I am a girl. Really, deep down inside, under all the exterior toughness, I am a girl. I am almost ashamed to tell you how I found out.
So, I got all dressed up today. By dressed up I mean I crimped my hair and put makeup on. I thought maybe if Blake saw how pretty I was he might say something. Instead he's just like Oh I gotta go. So I pulled the do you want to go riding with me later card. No way he'd turn that down.
Yeah, he said no, he was busy and then he just left without even saying goodbye.
So I asked Shane with my best dejected tone if he knew what was going on. He said no. So I went to interrogate Hunter and he knew nothing either.
Then I went outside and I saw him getting out of this girl's car. And he was all nonchalant and sneaky about it. I will admit this to you and no one else. I was jealous. I mean really jealous. This girl was gorgeous, in the way that I could never hope to be.
So I'm freaking out and then before I can figure out what to do, here comes Lothor. Blake was really late for the fight. It took Cam forever to find him. When he finally did show up he kicked butt obviously, although why he couldn't have shown up a little sooner is beyond me.
We got back to Ninja-ops and Blake starts playing with this pointy stick thing. He said he'd been training with it and then walked off. So, being the dedicated friend I am, I followed him. Completely out of concern for his welfare of course. It wasn't like I had an ulterior motive or anything. Right, enough lying, on with the story.
He got jumped from behind and so naturally I went to kick this guy's butt. And ended up getting my own butt kicked instead.
Blake pulled me up and with this knowing little smirk asked what I was doing. Then this attacker took off her mask and Blake was like this is Leanne.
Right then my heart shattered into a million pieces. I almost started to cry right then and there. How could he do this to me? I was crushed.
Then Blake says she's a ninja and she says Blake's talked about me a lot. And in my head I'm going, he has? And then I realized what I should have seen a long time ago. She was helping Blake train. That's all.
So I'm all embarrassed and then Blake says he thinks it's cool that I defended him. So I can tell he's not mad, which is good.
But then we get attacked, of course, and things run their natural course. Kicking butt, morphing, zords, etc. Watching Blake use his pointy stick was amazing.
So later on I met Blake at the beach. I started to apologize but he cut me off and said I didn't have to. Then, he says the most un-Blake like thing ever. He's like, "Besides, you're kinda cute when you're jealous."
So I'm all like no way, and he's like yeah you were. So I told him it just looked like he need help and that's why I came along.
That gets him all mad and we start sparring on the beach. Which is always a good time.
So after a while we get tired and we're just sitting on the beach. And he says, "you know Tor, you don't ever have to be jealous."
And I go, "Why not."
And he smiles, and takes my hand, and says, "Because no one could ever compare to you."
So I'm all frozen in shock and he leans over and kisses me. On the lips. My brain pretty much exploded. It wasn't very long, but it was perfect. Then he gets all flustered and he's like I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that.
So I just smile and then I kiss him. And then he kisses me back and it was pretty much just amazing.
So, yeah, I'm a girl, and I've officially had my first kiss. And it was incredible. My heart starts racing every time I think about it. Now we have to tell the guys though. That should be a blast. Hey, maybe we'll just keep it a secret for a while. Well, I'll be back soon!
Tori
So, this chapter kind of took on a life of it's own. It didn't really mean for it to go the way it did, and I definitely took some liberties. So, I hope you liked it! Review!
