Story 2: Sam's Dirty Supernatural First Time continued.
Sam watches her walk away and closes the bathroom door making sure to lock it behind her afterwards.
He slumps back down on the floor his erection quickly fading simply from his humiliation.
Sam imagines she's in there laughing her ass off at him for being so lame to being messing around with her bra alone in her room.
She probably thinks I've been up here masturbating like a freak. But, I wasn't going to do that not here. Not in a room with celibacy posters on the wall that is just creepy.
Sam frowns as he looks around her room feeling as if the angels on the posters are somehow staring at him and judging him. Sam badly wishes he could just escape before he does anything else embarrassing in front of Rachel.
He looks out the window, but sees that the hail storm has only gotten worse. Sam opens up the window and he feels the cold rush of air cool off his sweaty face. The hail crashes down onto the oak tree outside and he knows there is no way he'd make it down the tree without breaking his neck in this weather.
Sam sighs sadly.
Rachel comes out of the bathroom and turns the bathroom light off.
Sam turns around towards her and is amazed to see her now. It's as if his fantasize about her is coming to life, except even better because Rachel isn't wearing any bra at all now.
All her school clothes and underwear are off now. She comes out of the bathroom instead in a knee-length white cotton night gown that is barely thick enough to hide her nipples and her tiny dark pubic hairs are almost showing through it, but a pale pink fleece hooded robe with white and pink bunny ears attached to the hood over her nightgown keeps her body hidden.
She looks just as adorable as a real bunny rabbit in her night clothes, but in Sam's dirty mind she looks more like a playboy bunny in one of Dean's magazines. Sam tries not to stare at her, but has a hard time looking away.
Rachel moves towards the bed and finally removes her robe placing it on the edge of the bed, but when she does one of her thick night gown straps falls off her shoulder as she bends over so she quickly fixes the strap back onto her shoulder before her breasts are suddenly exposed. Then she rushes under the covers and sheepishly smiles at Sam.
How in the world does she manage to look so freaking sexy dressed so innocently Sam wonders? Its not even right how turned on I am now. I am so going to hell for this! Rachel is my friend I don't want to mess things up between her by letting her think I'm just another horn dog. She will think I'm just like Cole and that all I want is sex. That's not all I want from her, but it would be a whole lot easier not to think about sex if she'd put that robe back on.
Rachel notices he hasn't moved from his spot by the window one inch.
Rachel: "Sam, your food is getting cold."
Sam snaps back into reality and finally walks over to the vanity table to grab his plate.
He quickly begins to eat while sitting on the small white cushioned bench in front of the vanity mirror. Sam keeps looking down at his plate so that he doesn't have to make eye contact with Rachel while she is lying in bed. Just seeing Rachel in this position makes him want to jump her bones and kiss every last inch of that untouched body of hers.
Rachel can tell by looking at Sam that he is nervous so she tries to get him talking so he will relax.
Rachel: "So Sam why don't you tell me more about yourself."
Sam stops eating and shallows the food in his mouth. He finally looks up at her forcing himself to maintain eye contact only.
Sam: "Uh, uh what do you want know? There is not much to say my life's pretty boring."
Rachel scoffs at that.
Rachel: "Oh come on Sam. I've spent so much time talking about my life with you, but I know very little about yours. You have a brother right? Uh…Dean well what is he like? Are you two close to one another?"
Sam picks up his plate of his lap and puts it back down on the vanity table.
Sam: "I guess we are. I mean we have to share a room so it kind of forces us to be close."
Rachel stares at him waiting for more information. Sam sighs still not wanting to reveal the truth to her.
Sam: "My family and I don't really see eye to eye on too much, but yeah we do spend a lot of time together more out of necessity really. Its part of the job."
Rachel leans up in bed closer to Sam curious to hear more.
Rachel: "What do you mean?"
Sam sighs and shifts back and forth on the bench.
Sam: "It's kind of hard to explain, but my dad and my brother well they want me to be someone I'm not and it gets kind of frustrating sometimes that's all."
Rachel: "Well who do you want to be Sam?"
Sam: "It doesn't even matter what I want. They have work for me to do. I have to join the family business because they need my help running things and so what if I would rather go to college or lead a totally different life than they want me to. It's still not an option for me so it doesn't matter what I want."
Rachel frowns at him.
Rachel: "Of course it matters, it's your life! You're the one who should decide what you do with it. Don't let your family make that decision for you that is why I'm in the mess I'm in now."
Sam looks at her sadly for a moment not sure what to say in response to that.
Rachel: "I have spent three years pretending to be in love with a guy because my parents loved him and they thought we were meant to be. Well apparently he didn't think so and I always knew I didn't think so, but was too afraid to say anything. I should have follow my heart Sam and done what I wanted to instead, but I didn't and now my heart has been broken. Cole didn't break it, I did it to myself. I did it by not sticking to my guns in the first place."
Rachel tears up again and wipes her faces.
Rachel: "My father knows everything now. Someone from the school called him about the sex video as soon as he got home. The worst part is that when he came to the dinner table and you know what he said to me."
Sam: "What?"
Rachel: "He said… "Well everybody makes mistakes honey, but you'll learn from this one won't you so cheer up and eat your dinner. I knew that Cole was no good for you I think you should go out with Peter Adams at the church you know the one who sings in the choir he's a got a lot more moral fiber. You two will make a better match."
Sam frowns when he hears this.
Rachel: "Cheer up! That is what he says to me and he sits there acting like this was all my idea to be with Cole. Like it is all my fault and I got what I deserved for dating him. But, they pushed me to be with him in the first place and now they want to push me to be with Peter. I've had enough. I told them I wasn't going to date Peter or anyone else at our church so they could just forget it. Then I grabbed my food and came up here back to you. I mean can you believe that?"
Sam shakes his head sadly at her feeling very bad for Rachel's situation, but also proud of her for telling them off.
Sam: "That was brave of you to stand up for yourself Rachel. I don't think they understand what it is you really want or need in life. I know my dad doesn't understand me."
Rachel: "Then make him understand you Sam, don't give in to what he wants for you. Make your own decisions and stick to them even if it is harder that way. Even if they don't like it screw them!"
Rachel blushes a bit realizing after she said it that she cursed again.
Sam smiles at her and moves towards the floor to resituated his blankets for bed.
Rachel: "Sorry, what I mean is who are they to judge us like that? God will judge us not them. But, prayer helps me the most when things get bad. I pray all the time and even when it seems like God doesn't answer my prayers the way I want him too he still finds a way to get through to me. I'm still here and I'm not going out without a fight so from now on I'm living my life and making my own decisions instead of letting others make it for me."
Sam: "That's a great attitude Rachel. I want to pray, but I've been reluctant too lately. It just seems that with all the evil in this world God has bigger problems to deal with than mine, so I don't bother him."
Rachel: "You couldn't bother him Sam. I don't think you even realize how much potential there is inside you. Our science project came out great because of you and we got the highest grade out of all the senior class projects last semester. That is just the tip of the iceberg of what you can accomplish I'm sure of it. And with God on your side well you will be unstoppable Sammy."
Sam smiles when he hears her call him Sammy for the first time. He hates it when his brother and dad call him that, but for first time in a long time hearing it doesn't sound so bad at least not coming from such a pretty girl anyway.
Sam: "Yeah well maybe one day I'll grow a back bone and stand up to them, but tonight I think I'll just go to sleep."
Sam laughs then yawns. He takes one final bite of his dinner.
Rachel: "At least there is no school tomorrow so I won't have to see those jerks until Monday. Well some of them will probably approach me at church on Sunday just to see how I react, but I'm not about to let them see me sweat over this. Hey if it gets their butts in the pews for once I guess that something."
Sam smiles at her then yawns again starting to feel very tired after eating his dinner. He gets up off the bench and moves towards the floor on side of Rachel's bed to get ready to go to sleep.
Rachel lies down against her pillows more and props one elbow up on the bed resting her hand on her head as she looks at Sam then she giggles at him.
Rachel: "Are you really going to sleep in your clothes?"
Sam looks down at his body still fully dressed then back up at her. He shrugs.
Sam: "It's no big deal. I've done it many times before."
Rachel shakes her head then yawns too also feeling very sleepy.
Rachel: "You don't have to sleep like that you know. I'm going to sleep now anyway so if you get too hot or uncomfortable in middle of the night just take off your clothes no one will see and I don't care if you like sleeping naked."
Sam stares at her surprised to hear her say such a thing. He never even considered sleeping naked before. Winchesters always sleep with their clothes on or at least pajamas, but never naked that would leave them too vulnerable when inevitably some monster would try attacking them in the middle of the night.
Rachel yawns once more then reaches over to turn off the lamp light.
She turns her back to Sam and wraps her blanket over her shoulder.
Rachel: "Thanks for being there for me today, Goodnight Sam."
Sam smiles
Sam: "Sure, uh goodnight."
Rachel closes her eyes preparing to get some much needed rest.
Sam lies down on the floor again staring up at the ceiling for several minutes thinking about what Rachel told him about standing up to his dad about joining the hunting business. He starts to really think she is right about doing what he wants for a change.
He decides to start breaking the Winchester tradition by sleeping nude for first time, so after checking to see that she is already a sleep. He goes into the bathroom to take a leak. He reenters the bedroom then checks to make sure her bedroom door is still locked to make sure that her parents won't bust in on them in the middle of the night.
Sam takes off his sneakers and places his socks inside of them under the window. He removes his shirt, jeans and underwear then folds them all neatly under his blanket so he can put them back on quickly if he needs to later. He sighs happily enjoying the newfound freedom of sleeping in the nude. Then Sam closes his eyes so he can finally go to sleep too.
[Three hours later]
Rachel wakes Sam up because he can hear her loudly talking in her sleep.
Sam sits up on the floor to look at her.
Rachel: "Please No! No!"
Sam: "Rachel?"
Rachel: "Stop Rebe! Stop you're hurting me!"
Rachel starts tossing and turning in bed. Her face is sweaty and she appears to be having a really bad nightmare.
Sam: "Rachel? What's wrong?"
Sam gets up of the floor quickly and shakes her awake.
Rachel wakes up acting scared as though she just saw a ghost.
Sam: "Hey, it's just me! You were having a bad dream."
Rachel blinks her eyes for a moment then reaches out and hugs him. She doesn't even notice yet that she is hugging his bare chest.
Sam can tell she's still terrified and he can feel her body is shivering nervously despite being so warm in the room she feels quite cold.
Sam puts a blanket around himself to hide his naked body from her then he turns on the lamp by her bed.
Rachel's face still looks terrified and Sam stares at her vey worried.
Sam: "Are you alright? What was that?"
Rachel grabs the glass of milk off the nightstand that Sam didn't finish drinking and takes a few smalls sips.
Rachel: "Milk always helps me with my nightmares."
Sam frowns at her.
Sam: "Does this happen to you often? These nightmares"
Rachel nods in reply.
Rachel: "At least once a week often several times through the night before they finally stop. I was hoping it wouldn't happen tonight with you in here. It's so embarrassing! I'm sorry Sam you must think I'm crazy."
Sam: "No, don't feel bad everyone has nightmares. Just tell me what were you dreaming about anyway?"
Rachel: "Oh it is always the same stupid nightmare."
Sam frowns still anxious to hear about the dream.
Rachel: "Remember how I told you my sister was killed when I was very young."
Sam nods sadly hating to force her to bring up such a painful memory.
Rachel: "Well ever since she died I've had nightmares about her coming back and haunting me. Its like she's trying to kill me in my sleep and I'm so scared because she is a ghost in my dream. I scream at her and then I die. I always die at the end."
Sam: "I have a lot of nightmares too so I know how scary they can be."
Rachel: "Really?
Sam nods at her.
Sam: "Not nightmares about my family trying to kill me in my sleep, but about other awful things killing me yeah all the time."
Rachel: "But, the weirdest part is that she never actually kills me in them."
Sam frowns at her confused.
Sam: "Who does?"
Rachel: "I never see who it is, but it is someone who looks just like me.'
Sam: "You kill yourself in your own dream?"
Rachel nods at him feel sad and embarrassed.
Sam frowns again feeling very uncomfortable hearing her say such disturbing things.
Rachel lies down again in bed still shivering from nervousness.
Sam covers her up with a blanket to warm her up.
Rachel: "Thanks, Sam."
Sam: "Do you need anything else?"
Rachel: "My mom use to come in my room at night and sleep in my bed with me when I was little that always helped."
Sam: "You want me to get her?"
Rachel frowns at him.
Rachel: "God No! She'd killed us both if she found you in here!"
Rachel: "I just meant it helps to not feel so alone in the bed that's all."
Sam nods at her then hands Rachel the glass of milk again.
Rachel takes a sip then she blushes as she looks into Sam's eyes.
Rachel: "Would you mind staying here? I mean just until I fall asleep."
Sam stares at her in shock.
Sam: "Wait you mean here, here like sleep in your bed with you?"
Rachel's cheeks turn even redder from embarrassment when she sees the nervous look on Sam's face, but yes that is exactly what she wants him to do.
Rachel: "Only until I fall asleep it helps to feel someone close holding me it warms me up so I feel safer and I don't get so cold. My nightmares always make me feel cold."
Sam: "Why do your nightmares make you so cold? Don't most people get hot from nightmares?"
Rachel shrugs not sure why, but she keeps shivering.
Sam doesn't like seeing her look so helpless and cold so he lies down beside her and wraps his arms around her arms to warm them.
Rachel can feel Sam's body against her back and she smiles.
Rachel: "Thanks for this really you're a great friend Sam. I always feel safe with you. I'm glad you moved here"
Sam smiles and badly wants to kiss her cold cheek for saying something so sweet, but he restrains himself.
Sam: "I'm glad I moved here too. I've never really had any close friends like this before especially not any as cool as you."
Rachel giggles at that comment.
Rachel: "Me cool? No one has ever called me that before."
Rachel smiles then quickly turns over in bed and kisses Sam's cheek. Then she closes her eyes and slowly starts to fall back asleep in Sam's arms. Once she is asleep Rachel doesn't having another nightmare because she feels comfortable having him there with her.
Sam loves that he gets to spend the night in bed with a girl even though they aren't having sex it just feels great to have someone be nice to him and not treat him like the new freak boy in town for once.
He rests his head beside hers and watches her sleep in his arms until almost dawn before finally falling back to sleep himself.