Authors Note: Hello Readers! Ugh guess what I found out today? I have add strep all week and gave it to my brother. Ha ha yeah it sucks. We are both just sitting at home. And I decided to update! Yay! Ha, well enjoy!
I do not own Degrassi.
Narrators POV:
"Randall where the Hell were you last night?" "Bitch why do you have to always know where I am?" then there was a slap. "Don't you Dare call me that! You discust me!" "Oh yeah then why are you still here?" "I'm here for Clare and I'm not leaving! Maybe YOU should leave!" "You know what Helen? I think I will!". Clare had heard everything. Did he really leave? She thought. Does he not care enough about me to stay? Tears were forming in her eyes. No, I can't cry. I have to be strong. So instead of crying she grabbed the razor. She walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on. See the shower is just a shower for some people, A place to get clean. But for Clare the shower was were she went to relieve stress, To escape from the world, she also loved the way the steam and hot water hit the newly open cut. She had a problem, She new this. She new it was unhealthy. But did she care? No. So just like she always does, she grabbed the razor held it to her arm and breathed out a deep breath she didn't know she was holding in. She washed her hair and got out of the shower. She wrapped her hair in a towel while she searched for clothes in her closet. She decided on gray skinny jeans and I long sleeve shirt that was black and had a red drawing of a tiger on it. She sliently made her way down stairs, grabbed her backpack, and headed to school. The whole day was a blurr. She couldn't consitrate. The walked into English and sat behind Eli with out a word. "Okay class, Today I want you to get with your partners, Ask them 10 questions, then write a poem about them. Get to work" Said Ms. Dawes. "Hey Partner" Eli said with a smirk. "Oh hey" Replied Clare with a smile. "So let's get started, Favorite color?" Asked Eli "Red" said Clare. Next it was Clare's turn. "Why do you always smirk, but never smile?" "Well I don't know my lips are just slanted and I hate showing my teeth, so I smirk." Replied Eli. Clare secretly loved that smirk of his. Clare was staring at Eli's lips the whole time they were talking. Eli noticed this and decided to play with her. "Okay my turn, Do you want to kiss my lips?" He said teasingly. Clare smirked and replied "Well Goldsworthy, what kind of a question is that? Of course I want to kiss you!" This surprised Eli. They both started to lean forward. Clare's lips were centimeters away from Eli's when she turned her head. "That'll teach you not to tease me Goldsworthy." Clare said with a wink. Eli was, dissopointed. He longed for Clare's lips to be on his. As did Clare. These two were growing feelings for each other, anyone could tell. But Clare was scared. KC had hurt her last year, and with her parents, How could she like or even love anyone. Both teens pushed those feelings aside and continued their assignment, Wishing that they had kissed.
A/N Ha did you think I would make them kiss that fast? Pssh no. BUT they are growing feelings for each other so be excited! This is my longest chapter, and probably my best. REVIEW! Oh and if you like Flare check out my other story I Shouldn't Love You
