He just sat there saying nothing..."please...say something anything..." I could see the wheels turning in his head and it was killing me not to know what he was thinking. Peeta never held back from me, it's always me who holds back from him, I know now what that feels like and make a silent promise to never make him feel how I am now again.

My head is spinning with questions...is he mad? Or does he think we can have it "taken care of" in the Capitol as Effie suggested?
He finally makes eye contact with me
"it's ok Katniss we'll figure it out together."
He pulls me into a hug and kisses me on the top of my head.
"I'm keeping it" is all I manage to get out before I'm racked with sobs again.
"Ok then, let's try and calm down so we can sort this all out then."
This turns out to be easier said than done, it takes at least 15 minutes of Peeta rubbing my back and reassuring me until I am breathing normally and not crying.
"I love you" are the first steady words that I get out. "and I you" he replies and gives me a soft and sweet kiss.
"I have to find Effie though...she suppose to have gotten a pregnancy test just to be sure."
"I'll come with you, I'll be with you every step of the way." He smiles reassuringly, grabs my hand and leads me out of the room.

Effie is easy enough to find, she's in the sitting room straight backed and on edge. I know she must be waiting for me.
"Effie?"
"oh Katniss, good I got what you asked for" she's says cryptically eyeing Peeta.
"I told him, it's ok" I try and give her a reassuring smile like Peeta has been giving me but I think it looks more like a grimace.
"oh thank heavens! I hate secrets. "she breathes a sigh of relief as she reaches into her purse and gives me the test and explains how to use it.
I go into the bathroom and take the test, it takes 2 minutes for results so I bring it back out to the sitting room, Cinna and Haymitch have joined. Peeta explains that he had to tell Haymitch what was going on when he seen everyone congregated he was suspicious. No big deal, he had to find out sooner or later.
"How much longer?" I ask to no one in particular.
"30 seconds "Peeta answers.
I'm holding the test so the results window is facing down, I count to 30 and flip it over, there it is...a little pink plus sign...positive. I look up and everyone in the room is staring at me, no one is breathing, no point in dragging it out any longer."Positive" is the best I can manage. A huge collective exhale but still no one speaks.
"So I guess we need to change your whole wardrobe now" Cinna says with a smile playing on his lips.

"I guess so...do we try and hide it? Or just go with it?" I ask the room in general
"I think we might as well just tell everyone, it might buy us some lenience with President snow, he's still steaming over your stunt with the berries, he not going to forget it easily." says Haymitch and I agree with him 100%. It's decided we'll wait to announce it when we get to the Capitol.

When we arrive in district 11 however we know something is up. There are peacekeepers with guns everywhere, we are escorted into a back room and separated.

I'm sitting at a desk rubbing my belly; the thought that I'm actually growing a person inside of me blows my mind. A person who will grow up and be someone, have a life and a job and a spouse, maybe kids of their own. Then I remember that none of that might happen, because they could be called in the reaping and thrown into the arena, the very reason I didn't want a child my whole life. I don't get to finish this train of thought though because the door burst open, making me jump. I look up and it's President Snow.
"Katniss, how nice to see you again." he says as he walk in and takes a seat.
I'm completely shocked and confused as to why he's here "Um hello Sir"
"Now Katniss we need to have a talk, your stunt with the berries has had quite the negative effect on some of the districts."
"Has it?" I ask trying to pass myself of as an innocent girl in love who couldn't possibly be held accountable for her actions.
"Yes is has, while the citizens of the Capitol see it for what I'm sure it was, blind love. But the districts see it for something completely different; they see it as an act of Rebellion" The word rebellion hangs in the air, Oh god I'm in a lot of trouble...

"There have been rumblings in several districts... Now what you need to do is squash this rebellion and make them see that rebellion was not and is not tour agenda. He's stern like he's scolding a child, which I guess is what I am to him. A stupid Child who without trying has started a rebellion, I know I will eventually be punished if I can't do what he ask. The problem is I have no idea how to fix things.
"Uh, how do I do that?" I ask is a quavering voice.
"Be in love, tell anyone who will listen that you just couldn't bare life without Peeta and weren't thinking. Flat out tell them if you must that a rebellion will only lead to loss of live in the districts and harsher conditions for them."

"Ok I'll try" I really doubt anything I have to say will fix this, but if he see's I've tried maybe everyone I love can be spared retribution from the capitol for my mistakes...

"You should be a little more assertive Katniss. I think you can do better than I'll try...we wouldn't want you not to get the point across. You should start with your family and friends in district 12. It would be shame if something happened to them because they misunderstood your intentions."
"Yes, of course Sir" I manage to get out. There's the threat on my friends and family had been dreading.
"Good girl Katniss" President Snow says and turns to walk out the door. He stops just before he leaves and turns back to face me. "Oh and congratulations to you and Peeta! Good luck with your pregnancy and may the odds be ever in your favour."