Hey guys, I'm so sorry about the wait on this chapter. My holiday was really good and I loved being back in Florida. It ended too soon though.

In other news. We got a kitten when we came back. Called her Twilight and she is so beautiful. Bit of a nutter but really beautiful. Last night she spent the whole night sleeping in my bed with me. She purred the whole time so didn't get to sleep easy.

Also want to say thank you so much for the reviews. It really made my day getting them and just know that you guys rock and are the ones that inspire me to write this story.

Lastly I want to recommend two stories for you guys to read.

First one is - Love Will Come Through by coldplaywhore

Second one is - Soldier Boy by anallbr

These stories are on a whole different level from any other fan fiction story I have ever read, both these writers are super talented and ten times better than myself (wouldn't be hard). So please if you have the time R & R their stories and make their day.

Song - Secret by the pierces

If there was a heaven then I think that I have found it. Lying here in Edwards arms was the closest thing I could get to perfection. To know that I was with a man that l felt completely comfortable with was something that I wasn't used to, something that I had never experienced with James or any other man.

I glanced up at the clock and groaned, it was nearly 8 o'clock meaning that James would be at the door soon. As much as I hated it I knew that I needed to get up and get dressed. I tried to pull myself out of our embrace I found myself being locked tightly in his arms.

"Edward, you need to move. I have to get ready" I tried once again to pull myself up and again found myself being forced back down.

I looked back at Edward and watched as a sly smile slipped onto his face. His eyes were closed and he had a look of contentment.

"Come on. Move. I need to go, James is coming over" I whispered

At the mention of his name I felt Edward tense and his eyes open. His arms still held me tight against him but it wasn't the same as before.

"What do you mean? Why is he coming here?" his voice was abrupt and harsh.

"I mean that my boyfriend is coming over, I phoned him earlier and asked that he come back……. To me…… back home." I couldn't look at his face now. Not when I was practically dismissing him.

Edwards mouth set into a thin line and he nodded before letting me go. I gathered the covers up around my chest and stood. Catching site of myself in the mirror almost gave me a heart attack. My hair was tangled and knotted on top of my head whilst my face was red and had scratch marks on it. Obviously from Edwards stubble. I had bruises on my arms and a love bite forming on the top of my breast. The funny thing is that I have never felt better than I have now.

" So what will you be doing? Are you two going to be together? Even after this?"

"Why shouldn't we? Why would I break up with him?" I could feel my temper rising.

"Why? I'll tell you why Bella. Maybe because we just fucked. It's not right to do that to him. The poor bastard doesn't even know that you cheated on him."

"I know what we just did, but he is still my boyfriend. What do you want me to do? I can't just ignore him and hope that he goes away" I could feel my blood boiling in my skin.

Edward sighed in defeat, standing up he walked over to me and hugged me tightly to his chest.

"I know, I don't know what I want you to do. I just can't stand the thought of him touching you and kissing you. Especially after I've been with you" his arms tightened around me more.

I had no idea what I was going to do. Edward was still engaged to Tanya and although we had just shared something special I knew the chances of them splitting up were slim to none. I couldn't ruin the relationship that I had the now for a few hours of passion that I had experienced, no matter how amazing.

I couldn't think of what to say that would make things all right.

"I know Edward, every time I think of you and Tanya I feel sick to my stomach. But what can we do?" I was at a loss.

Edwards face was thoughtful and troubled for a second. I wanted to reach out and wipe all the lines of worry away and kiss his lips to put a smile back on him.

Hs throat cleared drawing my attention back to the situation at hand, I had obviously been day dreaming again.

"Look, I don't condone cheating. Never had, but what we have is special and so good. Until we figure out what we are going to do, I say we don't try and fight anything, I say whatever happens we just go with it."

I couldn't believe what Edward was suggesting, I could feel my jaw drop and my face turn red. Part of me wanted to scream at Edward, tell him that what he was suggesting was disgusting. Another part however, a bigger part wanted to agree. That seemed to be the part that won.

The doorbell rang signalling the arrival of James. I ran to the door, taking a deep breath and fixing a smile on my face before swinging the door open. James was on the other side, leaning against the doorframe with a huge smile on his face.

He thrust a bouquet of flowers into my hands before pulling my face towards his, his lips roughly kissing mine, this was not like Edwards kisses at all. Edward kisses were soft and gentle, they felt like home. James's kissing was rough and sore.

I disentangled myself from his iron grip and straightened my clothes. James looked confused for a second before he fixed his face into a sly grin.

"Come on Swan. We've not seen each other for days and you want me to just settle for a frigid kiss. I don't think so baby, get your sweet lips over here"

James reached out for me again and I felt myself unable to get away. Then a cough sounded out from behind us.

I spun around to face a pissed off looking Edward.

"My man. What's up?" James put his hand up to give Edward a high five.

Edward didn't move, only nodded his head. James dropped his hand and smiled tightly at Edward. I cleared my throat and began to walk into the living room.

James and Edward followed behind me and I watched as James took a seat on the sofa. It annoyed me a bit to watch him make himself at home in my apartment.

"Do you want a drink?" I offered.

"Yeah baby, I'll have a beer"

I made my way to the kitchen, opening the fridge door I pulled out a beer. Before I could close the door I felt an arm grab me.

Edward was standing beside me, his eyes were dark and lust filled. I reached up and pulled his face down toward me, his lips down to meet mine, in a passionate and lust filled kiss.

His lips moved against mine with a fierceness that I never knew he possessed. I felt his tongue begging for entrance into my mouth and I gave way. Our tongues fought for dominance. Edward hitched one of my legs around his waist and lifted me up. Both legs wrapped around him and I ground myself into his groin.

He moaned into my mouth so I repeated the movement, my fingers dug into his back deeper and deeper.

"Bells, babe where's the drink?" James shouted from the living room

His voice broke our kiss and Edward sat me down on the ground. He fixed my hair before kissing me on the lips softly.

I closed my eyes at the feel of his lips on my skin. His lips moved from my lips to my forehead, before making their way to the pulse point behind my ear.

"Mine" his hoarse voice whispered

I pulled away and nodded. No matter how much I tried to deny it. I belonged to Edward fucking Cullen. And there wasn't a damn thing I could or wanted to do about it.

Grabbing the bottle of beer I rushed back to James and sat down. He took a sip and sighed in content.

"What's that on your arm?" Edward was standing in the hallway and looking at James.

I followed his gaze down to James's arm and gasped.

Why hadn't I noticed that before. There were long scratch marks all over his arm, some were so deep that they had scabbed over. James quickly pulled his shirt down to cover the marks and shrugged his shoulders,

" It's nothing, just got scratched by my cat. Bit of a vicious bitch. Don't worry though. I put her in her place " James chuckled.

Funny. I never knew James had a cat or even knew anyone else who had one. I immediately felt guilty for not knowing enough about my boyfriend. Thinking about it I realised that I never actually knew anything about James.

I never knew about his life away from me or his parents or family members, even though I had known him for years. I made a promise in that second that I would find out more about my boyfriend in a better attempt at being a good girlfriend.

A.N so please please review. At the moment I am kind of stuck for ideas about how to carry on a Bella and Edward affair.

Also just want to say that I don't condone cheating, however I really didn't want to have him split from Tanya so easy. I want it to be a rocky road.