Author Notes/Apologies: It has been so long since I have had chance to get back to this story and I am really really sorry. I came down with this awesome case of the flu and then the real world kept me from getting back in front of the laptop. I should be back on track sooner or later. Anyway thanks to Baley for everything she does for me (wink,wink) and for Kate and othlvr16 thanks for the reviews. And also thanks to the Fray as they once again kicked me in the ass and gave me an entire chapter from one song. Seriously the album is awesome! And if I forgot anyone, I am sorry I am still a little out of it from the meds, lol. Enjoy!!!

You Found Me – Chapter 6 – That's Enough For Now…

Brooke walked into Haley's house and sat the bags of grocery in the kitchen. Haley had been out of the hospital for about a week and Brooke had spent every second at her side. Since Haley's parents were still god knows where and Lucas was still keeping his distance for some reason, Brooke decided that she would stay there with Haley until she was back on her feet. Brooke took off her leather jacket and tossed onto the couch in the living room. She opened the fridge and started putting the food away.

"Do you need some help?"

Brooke turned around and there was Haley standing there in her god awful teddy bear pajama bottoms and grey t-shirt. She was finally starting to look like the Haley she had met back in tutoring center.

"I am just about finished here and aren't you supposed to be sleeping?" Brooke said as she continued.

"I can't sleep anymore. Makes me feel like I am back in that hospital bed. Plus I missed you…" Haley walked over and sat on the counter near the fridge. She noticed a change in Brooke's expression when she said that.

"I know we said that we were going to try and move past it but, you never told me why you did it?" Brooke still had made eye contact even though Haley was so close to her. They hadn't talked about Haley's suicide attempt since that day in the hospital. It was like the 800 pound gorilla that was always in the room with them.

"I am not ready yet…" Haley whispered. She hopped off of the counter and walked over to the kitchen sink. She didn't want to face the truth of her choice just yet. After all, it was the lowest point in her life and that isn't the easiest thing to revisit. Brooke did save her life and she did owe her an answer. Haley got a glass out of the cabinet and filled up with water from the sink. While she was drinking, Brooke had finished putting everything away and went over to the kitchen sink and stood by Haley.

"No rush…I just was wondering…" Brooke knew that she couldn't force Haley to tell her anything and if she did, it might push Haley away from her again. She grabbed Haley by the band of her pants and pulled her so she was standing in front of her. They just stood there like for several minutes. Just staring at each other and studying each other's face. Brooke gently brushed Haley's hair behind her ear like she had done several times before. She smiled as Haley exhaled deeply from the touch.

"I love it when you do that…" Haley said.

"I love to do it…" Brooke slid her arms back around Haley and rested her hand on the small of her back.

This was the first time she had been close to Brooke since they hugged at the hospital. It was intoxicating to be this close to her. Haley smiled and placed her hands on the waist of Brooke. The butterflies that usually accompanied any contact with her were in full effect again. Haley had never had anyone hold her like this. She looked into Brooke's hazel eyes and she began to wonder. Why she deserve somebody like Brooke? She was the most beautiful thing she had ever seen. Her hair, her lips, her hands, her smile and her body didn't have a single flaw that Haley could see. She was nervous and excited all at the same time. Brooke smiled at her and Haley bit her bottom lip. God, Brooke Davis was perfect.

"Perfect…" Haley whispered.

"Who? Me?" Brooke said as she hands began rubbing Haley's back with her slender fingers. She was tracing a pattern on her back over and over again.

"Yes…you…I feel like I am in a dream when I am with you…and there is something that I want to do right now…but I am really scared that if I do it…"

"Well what if I told you that you don't have to be scared." Brooke pulled Haley closer to her body. Their faces were so close to each other now.

"I would still be scared…" Haley laughed. Her body felt so strong against hers. She could feel how flat her stomach was and how strong her arms felt around her waist. Brooke gently grabbed Haley's wrist and started to guide Haley's hand down the front of her shirt. Haley held her breath as her hand passed over Brooke's breast.

"Don't be. I'm real, baby." Brooke smiled as she felt Haley's fingers gently squeeze her. It wasn't a grope or anything like that. It was just a touch.

"Do you like it?" Brooke whispered.

Haley nodded. The only breasts she had ever touched were her own. She had always thought that all breasts felt the same but she was wrong. Brooke's were smaller than hers by a hair but they had this fullness to them. Haley's thumb gently rubbed around the inside of Brooke's breast. She felt so different but she was the same as her. There was something about that made her feel very comfortable with this girl that she had only known for less than a week. She held kept her hand there and enjoying the feeling.

"Do you trust me?" Brooke asked looking straight into Haley's eyes. Her hand was burning through her shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra so the only thing between Haley's hand and her skin was that t-shirt. She could feel Haley's hand on her skin even though it wasn't. Her pulse was quickening and she was getting a little worked up just from having Haley touch her.

"With all my heart…" Haley said without any hesitation. Brooke had saved her life. Why wouldn't she trust her? At this point, if she had asked her to go out and rob Tree Hill Savings and Loan, she would do it. Brooke gently tugged her wrist and her hand started to move down towards the hem of her shirt.

"Good…now touch me…" Brooke released Haley's wrist and smiled. Hopefully, Haley would take it from there.

"Ok…"Haley's fingertips went slowly underneath her shirt and she kept going until the tips of her fingers touched the swell of Brooke's breast. Haley smiled as she placed her hand on Brooke's chest. She could feel her nipple growing stiff in her hand. She took a deep breath and took a half step away from Brooke. With her free hand, she grabbed Brooke's forearm and moved it until the cheerleader's hand was on her stomach. Tiny goose bumps formed on her skin from having Brooke touch her. No one had ever touched her there. She held her breath as Brooke's nimble fingers made their way up her shirt and onto her breast. Haley gasped as Brooke gently squeezed her breast. The tingle seemed to shoot all over her body. Her nipples grew hard. They had never gotten like this even when she would play with herself. Her heart was pounding away in her chest and her body was telling her that she needed more.

"Are you still scared of waking up?" Brooke had started to gently massage her breast.

"No..."Haley felt like her knees were going to buckle from what Brooke was doing to her. She moved so her face was closer to Brooke's. Her lips were so close but they still weren't where they needed to be. Haley let out a nervous laugh and smiled.

"I can't believe this is happening…" Haley whispered.

"Stop thinking... Just close your eyes and do it…please…" Brooke said as her hazel eyes burned into Haley's brown eyes.

Haley closed her eyes and touched her lips to Brooke's. She was having her first kiss and it was more amazing than anything she had imagined. She didn't really know what she was doing so just tried to follow whatever Brooke did. Brooke opened her mouth just enough so she could gently suck on Haley's top lip first and then switch back to her bottom. Haley moaned from the actions and from the way Brooke's lips tasted. It was like kissing a piece of candy. She wanted more. Haley waited until Brooke's lips were open again and then she gently slid her tongue inside of Brooke's mouth.

Brooke's eyebrows shot up from the contact. She was surprised but in a good way. She moaned as the tip of the tutor's tongue made rubbed against hers. Haley was getting good at this. Brooke could feel a heat building up inside of her. She hadn't felt like this in a long time. She liked kissing but there was something different about this. Kissing wasn't that big of a deal to her. She would kiss boys all the time but standing there in Haley's kitchen, it changed.

This was special.

And Haley was special. It wasn't the greatest kiss ever but it was the most intense kiss she ever had. And she knew that Haley was everything she wanted to be. She was honest to a fault, loyal, and she had the most beautiful soul that she had ever met. Haley James was everything she wanted to be. Then she started thinking about Haley's smile. Her hips. How good her breasts looked and felt. And how amazing it felt to kiss her.

She wanted Haley.

She wanted to throw her down on the floor and peel those cute pajamas pants off of her. Then she wanted to have Haley's thighs on either side of her head and put her mouth on that tight virgin pussy of hers. She wanted lick her until she could barely stand and fuck her until she could take it anymore. Brooke pulled back from the kiss. She knew that Haley would definitely not be ready for something like that just yet. She was practically gasping for air and she knew that if they didn't stop now, she wouldn't be able to.

"Did I do something wrong?" Haley asked. She started running through a list of things that she had done wrong. Maybe she kissed her wrong or maybe her hands were in the wrong spot. She started to have a mini-freak out right there. Her first kiss and she had done it so wrong that Brooke didn't even want to kiss her anymore. Haley slid her hand from underneath Brooke's shirt. She started to pull away from Brooke but the cheerleader quickly wrapped her arms around her.

"No baby…"Brooke sighed.

"Then what is it? Is it me?" Haley turned her head and braced for the impact.

"No. I just don't want to rush this…and if we kept kissing like that…I am not sure I would have been able to stop." Brooke answered.

"Oh." Haley was surprised. She never thought that she could get someone worked up like that. She smiled. Brooke Davis wanted her. She wanted her more than anything. She leaned in and kissed Brooke once again. She could hear Brooke moaning from the kiss and it made her feel like a million dollars. Haley broke the kiss and placed several tiny kisses onto Brooke's lips.

"I am pretty sure that I wouldn't have stopped you..." Haley said.

"Really?" Brooke asked.

"Really."

"Wow. It's just that this is more than just sex…you are very important to me Haley. I have never felt like this about anyone. I have never had anyone look at me the way you do. I have never had anyone look past the outside and see the real me…What we have doesn't come along every day. I don't want to mess this up…" Brooke said.

"You won't. Because you are a good person and I know that. You make me feel safe and I know you won't ever let anything happen to me. You saved my life, Brooke. And that means a lot." Haley hugged her tightly and a tear silently slid down her face.

"But it was my fault that you did that...how can you say that I saved you when I pushed you into that place?"

"Because Brooke, I was already on that path. If you hadn't came into the tutoring center that day, we wouldn't have ever met and maybe I wouldn't have tried to kill myself that day but it was going to happen one day. But you came and you took me off of that road. So you see... it doesn't matter how we got here, all that matters is that you saved me." Haley held onto Brooke with every bit of strength in her arms.

"You think so?" Brooke asked.

"I know it. I am here because of you. And we will get to where we need to be soon enough…" Haley answered. She let the hug go just enough so they could see each other again. Brooke had a few tears falling from her eyes and so did Haley. They both smiled.

"I just want you to know that I didn't cry this much before I met you…" Brooke said.

"Sure… So, I guess kissing you all the time will have to be enough…" Haley whispered into her ear.

"Yeah, that's enough…for now…so maybe we should keep kissing then…" Brooke leaned in and kissed the tutor once again.

As she stood there kissing Brooke, Haley felt like there wasn't anything she couldn't handle. They still had a lot of things that they needed to work but none of that seemed to matter. She finally had somebody that she could always count on. She didn't have a worry in the world. Until she heard the backdoor open and heard the voice of someone she hadn't talked to in a long time.

"Haley?"

Haley broke the kiss and saw her best friend Lucas Scott standing there.

"Hi Lucas."

To Be Continued…