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So this is the second chapter and will feature Bella and Edwards kiss

I love these kind of stories, where Bella and Edward are friends and take forever to actually realise their friends which means that you are going to have at least 8 chapters before one of them realise their feelings.

Song for this is Suck my kiss by Chilli Peppers.

Chapter 2 - Suck my kiss

Bella was thankful that she and Edward were going to Cielo tonight. They both needed to escape from the confines of the apartment. It had been too long since both of them had enjoyed a night out together and tonight they would both make the most of it.

Bella wandered into the kitchen and sat down at the dining table watching as Edward hummed happily at the kitchen stove, It was always Edward who made the breakfast and served it. Bella had tried to say that this was because of the fact that she was such a klutz that she would burn it.

"How the hell can you be this alert at" Bella stole a glance at the clock "8 o'clock in the morning?"

Edward shrugged and popped a bit of bacon into his mouth. He had never had any trouble getting up in the morning unlike Bella, who seemed to fight against getting out of her bed until after 12. He had always been an early bird, probably due to the fact that his dad had always been up early. Edward had always gotten up early to see his dad off to work and to help his mum out in the kitchen.

It was a routine that had carried onto his life with Bella. It was comfortable and familiar and made Bella happy so that was a plus.

Bella POV

How the fuck can he be this alert in the mornings. I swear he is way to peppy for my liking sometimes. I was always more of a night owl than a morning person. Renee had often said that I was like a vampire.

I watched as Edward made our scrambled eggs and bacon for a few minutes, before I walked to the cupboard and took down two plates and glasses. It was a morning routine of ours and we had perfected it like a dance routine. Emmet had once said that it was like watching the Morcombe and Wise breakfast sketch. It was perfectly choreographed.

"So what time are we heading to Cielo tonight?" I asked

Edward just shrugged and sat the plates down on the table. Grabbing the morning newspaper he took out the sections that we both liked to read. For him it was the business section and for me it was my guilty pleasure of the wedding section.

We sat in silence for the whole of our breakfast just reading and occasionally commenting about something that we found interesting. It was comfortable.

I swear it sounded like we were an old married couple.

The phone rang breaking me out of my thoughts. Edward knew that I wasn't going to answer it any time soon so went to get it himself.

"Hey Bella, it's for you. It's loverboy" he teased.

I snatched the phone off of him and pulled a face before walking into the privacy of my bedroom. I shut the door behind me, god knows if Edward would try and listen in. It is something that he would do just to watch my face go beet red with embarrassment.

"Hey baby" I crooned into the phone

"Hey, sweetie, how are you? You missing me?"

"Of course J, how could I not miss you?"

"Good point B" He laughed

"So Edward and I are going to Cielo tonight. You wanna come?"

"God I wish that I could, but I gotta finish up some crap at work"

"Ok, well I'm going to be thinking of you tonight. Wishing that you were with me"

"Oh really. And do tell me what will you be thinking about" his voice had taken on a dark edge to it that made my panties wet.

"Well, I'll be thinking about you. Kissing me. Running your hands up and down my body"

"Sounds good baby, what else?"

"You, fingering me. Making me wet. God James you have no idea how much I miss your fingers and your tongue"

"Almost as much as I miss being in you tight,wet pussy"

"God J, I just need you cock. I need it inside of me. It's been too long. I want your hard cock thrusting in and out of me. I want to feel you come inside me"

I was so wet and horny. I just needed to be fucked. I mean, really pounded into, hard and fast. I could feel my centre aching so I reached my fingers down and lightly skimmed the waistband of my pj bottoms. I slowly dipped my fingers under and reached down to my destination. I was so wet for him. Who was I kidding I was always wet for him. My fingers ran lightly between my folds just stroking gently. Until I pushed one finger in.

"Are you touching yourself baby?" James moaned

"Yeah……I'm imagining that it's you. That my finger is your cock. Buried deep inside me" I panted

My speed increased and I could feel the tension building in my stomach.

"God that is so hot, babe. Im stroking myself thinking of you"

"Oh yeah, hunny, Imagine that it's my hot pussy around you. Imagine that it's my mouth. Are you close?"

"Yeah. I'm so fucking close, I swear it's so hot. You are so hot baby. I just want to ride you."

That was it his words sent me over the edge and I swear that I could see spots. I moaned loudly and felt myself clench around my fingers. On the other line I could hear James groaning and saying my name over and over again.

"God B, that was hot! Where did that come from?"

"I dunno. I just missed you and really need you. I gues I'm just going to have to wait though. At least until you're free." I whined.

"I know. Look baby I gotta go. I have to take a shower and run out the door. Mr Becker wants me in the office for 11."

"Ok. Call me when you're free."

"I will. I love you B"

"I love you too" I whispered. There was a strange feeling in my stomach every time I said those words to him. Like there was something missing. I think it's just nerves though. I mean it's a big fucking thing to love someone and for them to love you. Sometimes I feel as if I am never enough for him. Like he deserves better

I looked in the mirror and studied the image that stared back at me. Nothing special. I was of average height and had boring brown hair and brown eyes. My hair was down to my chest and curled slightly at the end. That was the only thing I liked about myself was my hair.

My body was skinny, too tomboyish . I didn't have a huge chest although my legs were nice and I did have a flat stomach.

Compared to Tanya who looked like a model, I was plain. Tanya had long strawberry blonde hair that fell to just below her shoulders in soft waves. She had emerald green eyes and the prettiest smile that you could ever see. People had often compared her to Jessica Biel. Only with Redder hair.

You could see why Edward dated her. Both Edward and Tanya looked as if they could be models. Any kids of theirs would undoubtedly be gorgeous. Edward had a mop of light bronze hair that was always sitting in a dishevelled manner. His piercing green eyes drew you in at every opportunity and he had the 'body of an Adonis' as I had been informed of many times by Tanya and other girls.

James again was beautiful. He had the whole bad boy kind of look about him. Cropped hair and beautiful gray eyes. He was out of my league. But for some reason he loved me and wanted me.

And for some reason Tanya and Edward were my friends. 3 beautiful people and one ordinary.

I walked back into the living room with the phone to find that Edward was sitting on the couch with a big shit-eating grin on his face.

"What you so happy about?" I shot at him

"Oh nothing. Just though that it was entertaining hearing you and James having phone sex. You're quite a screamer. Funny I always pegged you for the quiet type. Guess looks are deceiving" he laughed while I stared with an open mouth.

I could feel my cheeks burning as I realised that I had been louder than I thought.

"How…. Much did you hear?" I asked carefully

"Pretty much everything" he grinned up at me.

.Me. I am never going to live this down. Edward started laughing uncontrollably, so I done the first thing that I could think of and attacked him with one of the pillows from the couch. His jaw dropped and his eyes narrowed.

Before I knew it I was pinned down underneath Edward and his hands were going for my sides.

"Sto……stop……stop please. I'm sorry" I laughed

"Not good enough, what do you have to say?" he chuckled

"Ok. Ok….. Edward is a a fucking god. Happy?" I laughed

His tickling stopped and he stood up. Reaching a hand out to pull me up. Grabbing it I was pulled to my feet.

"You don't play fair" I shook my head.

Laughing Edward walked into his room and shut the door.

Later on that night

I was dressed for the kill. I had on a tight white dress with some small kitten heels and a clutch bag. My hair was straightened to perfection and I had on natural looking make up.

As I paced the living room waiting for Edward to come out of his bedroom I kept casting myself glances in the mirror.

Edwards door opened.

"About time, man. I was wondering if you'd ever come out" I turned around and was shocked.

Edward looked ten times more gorgeous that usual. He was wearing a simple white shirt and black pants. His hair was messed to the point it looked like sex hair.

"Haha very funny. You look lovely Bells." He smiled.

I could only nod and follow him out the door.

Cielo was packed. All the chairs were filled, though Edward had managed to bag us two in the corner. I was now onto what felt like my tenth drink.

I knew that it was only my fifth but I could feel myself start to get tipsy. Edward and I were pretending to be together to avoid any awkward pick ups being attempted by singles. We decided to do it after a tall creepy looking guy called Chad had tried to hit on me .

He had approached me and spoke about himself in third person. Telling me that Chad liked what he saw and couldn't wait to see more. Edward had come over straight after I threw him a 'help me' glance. His arm wound round my waits pulling me closer to him and he had led me away from creepy Chad.

"I leave you alone for two seconds, and already the wolves descend" he had joked.

We had been dancing to a few songs and at the moment we were sitting at the table rating the people that walked in.

"Oh I'd give her an 8" Edward murmered

"Her? Are you drunk? Did someone leave her cage open?" I looked at Edward only to notice him looking at me with an amused grin. He was having me on.

The beat changed and a new song came on. I recognised the song at once. It was Chris Cornell Part of me.

We both rose to our feet and danced our way to the dance floor. Edward put his hands on my hips and swayed his hips. I followed his lead. I was glad that we were such good friends that we could dance provocatively and not have it mean anything

Little girl, I love when she talks to meGot to smile, when she walks that walk with meI want the girl, but I want a lotMight cross my mind, but that's where it stops

OhhhhThat bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of meI said no, that bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of meI said no, that bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of meI said no, that bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of-part of-part of me

We moved a bit closer and I rolled my hips into his groin running my hands down my body quickly. His hands gripped me more tightly.

I love the girl, I'm lovin' the dress she wearsShe's got a hold, got a hold of my neck, oh yeahI wanna cry, the way that she movesI want the girl, but not what she's going throughOhhhhhThat bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of meI said no, that bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of meI said no, that bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of meI said no, that bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of-part of-part of me

I turned around to face him and we both started to mimic dry humping. Edward lifted my left leg up and hitched it around his waist briefly making us come even closer. I slid my leg down and slid down his body before sliding back up to stand face to face with him

She was so friendly, I had one too manyBut now that they tell she was rubbing up against meBut I swear, never meant a thing, she was just a flingThere's no other woman who does it like you

Edwards eyes were dark and looked lust filled. Unconsciously I licked my lips and watched as his eyes followed my tongue. Before I could even blink his lips crashed down onto mine and his lips moved against mine.

It felt so good that I couldn't help but kiss him back. His tongue asked for entrance and I quickly granted it. Bringing my hands to his hair and running my fingers through them. I ground my hips into his feeling his erection pressed against me.

Edward moaned in my mouth and pushed my face harder against his. His tongue never stopping its search of my mouth.

That bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of meI said no, that bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of meI said no, that bitch ain't a part of meNo, that bitch ain't a part of-part of-part of me

"Bella" he moaned into my mouth, bringing me out of my spell.

He sensed my tension and stopped. We both drew back with wide eyes and I covered my mouth with my hands, like such a fucking cliché.

I stepped back never taking my eyes off of him. I felt sick. What had we done? We had just cheated on our spouses and what made me feel sick was that I had enjoyed it and wanted more.

Turning my back on Edward I ran towards the exit, grabbed my jacket and bag from the women at the cloakroom and jumped into the nearest parked taxi.

The journey seemed over before it had even begun. I threw a couple of dollars at the taxi driver and thanked him before running up to our apartment. Unlocking the door I stepped inside.

I closed the door behind me and leant my head against it. Touching my lips briefly I closed my eyes and let a single tear escape.

What the fuck had we done?