-1I'm standing in front of her door, I know that we need to talk… leave everything clear… right? I knock at her door. ¨ Coming¨ she said.

¨ We… we need to… to talk¨ I said while I notice her perfect body wearing just a towel.

¨ Can you give a minute?¨ she looked ashamed when she realized I was checking her out.

¨Fine, I'll wait here¨ she closed the door. What will I say? I can't apologize… but then … what will I say? Oh! I know! I will ask her about the company, I want to know everything.

Alice opens the door and I can't stop looking at her. She is… perfect. ¨come on in¨ she said while she sits in her bed, I close the door behind me, and I notices she is nervous now maybe even scared.

¨ I'm not here to prove if you're virgin or not. I'm here because I want to know everything about the company. This is not what I normally do, but I have background from my… Charlie¨ I clear my throat ¨and I'll learn fast¨ ¨

¨ I can inform you about everything tomorrow… I don't have any information here… we… we can go together tomorrow… to the company. ¨ she wanted to tell me something, it was all over her face, I found her very easy to read ¨ Listen Bella… after this year I will leave you everything…¨ I cut her off

¨ I don't care! Do whatever you want with the money. now I just want this year to be over, so I can go back home¨ I walked to the door, that was the end of the conversation, but her beautiful voice stopped me.

¨ Whatever, but when we get married, I'll ask you that…¨ I face her again, she looked tensed and brave. I force her to look at me by taking her chin.

¨ When we get married, you'll be my wife and we will sleep here as a happy couple¨ her face turn red, she was angry. ¨ Do not cry… that won't help you. Charlie chose our destiny and you trusted him, so get over it… sleep well¨ I touched her head.

¨ DON'T TOUCH ME! I'm not a lesbian!¨ she yell at me.

¨Maybe… Charlie had his doubts¨ I leave her there… crying.

After that I went to the kitchen. Nanny was there, but she decided not to talk and I was fine with it. I finished, I went to my room, and when I passed through her door I heard her sobs.

¨ Aggghhh…. damn it¨

3 week later.

The company is going well. There is a lot to do so I keep myself busy, and when I have extra time I volunteer at the Red Cross. It had been a week since Alice left to Paris for a business. I don't hear her cry anymore at night. Sometimes I fight with her… somehow it makes me feel better; it was a shock for me when she start to fight back. Anyway, our weeding is in two days… I felt like… my life will end right there, this pressure is going to break me down and the only things that help me out are work, cigarettes and my fights with Alice… is that weird?

I know it is! I don't fight with her because of my anger anymore… I fight because I found it funny the way she fight, how her face gets all red, she look so beautiful when she is angry… but I cant be thinking about this!

I need to get out of here. ¨ It´s 10:00 pm¨ I said while I was waiting for the elevator.

¨wait please!¨ said a beautiful bell like voice that I already know. ¨ thank you, I´m going…late¨ she realize is me…her personal nightmare.

¨ There is no need for explanations¨ I turned to the wall, I didn't want to see her angelical face.

¨ Believe me! The last thing I wan is to give you explanations… I just thought I was talking to someone else¨ I couldn't fight it any longer. I was checking her out again like since the day I met her. Sometimes I think that if I had met her in other circumstances, maybe… I would've fall in love with her easily… she is perfect. ¨ I´m leaving tomorrow for a business in Italy, I´ll be here for the weeding, don't worry I wont leave you¨ she smiled.

¨of course you won´t leave me, you would lose your money right? ¨ she loose her smile and I was glad… I´m weak in front of it. Jasper, our drives was here… I take the easy way, to ignore her and walked to the van.

¨Good night Ms. Swan, I hope you had a good day¨ Jasper said while he opened the door for me, always a gentleman, but I wasn't in a good mood.

¨ Since I came here, all my days are black Jasper and it is because of her¨ I pointed to Alice who was in the passenger seat right next to Jasper. ¨So please don´t ask¨

¨Good night Ms. Brandon, did you have a good day? ¨ Alice put on her seatbelt.

¨I can't say it was bas, but it wasn't good either… it have been pretty normal ¨ I can feel her eyes on me, but I ignore her… well at least I try. ¨ Jasper, tomorrow I want you to bring me to the airport, I´ll be back for the weeding¨

¨ I understand, I wish you a wonderful trip Alice¨ did he said Alice? Why is he smiling at her like that?

¨ why won´t you two kiss each other?¨ I whispered, I was angry but I didn´t know why.

¨ Sorry , I didn´t hear you¨ Jasper said, of course he heard me, but he was nervous.

¨Nothing Jasper! Just keep driving won´t you? ¨

¨ Why are you so rude to Jasper? Are you jealous?¨ Jealous? Me? Of who? Of course not!

¨ Are you crazy? There is no way I can feel something for you besides hate¨ Alice turned to her window again.

¨ Well, I´m glad because I hate you too¨ she whispered.