Authors Note : This is a real short chapter , but I really hope you guys like the song I picked . :)
Chapter 6
Brittany found her eyes wandering in the row behind her at Santana. She couldn't help but want to give her a big hug. Santana had just got dumped in front of the entire Glee Club, though Santana wasn't one to show emotions it did seem like Santana was hurt about what just took place. Brittany could feel the sadness from Santana seep slowly onto the floor and travel towards her. She was beginning to feel her pain, feel her sadness.
Santana turned slightly and eyed Brittany, their eyes locked but not for long. Santana quickly dodged her eyes.
She's mad at me, Brittany thought, She thinks I don't love her. I do. I do love her. I'm an idiot. It was a dream, a dumb dream. These people in my dreams don't control me, I control me. I do love her. I do…
"Yes, Brittany?" Mr. Schue asked, everyone turned to Brittany who had her hand raised to her own surprise.
"I have a song."
"Oh, well then let's hear it."
Brittany stepped slowly off the row and looked at Artie who smiled lovingly back at her. She then turned to Santana who was clearly trying to ignore her, but it wasn't working. Brittany motioned for the band to play, the soft beat came forward and Brittany closed her eyes and swayed. She never closed her eyes when she sang before, but right now at this very moment looking at Santana's face then somehow floating her eyes to look at Artie was too painful. She didn't want to look at either one. She knew her confession and who it was to; she didn't need to look at the person to prove it.
"Last night, I was pouring out my heart
Like a waterfall to you
And with one kiss, I was a runaway train
Flying off the track to you
"I love you" came flooding out
Couldn't make it stop, couldn't shut my mouth
I felt like a fool when I lied and said I was sorry
But
I unapologize, I meant every word
Won't take back the way I feel about you
I can't unsay what you heard, 'cause you heard me right
And I won't try to fight them back
Or hide my feelings for you
I unapologize…"
Artie looked at his girlfriend and for a split second didn't really know what to say. As she broke into the second verse he sat there in awe at her confession song. Brittany was singing about loving someone, she was singing that she told someone she loved them and lied and said she didn't mean it. Artie thought back long and hard and realized that every time Brittany said those three words she never said she didn't mean them, which could only mean that Brittany's confession was to someone else…
"...I unapologize, I meant every word
Won't take back the way I feel about you
I can't unsay what you heard, 'cause you heard me right
And I won't try to fight them back
Or hide my feelings for you
I unapologize…"
Santana eyed Brittany and then eyed Artie; even though Brittany's eyes were closed she could see very clearly that Brittany had her direction towards her. She kind of felt bad for Artie, he truly loved Brittany and Brittany did love him. But this song, this confession proves that no matter how lost and confused Brittany may be at times one thing is defiantly true: She loves Santana.
"…Oh there's no time to be
Holding it all and trying to pretend
That I don't feel anything
Oh, I shouldn't have said I'm sorry
I meant every word
Won't take back the way I feel about you
I can't unsay what you heard, 'cause you heard me right
And I won't try to fight them back
Or hide my feelings for you
I unapologize."
Brittany opened her eyes and heard the applause of her fellow Glee Club members. She smiled and made her way towards Artie who had pushed his chair a few inches away from her.
"One more time for Brittany." Mr. Schue said.
"Who is he?" Artie whispered to her as applause filled the choir room once more.
"Huh?"
"Who is he? The guy that you said you loved and didn't mean it but you did mean it, who is he?"
"Um…"
"There's a lot of things I am Brittany, but dumb isn't one of them. Who is he?"
Brittany bit her lip, "I'm sorry, Artie. Truly I am. When I thought about that song I never thought that…"
"Who he is?" Artie repeated.
"There is no he."
"You sang the song, Brittany. I was sitting right here, feet away from you. I heard it, I heard the confession. How can you lie to me?"
"I'm not lying; I have never lied to you Artie."
"Then if it isn't a he, who is it?"
Brittany let her eyes travel towards Santana who had been watching them both since Brittany stopped singing.
*Song: Unapologize - Carrie Underwood (Sung by Brittany)