Authors Note: Another update in one day? Wow ha but I was bored and decided to update again! And it's short, Sorry. Enjoy!
I Do Not Own Degrassi
Clares POV:
"Clare what's this?" I Panicked I ran down the stairs and out the door. "Clare, Clare, Clare come back, Clare!" Eli get screaming my name. I can't let him found out. He will try to stop me, try to get me to stop. But cutting is the ONLY that makes me happy. People wouldn't under stand. I want the razor, I Need the razor. Cutting makes me feel better. I know that I'm broke, I know that I'm messed up. But I need this. And Eli wouldn't understand. I got tired of running. I realized I was at a neighborhood park. I walked over to the swings. I sat down and began to cry. I cried for my parents. I cried for Eli. I cried for me. But then I remembered, I don't have to feel like this. I can take the pain away. I grabbed the extra razor blade out of my pocket, pulled my sleeve up, And made three new cuts. One for me, One for my parents, And One for Eli. I began to sob silently. This was suppose to help, Why was is it making me feel worse now? I threw the razor down and screamed. "Oh Clare" I heard someone whisper. The voice of angel, such a sweet, delicate, caring voice. The voice of the man I have only know for a short amount of time, but has grown to be my best friend. The voice of a man who knows me better than Ali. The voice of a man I am falling in love with. I turned to my left to see Eli with watery eyes. "Clare, ehy would you do this?" He said. "I don't know." I whispered. "How could you have done something so stupid?" he said. "I Don't Know" I whispered. "Clare why? Why Clare?" he said. I stood up and yelled "I don't know Ok? It- It helped ok!" "Clare you could have died" He replied. By this time we were both crying. "I know Eli" I said. He ran up to me and hugged me. We were crying, holding each other. "Clare I know we have only known each other for a short amount of time But, I Love You. You have to stop I-I can't loose you." "Eli I know, I will stop. I Love You Too." He kissed me. It turned into a make out session. We continued to kiss until he pulled away. "Clare tell me why, let me help you." We sat down and I told him everything. I told him about my parents, About Darcy, About KC. I told him about my dad leaving. He held me as I cried. He told me about his parents, about his little sister Julia getting hit by a car, and how hard it was for him to move on. "Clare, I'll always be here for you. I Love You". He said. "I know Eli, Thank You. I Love you too."
A/N So I'm actually thinking 2 more chapters for this story. I know this story went really fast. But I already have a really good sequel planned. I'm updating my Flare story I Shouldn't Love You tomorrow by the way. Um I should update by tomorrow, and the last chapter Monday, then the sequel on Monday too. Oh and
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