He sat down and checked his email. His latest post on Xanga had gotten a comment. He hoped Pam had forgotten about it. His latest stuff was generally written when he was drunk or angry. He also got a forward from Michael, he immediately deleted it angrily. One he really hated chains and town was that he hated getting any sort of contact from the Scranton branch. All he was trying was to forget it all, but it just kept following him around like a lost puppy. It just hurt so badly, it all reminded him of Pam. And that would just be rubbing salt in the wound. Josh came over "Hey why do you look so pissed? Did something happen?" "Oh huh? Oh its nothing I just lost some fantasy baseball." He lied. He couldn't stop thinking about that night. He remembered watching his phone ring and not picking up when she called. He had never done that to her before. But that night was a night for putting it all on the line. He sighed. He had to stop thinking about it. Luckily Josh had just called for a Call of Duty game.
Michael answered his phone and started talking. He drowned out the noise of his conversation and let blend in with the noisy room. "Say hi to Pam!" said Michael. He immediately thought he shouldn't but his heart won and "Hi Pam." Blurted out. He then began intently listening into what they were saying but nothing really mattered, until Michael said "Have fun on your date!" He was in a state of shock. Did Pam call off her wedding!? Ever since he got to know Roy and Pam he knew that they were a mismatched pair. He got a sudden urge to run back to Scranton, and help her through that. He knew that that had to hurt, but after shooting him down twice the pain was too much.
He freaked out when she picked up the phone. "Ah, Hi." He didn't need this, but he loved every moment. It was weird but looked past it. It was one of those moments when he just wanted to get up and dance but at the same time he wanted to punch a hole in the wall. This is how he always was. He was a constant battle of head vs. heart. His heart wanting Pam, and his head taking any other choice. He sighed this was too good to be true.
i really want to write more of this but i have gotten preocupied with my screenplay. tell me what you think! THANKS FOR READING!!