As his alarm went off that morning he saw his black sweater on top of his hamper. All of last night's memories came back in a flood he turned on the radio and hopped into the shower. He prayed that she wouldn't be in work today. That would make telling the office about the transfer so much easier. As he got dressed he wished that he had almost never told her that. But then he remembered the agony. As he got in his car he realized that all he could do now was pray that Roy didn't know.
Today was his first day of a new life. Trying to be optimistic he walked in and asked the receptionist where his desk was. 'She isn't as pretty' he thought but immediately drowned that out. He hated running from his problems or pain in this case. As he sat down the guy whose desk was in front of his introduced himself "Andy Bernard…" But he wasn't listening, he only stared out the window. It was beautiful outside 'I wish Pam were here to see this. She would love painting this.' He hated thinking about her. It hurt too much.
It was lunch and all he could think about was leaving. He was going to go get some hard liquor drown out the pain. As he took a bite out of his sandwich he wished it were ham and cheese. Andy walked in "hey…. BIG TUNA!" Jim rolled his eyes, Dwight was almost better than this. "Oh, hi" he replied. Nobody seemed to know his name or anything. Maybe that was a good thing.
He stared out the window at the ocean. The color of the water reminded him of her dress. Thinking thoughts like that was just rubbing more salt in the wound. He knew it, but couldn't refrain himself from it. Andy turned around. "Whatcha' thinking of Tuna?" he pried. He quickly stared riffling through papers "huh? Oh nothing…" "Come on Tuna your no fun. I can tell you what I was thinking about though. This totally hott girl I banged last night." His eyes got wide " I did not need to know that Andy" He hated when people talked like that. All it did was remind him of how Roy talked about Pam. " Whatever, but I can tell you it was awesome." "ANDY!" he said in a harsh forceful tone "Shut up! I don't care nor do I want to know in the first place!" "Wow, didn't know you were so queer Tuna." Jim got up from his desk and went to the water cooler. As he was taking a drink he almost welled up. Pam was now married to Roy and thinking of the way he treated her always got him angry. And he couldn't stop thinking of her. He needed to leave. He hopped in his car and drove to the nearest bar, and ordered some straight vodka.
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