didn't cry when I broke both of my arms from falling off the monkey bars at school.

Or any of my other injuries. You just get used to it after you fall a lot like me. But this was breaking me into pieces. And not just me.

My whole family was being torn apart.

AUTHORS NOTE

Hey guys! Hope you liked it! I didn't know how to break it to them so this one kind of sucks!

So please review and help me out if you have any suggestions!