Chappie 11! Lots of stuff you figure out in this chappie. Warning might be OOC. The story is going to be in Shikamaru's P.O.V. might change to Temari once in awhile.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Naruto or any other characters! Only Masashi Kishimoto does, he's a genius. And I got some ideas from Vampire Knight by Matsuri Hino, she made it up not me. ShikaTema, KibaHina, NaruSaku, InoCho, and a few others.

Chapter 11: Heartbreaking, Dying, Kidnapping

Have you ever fallen in love? Did you ever think it will always last? Did it last for you? If it did, you are a down right lucky bitch.

Just two months ago my life became nothing. I have nothing to live for. I cant kill myself...it is almost impossible to, me being a vampire and all. See I know what your thinking. Your thinking 'Why are you being so pathetic? It is just some girl. You'll find another.'

There is no one else.

When I first became a vampire, I lost the woman I loved the most. About a 1000 years later, I find a new love. It took 1000 years to fall in love with a brash, beautiful, intelligent woman. How long will this heartbreak last until it is healed? What if it doubles or triples to 3000 years?

Point is, I am done. I hate this life. Itachi and her have been dating two months now. Two months since that kiss I saw in the parking lot. Two months since I have been suffering. Two months since she left me for good. Two months I have been longing and wanting her. Two months of not having her. Two months of her being so close to me and not being able to do anything about it. Two months of pain.

Two months doesn't seem like a long time. Well it is. The longing is getting harder and harder to resist. Plus he is always by her side. He is always watching me. Making sure I don't try to kiss her. Making sure she isn't mine and letting me know that in every way possible. I think the bastard actually fell in love with her.

There is something different about her though. It is growing by every day. She is struggling for something...but what? I don't understand. Her eyes aren't the same amymore. They aren't filled with determination and happiness. They are filled with hate, longing, sadness. They are always glazed over. They look so tired, as if she hasn't fallen asleep.

Her face is pale too. I think Itachi has been sucking her blood, and from the looks of it he does it almost every night. Every time I walk by him, power is radiating off of him. It is growing stronger and stronger. While I am becoming weaker and weaker.

I don't think I deserve her. That's probably why I lost her. I hate that sentence. I lost her. It just shows that this world isn't fair and showing me that I can't have anything.

My friends are worried about me. They keep trying to talk about it with me, saying it will be alright. I know. Kiba knows. Chouji knows. Even Naruto knows.

That it won't be alright. I will never heal.

I am dying inside if that's even possible since my heart stopped beating long ago. I'm dying.

Itachi knows I'm dying. He smirks at me, laughs at me, brags in front of me by kissing her, he does anything in his power to make my life miserable.

Government is the worst class. Especially if we have free time...like right now.

Since we have nothing to do, Temari goes and sits with him at his desk. I don't mean in a chair next to him, usually she sits on his lap or next to him in the same chair. They whisper words of love to each other (I am not sure, just taking a wild guess). They both smile and laugh. She blushes and he has his hands all over her. I never take my eyes off of them. Even when they are kissing.

I wish it was me kissing her, holding her, making her blush like that. I just wish I was in her life, and not him. I want her to want me, but I'm useless to her.

...You don't care. You never did. You used me. You still want to use me. I hate you...

Her words replay in my head...over and over like a record playing. "I love you Temari."

My head snapped up to Itachi and Temari. He was smiling at her, waiting for her to say it back. It was weird though. When I would say it, she would immeaditly reply. Now she is hesitating, I can see the struggle in her eyes. Her eyes glazed over, more than usual. I glanced back at Itachi and didn't see anything unusual.

"I...I...l-love...you..t-t-oo." She stammered to him. My heart fell. I was hoping for a slap and get away from me jerk, but it never came. Instead he kissed her and pulled her closer if that was even possible.

Why did she stammer to him? Why didn't she just flat out say it? Does she not love him? My heart rose, unintentionally. I layed my head back down on the cool desk, trying to calm my emotions.

"Mr. Nara. May I speak to you?" Mr. Bastard asked. I just nodded along with it, not really caring. He lead me to the back room and I passed by Temari. She smelt of lillies, a heavenly scent. It was like finding an oasis in the desert, after being deprived of water for so long. Our eyes locked onto each other.

There was the struggle again. It looked like she wanted to jump up and hug me and say I love you, never leave me. I shook my head, looking away from her. That couldn't be it...no matter how nice it sounds.

"What do you want? You've already ruined my life. Are you here to just brag about all the shit you two have been doing? If so, I'm leaving." I snarled.

He shrugged his shoulders. "I just wanted to say thanks."

"..."

"I mean if you never came along and showed the Akatsuki there was a pure blood, I would have never met her. Which I have to say thank you because I never knew love could feel like this. I am finally happy with her."

My anger rose. He wants to say thanks! That's it? "Your bloody welcome." I growled at him, slamming the door in his face.

I smelt lillies and her delicious blood before I even saw her. I glanced at her, she was sitting in his chair staring off into space. Her had snapped to me. As if she knew I was there.

He was in his office...maybe I could just have a small talk? I mean I've seen boyfriends and girlfriends still friends after a break-up...maybe it could happen here. In this werid, awkward situation.

"Hey."

"Hi." She answered right back. It sounded harsh.

"I was just wanting to tal-"

"Your not talking to me. Go away." She had interrupted me. Those words hit my heart like how a glass breaks on contact with the floor. Leaving it pieces.

"Alright." And I walk away. Just like that. If only I paid attention to her eyes. Then maybe I could find out why she won't talk to me.

"...Dude you talked to her why?" Kiba excalimed.

I shrugged not really caring what he had to say. He just shook his head and continued to make fun of Naruto.

Itachi's P.O.V.

My mission was at stake. I fell for her...hard. Is this how Nara felt when he still had her? I looked at him now, after the break-up, and saw how pathetic he was. Would that be me if she ever left?

I know she isn't leaving, unlike Nara. I know she isn't in love with me. She still loves Nara, I can see it. I can feel it when she struggles against my powers when he is in the room. I'm making her stay with me, acting like we are in love. I made her break-up with Nara.

I realized while they were still dating that I was jealous of him having her. I wanted her for my own. That's how I came up with a plan to capture her and still be with her. Leader still doesn't understand why I ddin't bring her back a little before two months ago. I couldn't do that because everyone would know I kidnapped her. Finally the bell rang signaling that school was over.

I waited by the front entrance for her. Kisame was to take her to the hideout tonight. He stopped working at the school a month ago so it seemed like he wasn't in Konoha anymore. Nara will never know. All he will know is that she is gone, kidnapped. I smirked when I saw four blonde tufts in the crowd. It quickly went away when I realized how much my power was weakening around her.

Which meant he was trying to talk to her, he was looking at her, or she missed him greatly. I finally was able to see her in the crowd. There was pathetic boy next to her, asking her questions I wouldn't let her answer.

He asked why won't you talk to me? I made her ignore him on that one, no matter how much she tried to say I want to talk to you.

He asked are you really in love with Itachi? I made her say yes, when she wanted to say No, I only love you.

His eyes showed his depression at her answer. He studied her quizzically. As if he didn't believe her. Lately, those looks on his face have been there more often. He doesn't believe she is in love with me.

Of course he is right. She doesn't love me. She walked faster towards me when I came into view. I made her run to me and I caught her and spun her around, trying to make us look in love. I kissed her lightly. Then I whispered in her ear:

"Kisame is taking you away. You will never come back here. Be good until I get there. Understand?"

Then Kisame pulled up and I opened the back door for her and put her inside. I could see the fear in her eyes. She knew I was kidnapping her. Best part was no one would ever know.

She was mine forever.

Author's Notes:

How did yall like it? I uploaded really fast. I am stuck on poverty and riches. I know what is going to happen, really I do. I just can't write it. Plus I want to add more but then it would take even longer to write. I have so much inspiration for this, chapters will probably be updated very fast.

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